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- Male
- Nonbinary
- Agender
- Primarily Prefer Male
- Primarily Nonbinary
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- I'll write under a lot of Genres but if it's got the sads or torture/horror it will be higher priority usually.
Alec Paz;
Today really fucking sucked. Storm lasting for nearly a week at this point kept him inside, yet being on break from school, he was stuck inside his dorm. Sure, he could probably have gone home for the week, but his brother wasn't there. What did he care? The dorms were closer to the hospital anyway. He was just finally getting dressed, considering taking his dormmates offer to go to the casino. He almost left his phone, and maybe if he did leave his phone, he'd survive the day.
He barely stepped foot back into his dorm and grabbing his phone as it rang out. It was the worst possible news he could ever get in his young life. His own brother, he didn't know, he didn't know it was this bad. Why did Adam lie to him for so long? He raced downstairs, skipping steps, hopping off the last few steps to the floor below as he pushed out the dorm doors. Steering past various peers, people who knew him, who didn't know his brother was dying.
If someone knew, they could have calmed him down, could have slowed his race towards death.
Speeding, cutting cars off, the rain had even been kind to him and let up, he could see the road clearly. Not that he would have slowed down, and the light so fucking close to the hospital turned red. He was almost there, he should have been patient for once in his life. And he wasn't.
And of course, why would the truck with a green light not be driving through the intersection? The cleared rain, the clear street. He should have seen it, should have started slowing before. He was focused on the light and the hospital. The horn was so loud in his ear and he barely turned his head before the last thing he'd see, the grill of a truck getting ready to slam right into him.
His old car didn't stand a chance at protecting him. He didn't have time to even gasp, or grasp the concept that he was in danger.
He woke gasping in nothingness. Grasping for air that didn't even make it to his lungs, there was no air, he couldn't feel anything moving as he tried breathing in, but he wasn't suffocating. He held his chest and looked around, into the void around him.
There was a voice. There was a game to be played and the figure would let him go back to life? Just like that? Though if he fails, he'd be erased.
What happens if he refuses to play? He doubts it's a second chance.
"Of course I'll play. Whatever it takes." He gasps out, still in shock at his death. How could he not? How could he be calm? He was still near hysterical. He needed to see his brother. It didn't matter if he did it all for just five minutes with his brother. He needed to see him, hug him, punch him for never telling him how sick he was.
Once the phone and pin were handed to him, he shoved both into his pocket for a moment, as if pretending to be alive would give him any advancement in this game. Thinking against it, he just attaches the pin to his overall strap.
Then he was being asked for an Entry Fee. He patted his pockets, he had his wallet, but he only had a few loose dollars. Was that enough to be granted a second chance? He had his keys, hair band from his boyfriend, pocket knife from his mother, his phone, and the keycard to his brothers hospital room. He didn't even remove his keycard, just holding the other objects with an awkward smile to the hooded figure.
But then he was letting Alec by without taking any of his objects. He started putting his things back into his pockets awkwardly when- he didn't feel his brothers keycard. He snapped around to look at the figure, but he was gone.
"... Fuckin' son of a bitch." He cursed before a light surrounded him.
He blinked, almost falling backwards at this light surrounding him. Rubbing his eyes and looking around… A city? He eyed the billboards. There were some English words, but different markings. Certainly wasn't in Canada anymore. Asian lettering, Japanese? He didn't know Japanese. He knew English and French. He sighed, defeated.
Were the others here going to- oh. They were mostly dead it looks like. Not natives to Japan, generally, so maybe they understood the same language at least.
He pulled the flip phone he was given out and opened the messages. Nothing happening. No tasks yet. He wasn't sure what to do yet, but… He, he felt like shit still. He wasn't in pain, but he felt horrible. He was dead and didn't get time to even let it sink in or grieve. He let his feet guide him, finding himself in the small park. Sitting on a swing, and letting his feet dangle. Leaning against the chain, and keeping his head down.
Maybe he needed to close his eyes. He ignored everyone around him.
Today really fucking sucked. Storm lasting for nearly a week at this point kept him inside, yet being on break from school, he was stuck inside his dorm. Sure, he could probably have gone home for the week, but his brother wasn't there. What did he care? The dorms were closer to the hospital anyway. He was just finally getting dressed, considering taking his dormmates offer to go to the casino. He almost left his phone, and maybe if he did leave his phone, he'd survive the day.
He barely stepped foot back into his dorm and grabbing his phone as it rang out. It was the worst possible news he could ever get in his young life. His own brother, he didn't know, he didn't know it was this bad. Why did Adam lie to him for so long? He raced downstairs, skipping steps, hopping off the last few steps to the floor below as he pushed out the dorm doors. Steering past various peers, people who knew him, who didn't know his brother was dying.
If someone knew, they could have calmed him down, could have slowed his race towards death.
Speeding, cutting cars off, the rain had even been kind to him and let up, he could see the road clearly. Not that he would have slowed down, and the light so fucking close to the hospital turned red. He was almost there, he should have been patient for once in his life. And he wasn't.
And of course, why would the truck with a green light not be driving through the intersection? The cleared rain, the clear street. He should have seen it, should have started slowing before. He was focused on the light and the hospital. The horn was so loud in his ear and he barely turned his head before the last thing he'd see, the grill of a truck getting ready to slam right into him.
His old car didn't stand a chance at protecting him. He didn't have time to even gasp, or grasp the concept that he was in danger.
He woke gasping in nothingness. Grasping for air that didn't even make it to his lungs, there was no air, he couldn't feel anything moving as he tried breathing in, but he wasn't suffocating. He held his chest and looked around, into the void around him.
There was a voice. There was a game to be played and the figure would let him go back to life? Just like that? Though if he fails, he'd be erased.
What happens if he refuses to play? He doubts it's a second chance.
"Of course I'll play. Whatever it takes." He gasps out, still in shock at his death. How could he not? How could he be calm? He was still near hysterical. He needed to see his brother. It didn't matter if he did it all for just five minutes with his brother. He needed to see him, hug him, punch him for never telling him how sick he was.
Once the phone and pin were handed to him, he shoved both into his pocket for a moment, as if pretending to be alive would give him any advancement in this game. Thinking against it, he just attaches the pin to his overall strap.
Then he was being asked for an Entry Fee. He patted his pockets, he had his wallet, but he only had a few loose dollars. Was that enough to be granted a second chance? He had his keys, hair band from his boyfriend, pocket knife from his mother, his phone, and the keycard to his brothers hospital room. He didn't even remove his keycard, just holding the other objects with an awkward smile to the hooded figure.
But then he was letting Alec by without taking any of his objects. He started putting his things back into his pockets awkwardly when- he didn't feel his brothers keycard. He snapped around to look at the figure, but he was gone.
"... Fuckin' son of a bitch." He cursed before a light surrounded him.
He blinked, almost falling backwards at this light surrounding him. Rubbing his eyes and looking around… A city? He eyed the billboards. There were some English words, but different markings. Certainly wasn't in Canada anymore. Asian lettering, Japanese? He didn't know Japanese. He knew English and French. He sighed, defeated.
Were the others here going to- oh. They were mostly dead it looks like. Not natives to Japan, generally, so maybe they understood the same language at least.
He pulled the flip phone he was given out and opened the messages. Nothing happening. No tasks yet. He wasn't sure what to do yet, but… He, he felt like shit still. He wasn't in pain, but he felt horrible. He was dead and didn't get time to even let it sink in or grieve. He let his feet guide him, finding himself in the small park. Sitting on a swing, and letting his feet dangle. Leaning against the chain, and keeping his head down.
Maybe he needed to close his eyes. He ignored everyone around him.