Gotham City. Just as the sun begins its descent towards that horizon.
Gotham has had its share of visitors in the past few years. Beings that, in all reality, had no business BEING in this reality. But after whole dimensions meshed into one a few years ago.. well there has been a lot of beings going places they shouldn't even know ever existed in a different universe.
Karolina Dean is one such being.
Darkness begins to take its place over the structures of Gotham, over its citizens. This is the time when many decide it's a good opportunity to get the hell off of the streets. While said streets are regularly patrolled by 'vigilantes', one never knows. Crime is rampant. And when the sun goes down (as it seems to do everyday), Gotham is reminded of that fact. So why in the world would tourists come here? Why would someone put Gotham City on their itinerary for fun things to do.
Some people just have little choice.
Karolina Dean is one such being.
From the west there approaches what looks like a streak of light in the distance. Against the darkening sky, however, one can see there is actually a whole spectrum of color within the streak. Colors constantly shifting and shimmering… and it's obviously not 'normal' light. It sees to flow and sway, as if it were actually water. And at the head of that stream of gentle light, what appears to be the outline of a humanoid. A woman, specifically. Towards the northern sector of Gotham City does the trajectory of the light seem to be, but it's not even really a straight line of light. It almost seems to be.. swaying.. as if someone were trying to make up their mind as to exactly where to go.
But at this point any large building will do.
The shimmering light seems to gain intensity for a moment as it dives down towards the Gotham Public Library, and it looks like it could crash right into the roof. But as it touches down, the light dissipates… and left standing upon the roof is a girl. Tall, blue eyes scanning out towards the city as she strides slowly towards the ledge of the roof. Her long blond hair sways gently against the spring breeze of the night. The soft wind isn't warm, but it's not cold either. Not anymore. The young girl wears a long sky blue skirt with dark brown leather sandals. Her top is a simple halter top, the same shade of blue as her skirt. A pretty flower/rose pattern along it, the top showing off her trim tummy and her bare arms. Upon her back is a forest green backpack, it filled with her clothes and some food. She is listening to some earbuds, them plugged into the iPod tucked into her back pocket. The song playing at this moment.. 'Jet' by Paul McCartney and Wings. She stops at the ledge, sighing to herself as her mind starts to wander.
'What am I even doing here… I should be with Nico… or gone with Molly and Klara… not.. not… in this city.'
Her body leans forward, her hands pressing to the cold stone of the building's ledge, her form leaning against it. She shouldn't let her mind wander. Because that's when the undesirable thoughts make themselves known. And she doesn't want them anymore. She misses her friends. The only real family she's had these past few years.
But most of all, she misses
her.
An image flashes in her mind, and tears almost instantly are in the corner of her eyes.
'Xavin.. Xavin why can't you be here with me.. why did you.. have to sacrifice yourself..'
The last time she saw her fiancé, she knocked Karolina out. Doesn't seem like the kind of memory one would hold onto, huh? It's.. it's complicated. Karolina is an alien, you see. And her fiancé, Xavin, a Skrull. See? Complicated. Karolina's people were going to take her back to what's left of her people and pass judgment upon her.. but Xavin wasn't having it. So Xavin knocked her out and took her place. And probably sacrificed her life in the process.
'Stop it Karolina… just.. stop.. please'
She scolds herself mentally, her big blue eyes watching the city's horizon, as if looking for something.
'Still.. I so wish things were the way they used to be. The gang just running place to place. Running away. Loving just being with each other. Nico directing the mayhem that we were. Chase being a perv. Victor trying to impress Nico or modifying our toaster or something. Molly being sweet Molly. Klara beating everyone at video games somehow.'
A sullen smile draws across her lips as she thinks about her family now, her hands clenching into fists upon the cold stone surface of the ledge, her eyes closing as she now feels tears trickling down her cheeks.
'Why do I do this to myself? Why can't I seem to be able to move on? Everyone else did.. even the girls.. so what's my malfunction? Why can't I move on..'
Her sad smile eventually lends itself to a softer smile, the kind of smile you get when you think about love. Love is real.. real is love..
