I need a living wage, I want my brother to stop being a dick, I need to visit my family, I need more possible job opportunities... And I'm sick of having breakdowns. I need to be ok, I need to be able to function. I have people counting on me. I can't afford to flounder. I need to be ok. I have only 70 bucks in the balance right now, I won't get a sizeable amount of cash until next month, unsure of what to do. <.< I seriously need to do some catching up with old friends who know me and who I know can calm me down.