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You know, I'm not sure if it's because you're a teenager or generally an ungrateful brat. Looks like both to me. I love you because you're family and you're thoughtful, sometimes. But lately you've been on my nerves. At first I thought it was just me since I'm 39 weeks pregnant, therefore grouchy as hell. But no, it's you too. You've been selfish and inconsiderate more often than usual as of late.
Last night, your shouting match with your grandmother was just...wow. You need to give that woman more respect. Knock off the "woe is me~" bullshit. I understand how it feels to not feel loved by your parents. How can you say something as hurtful as "You all have to love me because you're family.", though!? Your grandma loves you. Your uncle Pete loves you. Even I love you. So shut the fuck up. You're surrounded by family and friends who would go to great lengths for you. For goodness sake, Peter's the one who gave you a Valentine. Did you thank him? Pfft, no. And who DIDN'T give you a Valentine? Your stupid ass boyfriend, that's who. Girl, you've got it good. Not all kids can be so lucky as to live with their grandparents when their parents don't want them. You could be in foster care instead, which I've heard sucks most of the time. You don't see what you really have, I don't think. You take us all for granted and you drain your poor grandma dry of her hard earned money all. the. time.
And what the FUCK is up with your special bathroom time? Why do you need to spend an hour taking a shit and proceed to take a shower RIGHT after? Do you not have the decency to exit the bathroom for a moment to ask the pregnant lady down the hall if she needs to piss? >:[ It's all on you girl if I get a UTI or, you know, piss myself. I can't hold it that long 'cause there's a BABY IN ME. I only need like 2 minutes to go to the bathroom. Good grief.
Also, please be responsible with other peoples' things. I didn't mind you using my coffee cups until I noticed how you never wash them. Then again, you never wash anything. You leave all the work for me and your grandma. There's something wrong with you, I think. I was raised with the rule that if I dirty dishes, especially if they aren't rightfully mine, I wash them myself. Not to mention, I'm highly allergic to the dish soap. I shouldn't be washing dishes anyway, therefore. Those cups are sentimental to me; they were gifts from wonderful people. Should you break them or lose them, I will be a very unhappy lady. From now on, I'll just keep my dishes in my room. .__.; Don't make me do the same for my Keurig. If I ever see something broken or out of place on that thing, ohoho...
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Seems like everyone just wants to induce labor through stress and anger. Generally, all things negative. The environment has become too unstable for me. My baby is due, um, next week. Do you people realize that? I don't want that for my baby. Fuck no. Come to your fucking senses and fix your problems in a civil way PLEASE. If I have to deal with more shouting, breaking of things, or any other things of that madness... I just might hurt someone. With words or with my teeth, who knows? This isn't exactly a walk in the park for me. I'm TERRIFIED of giving birth. So y'all's bad attitudes don't make this any better. If you don't want to shape up for me, then shape up for your son/grandson/nephew. Me being unhappy and such means the same for him. Neither of us appreciated me puking my guts out from overload of emotion in addition to the awful contractions I began to feel.
Hopefully this is only temporary. If this all persists even after Patrick is born, I'll have to consider moving my family elsewhere. I hope it's not too long before I can have a home of my own again. Otherwise, the only option left is moving in with MY family...which isn't much better, really. I feel screwed.