Meilin Cho
Genin of Konoha Team 7/ Team Meilin,
Konohagakure, Hon compound.
A newfound purpose?
Two days before the present - with the feast happening at the Royal Palace.
Collab with Gerontis.
Summary :
Meilin and Koike have another session of training together. Afterwards the two engage in a conversation in which Meilin learns about the Guardians. It sparks her interest and curiousity as she then decides to try to learn more about them.
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Heading towards the Hon compound Meilin wasn't really in the best of moods. The night before she had been up to the late hours. Which was sort of her own fault but her little sister couldn't catch any sleep. Demanding stories Meilin had read four stories, only figuring out that Hitomo already knew the stories by heart. It had confused Meilin why the small girl wanted to be read a story she already knew but hadn't argued against it.
Eventually, Meilin couldn't catch any sleep herself. Resulting in that she would practice the grip and moves that Koike had taught her during their first kendo training. It felt a bit silly to practice it on her own. Not that there was really anybody that would just enter in and see her practising. Not that it made her feel less silly. Continuing for hours Meilin eventually became tired and would head to bed.
The morning started out as any before. Waking up Hitomo and brushing teeth together with her sibling. Something that actually was what Meilin really enjoyed. It came up in the teen's mind that she hadn't really ever spend much time with her siblings when she had still lived with them and their parents. During moments as simple as brushing teeth together the siblings had some amusement in pulling weird faces towards one another. It would continue on to breakfast where Hitomo would ramble about everything while Meilin mostly just listened. And while Meilin wasn't really interested in the stories, it was something else that made her appreciate the enthusiasm that her little sister had. The again, it wasn't only joy and a smile that Hitomo managed to conjure with Meilin. Seeing how the girl was made me realise of what she wanted to achieve. That there were more to be saved and brought once more back together. The time came, however, where Meilin had to get going and Hitomo would wave her out, walking to the exit of the Cho compound to wave at Meilin and shout with her little voice that Meilin shouldn't be too late or else she wouldn't deserve dessert. A threat that just made Meilin shake her head and unable to resist a smile when waving back.
Heading towards the Hon compound Meilin was eager to receive another lesson from Koike. Picking up the pace the teen had no trouble to arrive at the place where they had met before. Entering the hall she noticed that there were some people. Either attending to their gear or in specific areas training together.
"Ah, good morning Meilin," Koike's voice sounded. He had been busy with taking gear of his swords and gear. With the arranged place he had found it a perfect combination to come a bit earlier and make use of the present tools and material to keep his own gear in top shape.
"How are you doing today?" He asked her while gesturing her to follow him.
"Hey Koike!" Meilin answered, turning with a small smile on her lips towards the young man.
"I am doing fine, thanks. How are you?" The teen asked in return while following him. She felt still a bit out of place but wasn't yet certain why that was. Perhaps because most, if not all, people in this long hall were known with handling weapons. Both in combat as maintain and taking care of them.
Nearing a place where they could get started Koike would hand out a practice sword to Meilin.
"I am doing fine," he answered,
"So today I want to teach you about how to swing a sword. It sounds really odd, but there are various techniques and manners on how to wield a sword. It is all on personal preference, but I will try to pass on some techniques that I find quite useful," he explained, taking a pause so that she could speak up or ask any question. As she seemed to have none Koike would continue.
"So, the idea is that the sword is an extension of your arm. In order to use it as such, you will need to practice a lot and know what is and isn't plausible..."
Breathing heavily Meilin couldn't feel her arms. Sinking onto her knees the teen tried to stay upright, but it wasn't that easy. There was some aching pain in her shoulders and her left forearm from the training. They had only one break and how long had they continued?
"Sorry," she said with cheeks red as tomatoes, this time from exhaustion than anything else,
"I-I am done. For today."
Placing the blunt sword down Meilin briefly closed her eyes. The training had gone well in her opinion. It was even fun, but it was quite exhausting. Especially when Koike had decided that they should perform the swings and increase the pace.
"Hehe, good job. You're making progress," Koike replied as he would let the practice blade rest on his right shoulder. He had noticed that he was a bit winded as well, but was able to manage to stay standing.
"Any questions that you still have regarding today's training?" He would ask, deciding to sit down next to her so that it wouldn't seem that she was the only one sitting down on the ground.
"No, no. No questions, haha," Meilin would answer. Managing to regulate her breathing once more she would let out a heavy sigh. Trying to get some more feeling into her arms with rolling with her shoulders the teen threw a sideways look at Koike.
"So, am I like your only student or this the only place where you teach?" She decided to ask, trying to stir a conversation.
"I only have one more student. Guess that I also train and drill people at Azumi, but that isn't really the same as training a person one on one," was Koike's answer. Thinking about it, he was wondering if he had really taught other people before something or was considered to be a mentor. Probably not and he was more than okay with that.
