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Not replying immediately, Lukas chose to stay quiet as he contemplated the information passed onto him with genuine interest. That might not have been too obvious when his expression bore little emotional response to the words, remaining fixed in its usual state of stoicism, but inwardly, his mind was racing as he considered the fact that, beyond the woods he had called his home since birth, there were countless cities with monsters who weren't rogue or craved; beings who were capable of rational thought and able to adhere to a lifestyle not too unlike the humans that existed in their place before them (with some obvious exceptions, of course).
Granted, it wasn't too easy for Lukas to consider what those new societies of civilised monsters looked like when he had never set foot in a city before; never seen a building beyond the cabin he now called home. Imagining the monsters, the ones organised into self-determining groups, living a lifestyle he had never had the chance to live did irk him, as it inevitably would do, but the anger and the disgust he felt, though present, didn't overwhelm the genuine curiosity he felt.
When all the monsters he had ever come across were the ones on the fringes of those new societies, rogue and solitary and hellbent on causing chaos in whatever frenzied, animalistic way they could, denying that he wasn't incredibly intrigued at the idea of other monsters having developed and evolved past such tendencies wasn't possible. No, like it or not, his intrigue had been piqued, that emotion gradually falling onto his expression despite his attempt to remain as blank a canvass as he could.
"If there are monsters learning to handle weapons an' all that, we don't stand a fucking chance, do we?" He eventually admitted aloud, having pondered whether to expose that vulnerability and cause a dent in his confidence (both his perception of it and Navi's) but what was the point in withholding that fear? If Navi was on board to help him and, in his weakened state almost reliant entirely on Lukas for defence, why lie and pretend that the idea of these organised groups of trained, rational monsters weren't something to fear and be cautious of?
Perhaps his confession was in part due to Navi's sharing of information, perhaps it was due to the other opening up about his family and sharing something personal that made Lukas feel comfortable opening up a little in return. Frankly, he didn't know why he was lowering his guard (however lightly) to share in a deeper conversation with him - but he didn't dwell on it in that moment, opting to push past his resistance and proceed forward with it.
He could regret it later in the day. For now, letting a little weight off his chest would do him the world of good.
"I mean, I can take down some of the monsters out here in the forests, Navi. Especially if they're on their own and not partnered up with another. But I don't stand a damn chance if... if the ones in the cities, the ones your mother told you about, come venturing out here in search of food. I've been fucking lucky so far to have avoided them, but-- it's scary, yeah. I'm not so scared that I wouldn't fight with everything I've got to protect myself -protect you- but it's-- scary, an' I know I won't manage to take down any of the ones you've talked about. Pretending I could is fucking delusional," he snorted, the rare laughter not necessarily in humour but as a mechanism; a defence against the fear that had gradually risen to his chest and threatened to suffocate him if he thought about it longer than he had to.
"...It's fine. We'll cross that bridge when we come to it, yeah? 'Til then, we carry on; keep going on 'cos-- I can't throw you out anytime soon, can I? Not 'til you're healed and that may take some time so... just saying, looks like you'll be sticking around a while longer," he shrugged, as though the invitation for Navi to stay was one that was out of his hands, an unspoken inevitability that he had no choice but to follow through. Of course, that wasn't true - he could easily chuck Navi out into the snow if he so chose to, injured or otherwise, and the fact he wasn't prepared to do so, the fact he was extending the offer to stay in the cabin, said a lot about how keen he was to see the other remain safe - even if he would never admit so aloud anytime soon.
"I ain't telling you to talk, you know I'm not fond of the idea of bonding with you for obvious reasons, but if you have any other... stories about the monsters in the cities, I'm... up for listening. Like you said, it's fucking scary but... it's interesting, y'know? I can feel both ways at once, there's no contradiction there."
Granted, it wasn't too easy for Lukas to consider what those new societies of civilised monsters looked like when he had never set foot in a city before; never seen a building beyond the cabin he now called home. Imagining the monsters, the ones organised into self-determining groups, living a lifestyle he had never had the chance to live did irk him, as it inevitably would do, but the anger and the disgust he felt, though present, didn't overwhelm the genuine curiosity he felt.
When all the monsters he had ever come across were the ones on the fringes of those new societies, rogue and solitary and hellbent on causing chaos in whatever frenzied, animalistic way they could, denying that he wasn't incredibly intrigued at the idea of other monsters having developed and evolved past such tendencies wasn't possible. No, like it or not, his intrigue had been piqued, that emotion gradually falling onto his expression despite his attempt to remain as blank a canvass as he could.
"If there are monsters learning to handle weapons an' all that, we don't stand a fucking chance, do we?" He eventually admitted aloud, having pondered whether to expose that vulnerability and cause a dent in his confidence (both his perception of it and Navi's) but what was the point in withholding that fear? If Navi was on board to help him and, in his weakened state almost reliant entirely on Lukas for defence, why lie and pretend that the idea of these organised groups of trained, rational monsters weren't something to fear and be cautious of?
Perhaps his confession was in part due to Navi's sharing of information, perhaps it was due to the other opening up about his family and sharing something personal that made Lukas feel comfortable opening up a little in return. Frankly, he didn't know why he was lowering his guard (however lightly) to share in a deeper conversation with him - but he didn't dwell on it in that moment, opting to push past his resistance and proceed forward with it.
He could regret it later in the day. For now, letting a little weight off his chest would do him the world of good.
"I mean, I can take down some of the monsters out here in the forests, Navi. Especially if they're on their own and not partnered up with another. But I don't stand a damn chance if... if the ones in the cities, the ones your mother told you about, come venturing out here in search of food. I've been fucking lucky so far to have avoided them, but-- it's scary, yeah. I'm not so scared that I wouldn't fight with everything I've got to protect myself -protect you- but it's-- scary, an' I know I won't manage to take down any of the ones you've talked about. Pretending I could is fucking delusional," he snorted, the rare laughter not necessarily in humour but as a mechanism; a defence against the fear that had gradually risen to his chest and threatened to suffocate him if he thought about it longer than he had to.
"...It's fine. We'll cross that bridge when we come to it, yeah? 'Til then, we carry on; keep going on 'cos-- I can't throw you out anytime soon, can I? Not 'til you're healed and that may take some time so... just saying, looks like you'll be sticking around a while longer," he shrugged, as though the invitation for Navi to stay was one that was out of his hands, an unspoken inevitability that he had no choice but to follow through. Of course, that wasn't true - he could easily chuck Navi out into the snow if he so chose to, injured or otherwise, and the fact he wasn't prepared to do so, the fact he was extending the offer to stay in the cabin, said a lot about how keen he was to see the other remain safe - even if he would never admit so aloud anytime soon.
"I ain't telling you to talk, you know I'm not fond of the idea of bonding with you for obvious reasons, but if you have any other... stories about the monsters in the cities, I'm... up for listening. Like you said, it's fucking scary but... it's interesting, y'know? I can feel both ways at once, there's no contradiction there."