I like friends. I love what few friends I do have; I trust them with things of utmost important, and I would entrust my life to them.
But I can't fuck my friends.
Also, I'm a bit of a romantic. I believe that there is a THAT SOMEBODY out there for everybody. Hell, there could even be several THAT SOMEBODY's out there. I just think that there are people out there that we click with famously, someone whom we meet and, at the moment of meeting them, we just know there's something special. Am I talking about love at first sight? No, not really. It can certainly be that, but no, not all the time.
For example, I have a girl I know in real life. When we're in a room together... Sparks fly. Chemistry is at its highest level. We laugh and cry together, and finish sentences. I think she's my soul mate, but she's not interested. At all. She loves me as her best friend, and you know what? I'm... okay with that. Disappointing, sure, but I love her on all comprehensible levels of love, and I'm okay.
Bah, I don't even know what I'm saying anymore.
PLEASE CONTINUE.