"Don't really think that I should get more people as pupils. Want to keep some time for myself."
Smiling a bit she wondered who this other person was. Was she better or worse than his other student? A question that wouldn't leave her, of course. It would be rude and awkward to ask. Instead, Meilin would ask about something else.
"Azumi? What is that?"
"Oh, you haven't heard of it yet? It is the headquarters of the Guardians organisation and unit," Koike answered back, slightly surprised. But she was just trying to settle down in the city, so it shouldn't be much of a surprise that some things and locations were still new to her.
"You know, they are always on the look-out for capable people to join their ranks."
"The Guardians?" Meilin repeated. Surprised for a moment when he brought up that they were on the look-out for more members Meilin frowned slightly.
"I doubt that I will be of any good to join any organisation. I am not really any kind of material that fits the name of Guardian. I mean, it sounds kind of cool. The Guardians, but for me? No, I doubt that I would be able to fit into such an organisation. Other than the name, I don't even know anything about them yet."
She started to ramble, but he would let her. Taking a moment to consider what he could tell her about the Guardians Koike decided to not tell everything. Just that he was a member of the unit and had his own workshop at Azumi.
"So yeah, I spend some time there. On tinkering and making bombs that people of the organisation order. Not for a heavy price, but just a reasonable cheap price so that I can also continue it without needing to invest too much money it myself," Koike concluded his answer.
"Huh, that is actually pretty cool," Meilin answered. She thought about it and felt tempted now to ask him to show her where it was. How she could apply, but she also deduced that he was probably a busy person. And it could serve as an excuse to get to know Konoha a bit better herself.
"So what about a deal? If I manage to get in, will you then show you how you make bombs? I use firecrackers but the idea of bombs is... alluring."
Chuckling Koike nodded.
"Sure. It is something I enjoy and won't mind sharing a bit of the technique and information with anybody else. I have even a few notes of my own experience and what I find really useful and working in the field. Perhaps you can even help me with the workshop, if you manage to join."
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Collab with Chromehound
Summary :
This is a day ago in the present - before the current day with the feast at the Royal palace. After learning a bit more Meilin decides to sign up and is allowed to have an entry-test in the morning with a certain Hayate Hyuzu. Nervous and excited Meilin heads towards Azumi, hoping that she will be allowed to enter the ranks of the Guardians.
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It had been planned for a various days now. Not that she had expected a reply to come back quickly or being allowed to meet up at the site this early, Meilin made sure she looked dandy today. Checking her gear, tools and weaponry the teen wanted to pass a good first impression. The Guardians weren't just a club or organisation that one could hope to enter with writing a letter to sign up. They were part of the elite corps, after all. A soft sigh escaped Meilin's lips as she thought everything through one more time. Somehow she wished that she could request more time to prepare. What if there would be some test and she wouldn't be able to answer a question or answer it in a way right but still not given the answer that was required to pass through.
Realising that she was letting her nerves taking over. Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. It was just going to be a meeting, nothing else. Calming herself with that fact the teen would head out.
The walk towards the headquarters of the Guardians Meilin took the time to remember everything she knew and had been taught about Konohagakure. There wasn't much that she could have gathered from the Guardians than what she had heard on the street, but hopefully, she could land the first impression.
Nearing the place that was called Azumi, Meilin wondered for a moment as she kept walking. It had a certain calming effect, the gardens and surrounding. There were a few seniors present, heading somewhere. Deciding that it could be a good idea to follow them Meilin approached a place that seemed to be a teahouse. Not that she had been often to one, making her wonder if she was even at the right place. The Guardians were a military organisation or unit so far she knew, making this teahouse a surprise.
Glancing towards the clock on his wall, Hayate realized he was running out of time. He had grown distracted going over the book on strategies and tactics and had almost forgotten about the meeting that was coming up. Cursing himself for losing track of time, the young Hyuzu slipped his bookmark into his current page and closed the book. Placing it into the drawer of his desk, Hayate closed it and started to make his way out of the room. Stopping himself before he got to the door, he turned and spotted the file he had left on his desk. Shaking his head, Hayate walked back over and picked it up. Leaving his office, the young Hyuzu began leafing through the file once more, hoping to gain as much information as possible.
Making his way through the halls, Hayate finished reading through the file and stowed it away in the inside pocket of his jacket. Reaching the entrance of the building, Hayate stood patiently, waiting for Meilin to arrive. Glancing up at the clock in the entryway, he was pleased to see that he was not yet late for the meeting. Looking around, he had not seen anyone yet who matched the description from his file and so he continued to wait.
Entering the teahouse Meilin was expecting to see here and there members of the militant organisation. Battle hardened and experienced shinobi that served in the corps that was part of the royal guard. Instead, she saw seniority filling the majority of patrons inside. The doubt that she had somehow managed to screw up ending at a place that wasn't where she was supposed to head became bigger. Perhaps she should've asked the way? Pondering on what she should do, Meilin glanced a few times around. Hoping to spot a person or sign that she wasn't at the wrong place.
