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Ana actually thinks about blushing when Oran mentions the smell, but then she doesn't, shrugging it off. It wasn't her fault she'd been drugged into sleeping for three days and she's not mad at Rakio for it, so she doesn't comment, merely getting off the bed and setting a hand on the child's shoulder in thanks before she starts for the door, listening to Oran speak. She feels the coiling fear in her stomach take root and works to press it down. She doesn't want to tell him anything. Not one thing, not factual or personal. But Ceverno has put her in this position and if there is one thing Ana won't do, it's endanger someone else knowingly. Even if that someone is Oran.
They've left the room when she snorts - loudly - and shakes her head, heading down the hall and to the outside world. "You can't protect me from him, Oran." She knows she needs to expand on that comment and raises her hand, not even looking back at him. "Just...don't speak. I will explain and then I will answer any questions you have, but don't speak." Its said harshly because she is nervous and feeling sick to her stomach as they come to the courtyard and Ana leans against a pillar, her arms crossed tightly under her chest as if she's trying to hold herself together. She swallows thickly, not looking at Oran, not sure if she'd be able to speak if she did.
The beginning? Where is the beginning?
"His name is Ceverno. He's an adviser to my father, part of the King's inner circle and while he's a traitor, I am the only one that knows that as far as I am aware."
Ana took a deep breath and kept going despite the fact that her tongue wanted to cleave to the roof of her mouth in protest. She's never told anyone, it feels almost forbidden to do so now. Her face is tense and her tail lashes behind her like an agitated cat's might. She keeps her eyes locked on to the desert in the distance, seeking something to ground her as she knows the memories that come with her words are not going to be pleasant. She's worked hard to avoid thinking about them for years and now they are being dredged up out of the darkness of her soul and she hates it with every fiber of her being.
"Nearly sixty years ago he had me kidnapped. I was only a child, maybe seven in your human years. I was sold to some aliens called Chavaz," They are notorious for their methods in breaking people. "and they tortured me for nearly a month before I was simply given back to my family without explanation. Ceverno told me three days ago that he'd paid them to 'not ruin me' as he put it. I suppose I should be grateful for that, right?" Her voice drips sarcasm before she reels it in again and her voice becomes emotionless once more.
"When I got back home and as soon as I woke, I left the healing wing and went to find my father, to tell him what had happened. Ceverno found me first." Ana's eyes close as if she's reliving the memory and her body stiffens and shudders before her eyes open again and she stares off into space, continuing, her voice factual as if none of this has affected her. As if it's a just story. The truth, however is that her cold facade is just an act for she can feel the fear she'd felt at ninety, injured and cornered by the Saliphian that towered over her. "He told me that if I told anyone what he'd done, he'd kill my brother, Rakobe." She smiles bitterly, scoffs.
"I threatened him. I didn't believe him. I thought my family too strong, my father, mother and brother too mighty to fall to someone like him. He showed me I was wrong. He dragged me off and when we got to the servant's quarters, he killed my nursemaid with nothing but a touch. He told me again that if I told anyone what he'd done, more people would die."
She pushes away from the pillar now, starting to pace, to move as her body trembles with both anger and fear. It's creeping into her voice and she can't stop it. "It's been like that for sixty years now. I never know when he'll turn up or what he'll want. It could be a day from now or a month. His last visit was two years ago. There is no pattern. I don't know WHY he's doing this unless his goal is to break me completely. All I know is that people die when he comes and I can't stop it. I can't fight him, I can't do a damn thing!" Her tail lashes out as she nearly screams the last words and it hits the pillar she was previously leaning again. There is a sharp crack, but the stone stands and her tail shoots with pain all the way up to her spine. Ana doesn't care. It's something to feel, something to distract her and she finally looks at Oran with a grim smile and eyes that are verging on broken. Verging, but not quite there.
