Later that evening, I pulled up outside Perrie's house in her own car. I took a deep breath, giving myself a pep talk, Ok, just chill out. She is just a girl. Just a girl. Oh, who am I kidding?! She's absolutely amazing - beautiful, sweet, stylish, intelligent....why can't I be more like that? Now, just go up there, and knock on the door. I got out of the car and headed up to the front door. After a second of hesitation, I knocked.