A waiter came to ask her if she wanted something to drink. Answering that she was fine, but wanting to be certain that this was the teahouse next to Azumi, the waiter confirmed that she was at the right place. Thanking the young man as well flashing a smile Meilin's left hand was raised. Rubbing her neck, she wondered what she should do now. Perhaps take a seat somewhere and wait for a bit?
Standing patiently, Hayate chewed his lower lip, pondering. Glancing up at the clock once again, he saw that it was now the time when they were supposed to be meeting. Seeing one of the staff members, he stopped them and offered a polite smile.
"Hi Cheng, you haven't happened to see a girl walk through here in the past few minutes have you?"
Cocking his head to the side, Cheng stared at Hayate blankly for a moment.
"That... that was probably an incredibly vague question... sorry. Here, one sec." Reaching into his pocket, Hayate pulled out Meilin's picture from the file and showed it to Cheng.
"This girl. Have you seen her?"
Shaking his head, Cheng shrugged apologetically.
"Sorry boss, haven't seen her. You could try the gardens or the teahouse maybe. Not sure. Where were you supposed to be meeting her?"
Frowning slightly, Hayate nodded.
"Thanks, sorry. Well, I had thought we were going to meet at the entrance here. But you might be right... I'll go take a look. If you see her, can you please ask her to stay here? I will be back in a few minutes."
"Will do."
Bowing his head slightly in thanks, Hayate headed off through the doors. Making his way through the gardens, he did not notice anyone that matched Meilin's appearance. Most of the visitors were the usual elderly folks who perused the gardens throughout the day. Smiling and waving politely to them as he passed, Hayate headed for the tea house.
Entering the building, he glanced around, briefly scanning the faces of the patrons. Pulling out the picture once again, he glanced at it before looking back up and smiling. Approaching Meilin, Hayate bowed his head.
"I apologize tremendously if I have the wrong person here but might you be Meilin Cho by any chance?" Smiling somewhat sheepishly, Hayate hoped he had found the right girl.
Having taken a seat Meilin looked around. The place certainly had a peaceful atmosphere, that was for sure. Now and then she subtly eyed anybody that she could suspect being a member of the Guardian organisation. But most people were too old, or so she assumed, to be in active military service.
Raising her left hand the teen brushed a few strands of hair behind her left ear, wondering already what they would ask or want to know of her. And if she was allowed to ask questions back or if that would come later. Her thoughts were interrupted though as somebody approached her. Even bowing to her, which gave rise to a surprised expression from Meilin.
"That I am, yes," Meilin answered, getting up. The person didn't look much like a veteran or somebody that appeared as an officer, which made her wonder what this person's role in the Guardians was. Returning the bow back with one of her own, her right hand clenched in a fist and held against the open palm of her left hand.
Thank the Dragon, Hayate thought to himself, relieved that he had managed to find her. Offering his hand, the young Hyuzu eyed her for a moment, curious as to what had caused her surprised expression. he had a few ideas, most leaning towards his own, admittedly disheveled, appearance. Shaking the thought from his head, he offered a warm, genuine smile before continuing.
"It is a pleasure to meet you Meilin. My name is Hayate Hyuzu, Captain Commander of the Guardians."
"I would like to apologize as it looks like there may have been a tiny miscommunication as to where we would be meeting and it looks like I am now a little late."
Extending her own hand to shake his Meilin flashed a smile back. While she looked calm Meilin felt a certain pressure. She had expected that she would meet up with a captain or some officer, not the captain-commander of the organisation.
"It is a pleasure to be here as well meet you, commander, sir," the teen replied back. On the comment of the slight miscommunication, Meilin flashed an apologising smile.
"I apologise as well. Was a bit too eager and might have forgotten to double check where the meeting would be held."
Chuckling, Hayate shook his head.
"No need to apologize. This place can be quite large and confusing, especially for someone who is not used to it. Heck, even I get lost around here sometimes." Scratching the back of his neck, Hayate glanced around the tea shop.
"Also, no need to call me sir as I am not yet your CO, Hayate is fine." Smiling again, he looked back to Meilin.
"Perhaps we can go somewhere a little quieter?" he asked. While the tea shop was typically a more quiet area due to the majority of the patrons being elderly, there was still a lot of people inside and it wasn't the best place to perform an interview.
Flashing a smile, Meilin wondered. It was rude to deny one's request such as his to call him sir, but to call the captain-commander of the Guardians just by his personal name? She hardly considered herself an acquaintance of him. Was it thus proper to be informal? Even if it was his own request?
"I understand, but may I perhaps then call you Hayate-sama?" was her first reply,
"And, of course, I wouldn't mind that."
Biting the inside of his cheek as he thought for a moment, Hayate finally nodded, sighing internally. Though he preferred not to be referred to in a formal manner, he understood that his position somewhat required it and that it was a show of respect.
