Existing is really fucking difficult. I'm not going to stop, but, fucking hell, man. Couldn't literally anyone have prepared me a little better? You'd think that for a system were forced to be in for the last 13 of the first 18 years of our lives, they'd do a bit more to prepare us for the shitstorm that life actually is.
And another thing, why is it that when people grow up, they enjoy a wonderful illusion put on by their parents, and end up furious at them when the curtain is pulled away and they're shoved, unprepared, into a cruel and unforgiving world, but also remember that the illusion was so enjoyable that all children should get to experience it? I'm not going to raise my kid to have the happiest, most carefree childhood. I'm going to do what parents are supposed to do, and teach my kid starting as early as I can what the world is like, and how to succeed in it.
From the point where you can consciously act on your own to the point you're thrown to the world as an adult, the world slowly fades from vibrant hues to an emotional greyscale, with tiny flecks of color. I want to start my kid out with the end point already in mind, so they know what to do from the offset and will do better than I ever will.
TL;DR: I REALLY FUCKING HATE THE AMERICAN SCHOOL SYSTEM AND HOW MOST PARENTS RAISE THEIR KIDS, WE END UP FUCKED OVER AND NOT KNOWING JACK