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Roman's entire life had been spent in fear, in constant worry that something, someday, would go horribly wrong. His entire life, he had been coddled by the people around him and had been treated like a fragile doll by them. His entire life, Roman had been conditioned to feel like he was weak.
But Samuel didn't think he was weak. That ... that meant more to Roman than he could ever hope to describe.
His eyes watered again and he reached out to pull his boyfriend close, tucking his head into the other's chest and holding him tightly. "Thank you," he whispered, unwilling to raise his voice any further than that because he knew it would tremble if he tried.
"I love you so much. It's just ... sometimes it feels like everything is going wrong. Sometimes I wonder how soon I'll die, because I know I'm not going to live for that long. Sometimes I wonder if it will be the next nosebleed or the next fall."