"That will be fine, yes." he said, smiling.
"I believe the training fields should be open and it will give us plenty of space to talk privately." Turning he began to exit the teahouse, looking over his shoulder to make sure that Meilin was following him. Waiting until they had both exited the small building, Hayate continued speaking as he walked.
"So, I am told that you wish to join the Guardians. I am always happy to see people take an interest." Turning his head to make eye contact as he spoke, Hayate continued.
"May I ask why you would like to join us?"
Glad that she could still hold him up to an honorific that also made her feel more at ease Meilin would walk with him. During this walk, she once again wondered how much difference in skill was between them. Probably a lot, considering that he wasn't a captain-commander for nothing. Even if she wagered that their age couldn't be that much far apart. The mentioning of the training fields caught her by surprise, making the teen wary of what would happen. Unless he was just in the mood to have a talk outside instead of inside, which was fine with her.
Flashing a smile Meilin raised her right hand to rub her neck, for a moment.
"Of course," she didn't need to think for an answer,
"I guess it is somewhat selfish. Am not the best or most capable, but I am eager to learn. And heard a thing or two about the Guardians, hoping that I could join in order to receive more training and guidance. Then there is the fact that the Guardians have a certain... prestige, no? That certainly is alluring, I reckon, for most people of my rank."
Nodding, Hayate smiled.
"I suppose that is quite true." Turning to look ahead once more, he waited a few moments before continuing.
"Training and guidance is certainly something that you can find within the Guardians and it is a noble desire." Her response had made Hayate think about a few things and the boy grew silent once more.
The training fields were not far ahead and, as he had hoped, they appeared to be empty.
"Prestige however? Well, I suppose you can also find that within the Guardians. However, it is not something that we tend to strive for." Glancing back at Meilin, Hayate tilted his head.
"Though... speaking of prestige. You are a member of a fairly prestigious group already are you not? The Cho Guard is quite an impressive organization I must say." Stopping as they reached the fields, Hayate turned to Meilin fully and smiled.
"What can you tell me about them?"
So far so good, Meilin thought to herself. But as Hayate turned silent Meilin wondered what would come next. She was still not certain why they were going to the training field, but decided against voicing the question. She didn't want to appear impatient, but what if she would come over meek? Realising that she was letting her nerves get to her, Meilin would push her doubts and questions in the back of her mind, deciding to just see what would follow.
When Hayate began, Meilin raised her left hand to scratch her left cheek for a second. A smile was portrayed on her thin lips, but her eyes closed by a bit when he brought up the Cho Guard. For a moment she remained silent. Considering her options, Meilin lowered her hand and folded it with her other, right, hand behind her back.
"Not much, I am afraid, Hayate-sama. The name says it more or less, doesn't it?" Meilin asked back in a polite tone.
His smile widening, Hayate slowly nodded.
"Good." he said, happy with her answer. While he would have been more than happy to learn more information about the Cho Guard, that had not been the purpose of his question and it seemed so far that Meilin was proving to be a good candidate.
"That it does." Walking a short ways onto the field, Hayate paused and turned back.
"Tell me Meilin. What do you know of the Guardians and our purpose?"
Good? For a moment Meilin wasn't certain why that was good. It was good that he didn't inquire more about the organisation of her clan, but wasn't he curious about them? While she wouldn't indulge further on the response because it could always turn to more questions she wasn't so sure what the response entitled.
Walking with him Meilin thought for a second.
"Already figured out that the Guardians are part of the royal guard, so the purpose is to protect the empress. But also heard from here and there that the organisation was founded to protect Konoha, which I must confess I find a little bit strange," making a short hand gesture Meilin frowned,
"I am not really well know so what I heard is probably wrong. Am not that quite known with some things in Konoha, sir."
Raising an eyebrow as she mentioned that she found it strange, Hayate was curious.
"Well perhaps I can try to help clear a few things up, if that would help?" Scratching his chin for a moment, Hayate pondered how to begin.
"You are correct in stating that the Guardians are a part of the Royal Guard but there is in fact more to it than that."
Glancing back towards Azumi, Hayate continued,
"The Guardians were originally formed by the Empress, a long time before the Empire was formed and before she was so well known. Kiyomi founded the Guardians to act as protectors of Konoha and to provide a place for people to come and learn and to seek guidance. While she is no longer the leader of the Guardians, we still hold true to her ideals. The only thing that has changed is that now we serve the Empire more so than just the village. That, and we have been granted the honour of serving as protectors of the Empress herself." Looking back at Meilin, Hayate wondered if he had explained himself properly. Deciding to give her a chance to digest the information, Hayate remained silent.
Listening first to what Hayate said, Meilin nodded as she would consider what he just told her. Thinking about what she had heard, the teen would speak a moment later again.
