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The moment his face appeared in the crack of the opening door, Carina froze. The strength she felt earlier when telling Natalia what she wanted and what she expected felt as though it had suddenly been sapped from her. She had stilled in the motion of rubbing some body cream into her arms, her hand pausing on her upper am as she locked eyes with Sven through the mirror. It was only when her own hand became painfully cold against her own skin that Carina forced herself into motion once more.
She did not watch him hesitate and flounder at the door, instead tearing her gaze away to focus on herself. While her expression remained disdainfully passive and uncaring, her body was stiff with the rest of her movements. There was a tightness to her shoulders, visible due to the towel around her body that left them bare; a jerkiness to her hand as she continued to massage in the cream. Her heart was pounding at a pace that was not betrayed by the steady rise and fall of her chest (even if her breathing trembled with emotion that she currently suppressed). The only hint of the flinch that she smothered at his first words - his voice seeming to boom through the silence of the room and ricochet off the walls due to her sensitivity (through hangover and emotional pain) - was that of a twitching to her eyes, the brief narrowing of such being hidden to the best of her ability by a prolonged blink.
However, she let him speak. Taking the time to apply her face cream without any hurried motion or rushing on her behalf to pander to his desire to talk. Although what there was to talk about, Carina did not know. As Natalia tried to warn her about and as Carina knew herself about Sven, she was not ready to listen to whatever excuses he may or may not already have lined up.
Her eyes did, however, snap back to him through the mirror at his apology. Her hands formed fists on the surface of her vanity table, ice slowly and silently seeping out into two separate circles around both of them. Her expression remained blank, the only bit of life from her being from the disbelief and anger that hardened her gaze.
At least he had the decency to not dare deny what she and Natalia now knew.
Even still, her refusal to indulge him caused her to rise from her seat and raise a hand to the towel around her hair. She removed it and laid it on the vanity table, continuing with her routine but also hiding the ice that had escaped her in the same motion. Carina picked up the dress from the mirror before carrying it behind her dressing screen.
"...Natalia, would you mind coming here and buttoning me up, please?" She called eventually, fidgeting with the shoulders of the gown. There, tears glistened, ones that contrasted with the furrowed brow and clenched jaw, the tightly-pressed lips as she struggled to control herself at the audacity that Sven had to walk into her room, without even knocking, and tell her that he would like to talk.
Once the advisor had helped her, Carina stepped back out to comb her fingers through her damp hair. Her mouth suddenly felt incredibly dry, and she wasn't sure if that was due to the hangover that still remained present through the gift of a headache and intense parchedness, or because she knew she had to address her husband. Her lying, traitorous husband.
"You can get out." She told him firmly, clasping her hands behind her back so he couldn't see them shake. Her head tilted so her chin was raised, "I am not talking to you about anything until I have had some breakfast, here, in my room, and I have seen my son. So you leave, perhaps even get a heads start on organising what you're going to do about your little rat." Her tone turned colder and colder the longer she spoke, her hand that was clasped at the wrist forming into another fist that started to shake at her desperate attempts to maintain control over her ice.
She did dare to take a step forward, closer to him, "I don't have the time, nor the energy, to waste on yelling at you or screaming at you. It won't change anything and I'm not prepared to hear your excuses. So get. Out."
She did not watch him hesitate and flounder at the door, instead tearing her gaze away to focus on herself. While her expression remained disdainfully passive and uncaring, her body was stiff with the rest of her movements. There was a tightness to her shoulders, visible due to the towel around her body that left them bare; a jerkiness to her hand as she continued to massage in the cream. Her heart was pounding at a pace that was not betrayed by the steady rise and fall of her chest (even if her breathing trembled with emotion that she currently suppressed). The only hint of the flinch that she smothered at his first words - his voice seeming to boom through the silence of the room and ricochet off the walls due to her sensitivity (through hangover and emotional pain) - was that of a twitching to her eyes, the brief narrowing of such being hidden to the best of her ability by a prolonged blink.
However, she let him speak. Taking the time to apply her face cream without any hurried motion or rushing on her behalf to pander to his desire to talk. Although what there was to talk about, Carina did not know. As Natalia tried to warn her about and as Carina knew herself about Sven, she was not ready to listen to whatever excuses he may or may not already have lined up.
Her eyes did, however, snap back to him through the mirror at his apology. Her hands formed fists on the surface of her vanity table, ice slowly and silently seeping out into two separate circles around both of them. Her expression remained blank, the only bit of life from her being from the disbelief and anger that hardened her gaze.
At least he had the decency to not dare deny what she and Natalia now knew.
Even still, her refusal to indulge him caused her to rise from her seat and raise a hand to the towel around her hair. She removed it and laid it on the vanity table, continuing with her routine but also hiding the ice that had escaped her in the same motion. Carina picked up the dress from the mirror before carrying it behind her dressing screen.
"...Natalia, would you mind coming here and buttoning me up, please?" She called eventually, fidgeting with the shoulders of the gown. There, tears glistened, ones that contrasted with the furrowed brow and clenched jaw, the tightly-pressed lips as she struggled to control herself at the audacity that Sven had to walk into her room, without even knocking, and tell her that he would like to talk.
Once the advisor had helped her, Carina stepped back out to comb her fingers through her damp hair. Her mouth suddenly felt incredibly dry, and she wasn't sure if that was due to the hangover that still remained present through the gift of a headache and intense parchedness, or because she knew she had to address her husband. Her lying, traitorous husband.
"You can get out." She told him firmly, clasping her hands behind her back so he couldn't see them shake. Her head tilted so her chin was raised, "I am not talking to you about anything until I have had some breakfast, here, in my room, and I have seen my son. So you leave, perhaps even get a heads start on organising what you're going to do about your little rat." Her tone turned colder and colder the longer she spoke, her hand that was clasped at the wrist forming into another fist that started to shake at her desperate attempts to maintain control over her ice.
She did dare to take a step forward, closer to him, "I don't have the time, nor the energy, to waste on yelling at you or screaming at you. It won't change anything and I'm not prepared to hear your excuses. So get. Out."