P
PattyPixie
Guest
I don't get it. My mind is so fucked up right now.
For some reason, whenever I come back here, the intentions are true, but then i never want to act on them. I have 3-4 bios that I have to produce and I just don't have the motive to produce them. I feel horrible for letting people down, but I just...can't do it right now.
And UGH. Why does this have to happen to you? Why is the guy that I love a psychological nutjob? I thought it was fixed. I'm trying to be careful. And why did it have to happen NOW? I am so horribly in need of you now, and now is when you ask for space. Why can't you just tell me what to do? I LOVE YOU. And you know I'm not her. I would never ever do that to you and you know it, but I still feel so far away from you and you are so guarded. I don't think you see it, but I do.
FUCK, I really need someone to Fuck.
For some reason, whenever I come back here, the intentions are true, but then i never want to act on them. I have 3-4 bios that I have to produce and I just don't have the motive to produce them. I feel horrible for letting people down, but I just...can't do it right now.
And UGH. Why does this have to happen to you? Why is the guy that I love a psychological nutjob? I thought it was fixed. I'm trying to be careful. And why did it have to happen NOW? I am so horribly in need of you now, and now is when you ask for space. Why can't you just tell me what to do? I LOVE YOU. And you know I'm not her. I would never ever do that to you and you know it, but I still feel so far away from you and you are so guarded. I don't think you see it, but I do.
FUCK, I really need someone to Fuck.