"My confusion mostly came from that I heard that the Guardians protect the capital. While I understand the necessity to defend the imperial capital from danger, there is so much more to the Empire than just the capital. I was wondering if the Guardians are only stationed here in Konohagakure or if there are other bases and places where they are located or will be."
Wondering for a moment on what his reply would be, Meilin couldn't imagine herself to be a guard of the Empress of Akino. Which probably wouldn't happen right after being allowed into the organisation. She assumed that it was probably only a task for the high ranked members.
When she explained where her confusion stemmed from, Hayate nodded.
"That indeed makes sense. Currently, there is only one location for the Guardians and that is Azumi." Chewing his lower lip for a moment, the Hyuzu took a moment to choose his next words.
"The problem is two-fold. While I most certainly agree that there is more to the Empire than this village, we do not yet have the manpower to open up secondary locations. Though there is perhaps an abundance of people who might be interested in joining an organization such as the Guardians, we have to be... careful in how we select our candidates." Locking eyes with Meilin, he continued.
"For us, loyalty is an incredibly important thing. We are entrusted to keep the Empress safe, to keep the Empire safe. This includes both external and internal threats. As such, we have a duty to ensure that our members are chosen wisely." Scratching behind one of his ears, Hayate let out a quiet sigh.
"This unfortunately means that we cannot expand quite as quickly and can thus not afford to open a new branch or location until we are certain we have the right people to maintain it."
Taking a breath, Hayate smiled somewhat sheepishly and tilted his head to the side.
"So, with all that being said, do you have any more questions about The Guardians and our purpose?" Awaiting her reply, Hayate hoped that he had explained things a little better for her. He knew that he had a tendency to ramble when explaining topics that he was passionate about and this was one of those topics. He only hoped that he had not rambled on so much that he had confused her.
Listening to Hayate's explanation, Meilin would try to memorise what he just said. If anything, though, it did make her more interested in joining the organisation other than what it could benefit her. Even while the idea that she would be trained and try to become a member of a unit that was part of the Royal guard was quite unreal, because she couldn't imagine herself being able. Yet, there was nothing to lose from trying it she suspected - which was a good thing.
As he asked her if she had any questions Meilin shook her head.
"Not really, no," the teen answered.
She had the question at the tip of her tongue on what they would do. The fact that they were on a training field made her wonder if there was any test regarding her ability or if it was just going to be a kind of interview. Considering everything, Meilin did prefer if it would remain at an interview. Talking was so much easier.
"Excellent. We can move forward then." Folding his arms across his chest, Hayate took a moment to study Meilin. Thinking back to the brief training he had done with Saki, along with the research he had done himself, Hayate wondered if he had learned enough to make it work.
"I am going to ask you a few questions now and I would like you to be honest with me." pausing for a moment, Hayate pondered something for a brief moment before continuing,
"What do you consider to be your greatest strength, your greatest weakness and your greatest flaw?"
Move forward? Meilin instantly felt the need to be wary now, trying not to display any stress or that she felt a bit uncomfortable. The words made her already wonder in a rapid pace in her mind what he could conjure. As Hayate continued and wanted her to be honest Meilin regarding answering his questions she felt the need to state she hadn't been anything but honest. But could she blame him? No, not really.
But the question made her slightly waver on how to answer it. Raising her right hand to brush aside some strands of hair Meilin needed a moment before she would answer him. Remembering the mission she had done with Team 7, Meilin couldn't resist but release a sigh and lower her eyes.
"My biggest weakness, strength and flaw? Well, heh," she blushed a bit as her right hand scratched her cheek now,
"I think my biggest weakness is the fact that I'm not the strongest in terms of psychological strength. I know how to throw and take a punch, learned that quite early. Or well, had to with my behaviour and attitude. When it comes down to a fight I don't really do well if I can't bring my opponent down quickly. Know some techniques and tricks to distract and lower guards, but yeah. I guess that is at the moment my biggest weakness."
Her biggest strength? Meilin instantly thought about answering that it was her laugh. She liked her own laugh, though she hadn't ever admitted that to anybody else. But she decided on to answer something that she considered right and was more serious.
"My biggest strength is probably that I don't back down easily. Not that I am a stubborn mule or anything. Well, depends on, on some occasions, I can be pretty stubborn but everybody is like that, right?" Starting to become a tad more nervous Meilin tried to not end up speaking in a fast pace that would make everything seem incoherent.
"I have been in some tough situations and spots but managed to pull myself through. Am not easily demoralised, so to say. That is probably now my biggest strength."
But now her flaw? She had a feeling that she had quite a lot. How easy was it to think of flaws when it comes to yourself, but picking one out was quite hard. At least, to pick one out and state: "This is my biggest flaw guys. Yes, it isn't being ugly or smelly, but being sadly stupid. I am stupid.".
"My biggest flaw is that I can be... insecure." The teen stated, with her voice lowering on volume as she answered the last question.