"I don't have his power. I don't know how to fight it and I don't know when he'll come back. I know he doesn't want me dead or he would have already killed me. I know that if I don't follow his rules, people die in my name." Her eyes bore into his amber ones. "And I know that if you try to kill him without knowing for damn sure HOW to, then he'll kill those closest to you, too. You're part of his game now."
And for that, she was truly sorry.
They've left the room when she snorts - loudly - and shakes her head, heading down the hall and to the outside world. "You can't protect me from him, Oran." She knows she needs to expand on that comment and raises her hand, not even looking back at him. "Just...don't speak. I will explain and then I will answer any questions you have, but don't speak." Its said harshly because she is nervous and feeling sick to her stomach as they come to the courtyard and Ana leans against a pillar, her arms crossed tightly under her chest as if she's trying to hold herself together. She swallows thickly, not looking at Oran, not sure if she'd be able to speak if she did.
The beginning? Where is the beginning?
"His name is Ceverno. He's an adviser to my father, part of the King's inner circle and while he's a traitor, I am the only one that knows that as far as I am aware."
Ana took a deep breath and kept going despite the fact that her tongue wanted to cleave to the roof of her mouth in protest. She's never told anyone, it feels almost forbidden to do so now. Her face is tense and her tail lashes behind her like an agitated cat's might. She keeps her eyes locked on to the desert in the distance, seeking something to ground her as she knows the memories that come with her words are not going to be pleasant. She's worked hard to avoid thinking about them for years and now they are being dredged up out of the darkness of her soul and she hates it with every fiber of her being.
"Nearly sixty years ago he had me kidnapped. I was only a child, maybe seven in your human years. I was sold to some aliens called Chavaz," They are notorious for their methods in breaking people. "and they tortured me for nearly a month before I was simply given back to my family without explanation. Ceverno told me three days ago that he'd paid them to 'not ruin me' as he put it. I suppose I should be grateful for that, right?" Her voice drips sarcasm before she reels it in again and her voice becomes emotionless once more.
"When I got back home and as soon as I woke, I left the healing wing and went to find my father, to tell him what had happened. Ceverno found me first." Ana's eyes close as if she's reliving the memory and her body stiffens and shudders before her eyes open again and she stares off into space, continuing, her voice factual as if none of this has affected her. As if it's a just story. The truth, however is that her cold facade is just an act for she can feel the fear she'd felt at ninety, injured and cornered by the Saliphian that towered over her. "He told me that if I told anyone what he'd done, he'd kill my brother, Rakobe." She smiles bitterly, scoffs.
"I threatened him. I didn't believe him. I thought my family too strong, my father, mother and brother too mighty to fall to someone like him. He showed me I was wrong. He dragged me off and when we got to the servant's quarters, he killed my nursemaid with nothing but a touch. He told me again that if I told anyone what he'd done, more people would die."
She pushes away from the pillar now, starting to pace, to move as her body trembles with both anger and fear. It's creeping into her voice and she can't stop it. "It's been like that for sixty years now. I never know when he'll turn up or what he'll want. It could be a day from now or a month. His last visit was two years ago. There is no pattern. I don't know WHY he's doing this unless his goal is to break me completely. All I know is that people die when he comes and I can't stop it. I can't fight him, I can't do a damn thing!" Her tail lashes out as she nearly screams the last words and it hits the pillar she was previously leaning again. There is a sharp crack, but the stone stands and her tail shoots with pain all the way up to her spine. Ana doesn't care. It's something to feel, something to distract her and she finally looks at Oran with a grim smile and eyes that are verging on broken. Verging, but not quite there.
"I don't have his power. I don't know how to fight it and I don't know when he'll come back. I know he doesn't want me dead or he would have already killed me. I know that if I don't follow his rules, people die in my name." Her eyes bore into his amber ones. "And I know that if you try to kill him without knowing for damn sure HOW to, then he'll kill those closest to you, too. You're part of his game now."
And for that, she was truly sorry.