- Posting Speed
- 1-3 posts per week
- One post per week
- Preferred Character Gender
- Male
- Female
- Transgender
- Genres
- I'm open to a lot of things, but my comfort zone usually involves medieval and modern settings, with varying degrees of realism and fantasy. I like to explore mature themes, not for the sake of sex, but just because I like it when a character has to actually stop and weigh their options.
The excitement of finally getting a job interview in my field balances nicely with being told it was for a position that didn't even have full shifts, on two days out of the week. I might as well go back to digging ditches, killing my lungs by cleaning up after fires, and shoving fish-corpses into boxes, because at this rate I simply won't get on in my field early enough to get all the credits required (these cost money) before my certification expires (renewing also costs money). One of these days my arm is bound to just give out. Probably after I run out of meds.
Oh, right. Prescription ends next month. And then... health insurance goes out (this is still such a screwed up concept), and then probably homeless again, and then somehow I'll need to grab tax forms from a different time zone. It's too @#%&ing cold for this.
I'm hungry. What good is having access to a kitchen if I cannot cook a nice dish? My best friends are all in different provinces, dealing with tough issues. The only one with a stable life right now only has her stability because her girlfriend's mum is awesome and I can't go back there anyway because to do so would mean admitting I've lost. And resigning myself to an unwinnable scenario. Going out of my way for it, even! I can't do it.
I don't have enough hatred and spite left in me to keep going on an empty tank for another year. Six years of it was a good run though. Even got to stay on my meds for most of it.
Kraft Dinnah is revolting but hunger makes it edible I guess. That and way too much hot sauce. Could definitely use some meat though... But at that point, why spoil good meat with kraft dinnah?
A few more places are hiring in my field. Gonna go say hi to them in the morning. Just need a little morale-boosting, and probably a lot of morale-boosting for the walk.
And that one comic update was pretty cool. Dood practically told a huge pervert "Call me miss again and I will punch the @#%& outta you." Felt good reading that.
Still, what the gently caress is up with corporate culture that it's super important not to offend the sensitive managers by telling them their terms of employment are so shitty that it takes the threat of becoming homeless for me to even consider it? Who the bloody hell lets these places get away with such filth?
Oh, right. Prescription ends next month. And then... health insurance goes out (this is still such a screwed up concept), and then probably homeless again, and then somehow I'll need to grab tax forms from a different time zone. It's too @#%&ing cold for this.
I'm hungry. What good is having access to a kitchen if I cannot cook a nice dish? My best friends are all in different provinces, dealing with tough issues. The only one with a stable life right now only has her stability because her girlfriend's mum is awesome and I can't go back there anyway because to do so would mean admitting I've lost. And resigning myself to an unwinnable scenario. Going out of my way for it, even! I can't do it.
I don't have enough hatred and spite left in me to keep going on an empty tank for another year. Six years of it was a good run though. Even got to stay on my meds for most of it.
Kraft Dinnah is revolting but hunger makes it edible I guess. That and way too much hot sauce. Could definitely use some meat though... But at that point, why spoil good meat with kraft dinnah?
A few more places are hiring in my field. Gonna go say hi to them in the morning. Just need a little morale-boosting, and probably a lot of morale-boosting for the walk.
And that one comic update was pretty cool. Dood practically told a huge pervert "Call me miss again and I will punch the @#%& outta you." Felt good reading that.
Still, what the gently caress is up with corporate culture that it's super important not to offend the sensitive managers by telling them their terms of employment are so shitty that it takes the threat of becoming homeless for me to even consider it? Who the bloody hell lets these places get away with such filth?