Listening as Meilin spoke, Hayate carefully considered her words. She had gone in depth in explaining her answers, something he appreciated greatly. When he had asked this question to some others before, they had either tried to focus more on their strengths or had offered simple one word responses. Meilin's responses however, gave him something to work with, allowed him to understand better.
Her weakness something that was very trainable and Hayate had definitely seen many people overcome their lack of physical strength. It didn't always mean they had to focus on building their strength, many times it simply meant they had to focus on using their minds as their main strength instead. Her strength was a very good sign. While stubbornness could occasionally be detrimental, Hayate did not see it as a bad thing. Her full determination was yet to be proven, but it was certainly a good start. As Meilin spoke of her flaw, Hayate felt a slight clench in the pit of his stomach. It was a flaw that struck close to home with him, something he knew of all too well.
Nodding slowly as she finished, Hayate offered a slight smile.
"All of those are traits that I think would be a good fit here, so thank you for sharing them with me. As you mentioned before, the Guardians can also help with training your skills and building confidence in yourself." Looking away for a moment, Hayate chewed the inside of his cheek.
"I, myself used to suffer through a lot of insecurity. I did not have confidence in myself and, while I trusted my abilities, I never considered myself to be worthy of anyone's effort or attention..."
Turning back to look at Meilin, Hayate continued.
"While there are still times where it comes back, the Guardians helped immensely in breaking me away from that insecurity. I feel like they could help you in that same way."
"Of the following, which do you consider the most important? Your life, your duty or your love?" It was not exactly an easy question, nor a truly fair one. While there were not exactly any wrong answers, Hayate found it important to find out where she placed her values.
Upon seeing the smile Meilin wasn't certain how to take it. Perhaps he pitied her? Or the opposite? Without knowing enough about the captain-commander the teen was in the dark in trying to read and understand him right away, which was only made worse as her nerves made her only trying to understand everything right away become much more present.
But hearing that all the traits would be a fit caused Meilin at first to look surprised, only for a smile to dawn upon her lips a split second afterwards. Realising that she was basically happy that he considered her answer good, which wasn't in theory herself stating that she wasn't really some great material made the smile vanish. But he probably didn't mean anything bad with it, those blasted nerves.
When he continued, revealing something personal Meilin felt both out of place as great. Only because she was unsure how to reply to that revelation the teen would just nod, trying to make it apparent that she understood what he meant. All too well.
"I would really, really appreciate that. Truly," Meilin spoke as he stated that the Guardians could help her in the same manner. Perhaps it was a bit too soon but so far her experience told her that Team 7 wouldn't really be beneficial in strengthing her against her insecurity.
The following question, however, caused a longer silence than before to occur. Licking her lips Meilin forgot to keep up a calm expression, really feeling stressed out for a moment. Her life? Was of paramount importance. She liked to live. Death meant going to the hall of Akumu, the lord of death. Something she wasn't yet ready for. Not without her own personal quest done. So that also meant that her duty, to protect her family and friends was of paramount importance. Considering if she had the chance Meilin was confident that she would give her own life without a second thought to be certain that her relatives would be together. Safe and happy.
Love? For a moment she wasn't entirely sure if he meant if she loved somebody, as a guy or person. The thought alone made her frown as she hadn't met really anybody that she felt already super attached to. There was one face that came to mind that she felt a certain attraction for, but love? That wasn't really present. Unless, of course, he meant her family. Trying to not get confused Meilin decided to speak up.
"I actually don't know. I consider all of them important, but I would forsake my place and duty to make it happen to see... or know that my family have a shot to be back together. Even my life," realising now how edgy that could sound Meilin sighed as she felt slightly uncomfortable,
"I mean, I value my life. It isn't bad, you know? I love to live, but both duty and the love for my kin... I am not sure, what I value more. Sorry."
Taking a moment after Meilin finished speaking, Hayate could tell that his question had caused her some difficulty. While he felt bad that he may have stressed her out, it was also the point of the question and Hayate tried instead to focus on that. Thinking about her answer for a moment, the young Hyuzu scratched his chin.
"You have no need to apologize Meilin. That question is... well a little unfair." Giving her an apologetic smile, Hayate shrugged his shoulders.
"Truth is, we are all people. That is going to make things difficult to choose between, especially considering every single person is going to be different. There is no right answer, nor is any truly better than the other." Locking eyes with Meilin, he continued.
"Everyone is going to value things differently and our organization is not one that frowns upon that. The important thing is that you took time to answer the question rather than simply trying to say what you thought I considered to be the 'right' answer."
So far, he was impressed with the girl. While she had made it clear that she suffered from some insecurity and he could tell she was stressed, Meilin had not shied away from answering any of his questions. From what he could tell as well, she had not tried to hide answers from him. Those were good signs, and Hayate was happy that things appeared to be going well.
