I'm going to come straight out of the box and say that I am a virgin when it comes to having a sexual relationship with anything but my hand. While a lot of my friends tend to make a big deal about it I also don't get into a relationship just to get laid out of it. Neither do I see sex as the ultimate goal of one.
At first I was distraught over it, but now I'm all, "Eh, fuckit." Obviously not literally, of course.
Honestly, I've just never been in a situation where I was able to lose it. I don't go out much, and when I did, my confidence level was never good enough to land a girl solidly enough to drunkenly stumble back to either of our dorms AND fuck. Only stumble to the hall.
I see relationships the same way as sol and tux... though my complete lack of religion does put some off. I've never just gone ut with someone to get lucky... and have never had sex with anyone I have not previous been on a date with (with the exception of my first time).
The eleven times mentioned, were the times I knocked back a drink because I knew she was coming over. Eleven was the amount of times I had sex without my own consent really.... This happened four years ago, from the end of summer to december, I was someone's slave practically.... my best friend..... and now worst enemy...
ONTO BETTER ONE!
aaaaaaaaand the other three.... Thanks twin.... *Devilish smile*
Its odd... after losing my V card it is something I have wanted more than before. However I really don't find it worth it to pay for it and the locals don't seem totally keen on me going on so much of a date with them.
Now get me back to the states and things seem to have changed in my favor...