'Vic.. we first heard about him when future.. Gert.. came back in time and told us he was the ultimate villain. We tracked him down.. and turns out he's not a villain. Not yet he wasn't.. sure he's the son of Ultron… but he's a really sweet guy. He won't ever be a baddie. He couldn't do that, he's way to nice. The only time he's a villain is when he's beating on Chase.. but Chase usually deserves it!'
A wistful smile now draws across her thin lips and she chuckles lightly to herself, her eyes drawing down towards the city below her.
'When I first met Chase he hit on me hard.. like all the time. We even exchanged numbers, but I never went to any of those awful seedy motels he wanted to meet me at. But after we found out about our parents.. I really look at Chase as the older brother I never had. The older brother that has no common sense and less will to work. But he's kinda brilliant.. definitely brave, selfless.. and yeah easy on the eyes. Oh, and he has a psychic link with a dinosaur. So there's that.'
Thinking about that particular dinosaur, Old Lace, makes Karolina thinks about the girls. Since Old Lace usually ended up hanging around Klara and Molly. Because.. well if you were 12 you would want to hang out with a dinosaur.
'Klara.. she was born in like 1900 or something.. but she's 12. We went back in time.. what a mess that was.. we came across her.. and we knew she needed our help. So me and Molly convinced her to come back to our time with us. Poor thing was married, for God's sake. And her husband was so abusive. But once she got away from him, once she started becoming one of our family.. she's just the sweetest little thing. Her and Molly're practically sisters at this point. Which I'm so happy about. Those two really need each other, I think. Sure Klara has some… issues about certain kinds of people.. but she's learning to be more tolerant. She initially hated me when she saw me kiss Xavin..'
'Sisters.. Molly.. my lil Mol… God I miss her so much. She was the 'baby' of the group for so long.. of the family, that is. I love her so much. She has such a wonderful outlook on life, even though life has been pretty darned terrible to her. I know how much she misses her mommy and daddy.. even if she won't admit it sometimes. How many sunrises did we sit with each other for.. just sitting snuggled up with one another and watching the sun rise. Molly would tell me about the day previous or what she wants to do that day. Or her new ideas for our costumes. Or codenames. Or theme songs. Or telling me how cute icky boys are. Or gossiping about who is kissing who. Or talking about fashion or.. or just anything. She's just a little girl.. but she's seen so much already.. and she still wakes up each day with such a happiness, love and optimism for that day.. I really envy how she does that so darn easily.. I miss you Molly Dolly.. I miss you Mol...'
And that smile.. it drifts back into the territory of sadness.
'Nico…'
She sniffles softly as she brings a hand up to wipe away the tears from her eyes. Slowly she looks towards the ledge she leans on, her finger drawing little absent circles on it as she remembers her best friend.
'Yeah.. best friend.. that's a good way to describe my Nico. But she's always been more than that. I love her.. I mean I really love her. I mean I tried to kiss her once when I misread the vibes I got from her. I was so embarrassed.. but we were still friends. More than friends. Chase said I should go after her now that Xavin is gone.. but Chase is an ass sometimes. I do love Nico.. I wish she loved me the same way. But I'm not sure she ever could. So I'll just be her best friend.. if that's all I can be, then that's it. Maybe someday..'
"Yeah right."
She whispers as she takes a deep breath. Okay come on Karoline.. time to snap out of it.. everyone made their decision, so did you.
'I miss you, Nico. I love you.'
For a moment her body starts to give off a soft glow, just for a moment. She needs to get that particular instinct under control.. sometimes when she starts to get cold she shifts to her Majesdanian form for just that moment to warm herself. Her eyes look out towards the city of Gotham as she stands atop it's Library, and she takes another deep calming breath.
"Okay gurl.. what now. Plenty of places ta slum.. yeah I can do this. I can survive on my own.." though she really doesn't WANT to be on her own, but that's the hand she's been dealt. And so begins the first day of the rest of her life..
"I never thought I'd live to see eighteen. Isn't that dumb? Every day, I look in the mirror and say, What? You still here? Man!
Like even today. I woke up this morning, you know? And the sun was shining and everything was nice, and I thought...this is going to be one terrific day, so you better live it up boy...
because tomorrow, maybe you'll be gone."
~James Dean (Rebel Without A Cause)