"Where do you see yourself in the future?" he asked, wanting to clarify. Truth be told it was a question that he personally disliked as it was not something everyone could answer with certainty. It did, however, provide a little insight into what the person might want, their goals, etc.
"Do you want to become a leader? A sensei for a team of young genin? Or do you have any other aspirations?"
Listening to what he said Meilin felt slightly better, but it wouldn't take away that she hadn't been able to answer his question. Even if there was no right one, she felt the desire to be able to convince him that he wouldn't make a mistake with allowing her into the organisation. Yet, how could she do such a thing if she wasn't even able to answer his questions properly? A faint smile was allowed on her lips as she would listen further to his reply.
As he explained it further she did agree with him but agreeing didn't mean that she felt great about it. The next question made her almost snicker. In the future? Hopefully wealthy beyond measure, skilled as the revered ancestors of her people and as happy as one could be. The idea of her being a leader? That was interesting but Meilin didn't know what kind of people would follow her leadership.
"Honestly, I haven't given it much thought. I suppose that I haven't ever given it much thought," she answered back, this time quicker than the previous time,
"I used to want to become a guard in Keishi. My father used... well, he still is," Meilin said, rephrasing it because of a simple reason.
"I guess that I am a bit astray from that goal now, aren't I?" The thought of going back to Keishi came briefly up but she wouldn't likely ever do that. Too much had happened and her current path and goal of finding her family couldn't be achieved with becoming a member of the city guard in Keishi.
"I doubt that I will be able to teach and have the patience to deal with genin. Might change later, but if anything I think my only ambition is to see my lost family be... well, found again. Safe and happy. Other than that," shrugging lightly as a soft laughter escaped her,
"Guess that I am interested in too many things. Am trying to study all kind of matters and indulge into---" realising that she was half-rambling Meilin cleared her throat.
"Simply and shortly put, Hayate-sama, I have no clear aspiration other than to do what I hope will do some good."
Listening as she spoke, Hayate was not entirely surprised at first that she had not thought too much about it. After all, he had never been one to give it too much thought either. He had always been one to focus on the present and working on making that as best as possible. Now, however, he had other reasons to think about the future. Things to look forward to and things to complete. When Meilin mentioned her ambition so have her family found again, Hayate froze. it felt as if he had been kicked in the stomach and a wave of guilt washed over him. His own family... he had been the cause of it tearing apart. Not something he was proud of, nor would the shame or guilt ever truly vanish. Aside from Jora and his baby sister, Hayate had a new family now though, one he could trust and a far better one in his opinion.
Realizing that he had become lost in his own thoughts, Hayate snapped back to the present, catching the last bit of what Meilin said.
"Wanting to do some good is perhaps the best that any of us can really hope for." Smiling again, the Hyuzu thought back to what she had said about being interested in too many things and another person came to mind, one who had a tendency to bury herself in all sorts of strange books. Looking towards Meilin, he nodded slowly.
"I must say that I am impressed Meilin. Most of the time we perform these interviews, there is a skill performance that we evaluate. I have found, however, that it tends to get... well let's say that many times people focus more on proving their combat abilities than showing who they are as a person." Scratching behind one of his ears, Hayate grinned.
"Kind of hard to judge that based off how hard someone can punch."
Looking back at the training fields, Hayate stayed silent for a moment.
"I will be honest with you. Being a Guardian is not an easy task. While there is less responsibility put on new members, there is still an expectation that they will put effort into training and helping where they can." Turning back to Meilin, he continued,
"In times of need, we can be assembled as a military force. Right now we are facing one of those times." Clasping his hands, Hayate locked eyes with Meilin.
"So I ask you. Knowing everything that you do now, are you still interested in joining us?"
Shifting her weight on her left leg Meilin was once more caught by surprise by his words. Had she impressed the captain-commander of the Guardians? Unsure for a second how to response to his words Meilin allowed herself to fully smile now. Lowering her head a tad bit while rubbing her neck, her cheeks gained a faint reddish tint.
For a moment, however, Meilin wondered if she had been able to give a good enough impression to be allowed just with an interview into the Guardians. His words about that others usually tend to prove their combat abilities to speak for them, Meilin wondered how that was like. To watch people try to show off their skills and you needing to judge them. Every single one of them. Didn't really sound much like a fun occupation, she thought.
"Well, I know a way how to test how hard a person can punch," the teen stated in an amused manner. But he wasn't probably a fan of being hit as she hadn't ever met anybody who really fancied with being punched.
"Yes, I do," Meilin replied as well nodding,
"I suppose it isn't much different from enlisting into the imperial military, regardless it is the shinobi corps or any other military branch. If I wouldn't be up for the task then I fear that my training and service wouldn't mean anything, right?"
Chuckling as she mentioned testing how hard someone could punch, Hayate shook his head.
"I must say, I am not too fond of that part. Being punched all day can certainly put a damper on my mood." Smiling warmly, Hayate let her finish, happy with her answer.
Reaching out a hand, he spoke.
"Then welcome to the Guardians."
Staring down at the hand for a moment that was stretched out towards her Meilin wasn't sure if this was still part of some test. A broad smile crossed her lips as she would reach out her own hand and shook his.
"Thanks, you won't regret this sir-- I mean, Hayate-sama. Really, promised."
Overjoyed Meilin already thought of what this could mean. It was perhaps a small step, but she could consider herself now a member of the Guardians. Trying to not keep smiling like a complete idiot Meilin wasn't sure what else to say or to do for a moment.
"Are you certain though that I don't need to show how well I can spit a fireball or throw a kunai? Or perhaps swing my sword? I guarantee you that it creates the best swoosh you ever have heard," Meilin thus joked, still half unsure if she was really being allowed into the organisation.
Laughing as Meilin discussed her swords 'swoosh' Hayate shook his head emphatically.
"I shall take your word for it. Perhaps at a later time we shall have an opportunity to train and you can show me the swoosh then. Grinning, Hayate folded his arms across his chest.
"I will say that I do not usually approve membership on the spot but you have proven to be a person rather than a walking punch machine. Something that I sincerely appreciate. I do not feel like you are the type to make me regret this decision either."
Genuinely happy at how the interview had gone, Hayate had found himself surprised. There had been too many times before where he had not been able to approve people as they had not shown him their capability of listening or having any level of maturity. Meilin had been a happy surprise. Not to mention he was happy to not have to get into a spar to see what she was capable of.
"Being a member of the Guardians does come with several things. Some of them are responsibilites, but others are more so beneficial. One of those things is housing within Azumi. While you are in no way required to take the offer, there will be a room set aside for you that you may stay in whenever you would like. There are several people within Azumi who can also be reached to assist with training or anything else that you might wish to learn." Scratching his chin once again, Hayate continued.
"We have a library as well so you can feel free to visit that, though it is not necessarily as grand as the library within the palace or the village. There are still many interesting books and scrolls that we have gathered over time. So, do you have any questions?"
"I would like that, Hayate-sama," Meilin answered in return. Her day couldn't go bad now, of that she was certain. Meilin Cho the Guardian member. Perhaps she should imagine that member away? Then it had something inspiring to it. Meilin Cho of the Nayami Lineage, the Guardian. That sounded nice, at least in her head.
Snickering as he said she had proven herself to be a person Meilin was really glad about the compliment.
"Thanks, really."
As Hayate started to explain some more Meilin nodded. When he menioned the benefits more than the responsibilities.
"Thanks, I would really love that. For at the moment," she thought for a moment,
"I have no questions. I... Well, thanks, really!" The broad smile reappeared back on her lips as she was at a lose of words to show her gratitude.
"You are very welcome, and thank you as well. This has been a somewhat more pleasant interview than some of the others I have encountered. It has been nice speaking with you Meilin." Thinking for a moment, he decided to add something else.
"Whenever you would like, you may drop by Azumi and I can show you some of the different areas as well as introduce you to a few of the trainers. If you prefer, I can show you around today though you do not have to if you have other things to attend to." Looking back in the direction of Azumi, Hayate wondered when he was going to have to leave for the Eastern Continent. From what it sounded like, they would be heading out soon. If that were the case he would likely not get the opportunity to show Meilin around the place, though he could arrange for one of the other trainers who was staying to give her the tour.
One of the more pleasant interviews he had experienced? It was really hard now to get rid of the big grin that seemed to be stuck on her face. The offering of being guided around by the captain-commander himself made her just unable to react for a moment. She was becoming more certain that she would wake up, just managing to throw the shackles of sleep and realising that she had fallen asleep in the tea house. Likely missing out on the chance to join the Guardians. Yet the teen didn't pinch herself or try anything to test out if this was the reality. If it was a dream, then she would love it to continue on.
"You would honour me, Hayate-sama, but I think that I need to... euhm, a moment of myself." She said, unsure how to explain herself without losing face. If she hadn't already with still grinning as a silly child.
"But if you have some time soon, I would like to uphold you to that offer," she answered back,
"Thanks again for your time and this chance, Hayate-sama. Really."
Nodding, Hayate had to keep himself from chuckling again as he saw Meilin's reaction. It was clear that she was quite excited and it was hard not to share in her excitement.
"Then I shall leave you be for now. I do hope you have a good day Meilin. And please, do visit Azumi when you are ready and I will be happy to show you around." Turning to head back towards the building, he paused. Looking back over his shoulder he added,
"I may be headed for the Eastern front sometime over the next few days. I do apologize in advance if I am sent out before you have a chance to come by, but I will ensure that someone will be there to help out." Smiling once more, he bowed his head and turned back. Placing his hands in his pockets he began the walk back to Azumi, happy with the results of his latest interview.
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