Ila smiled softly, "Of course not." and watched the sleep take Kanda far and away from the troubles and concerns of this world. where no one was trying to force him to take a job he didn't want. Where he could be happy without some part of his life threatening to fall apart. Her hand reached out to pull his covers over him, and she closed her eyes.
Hours passed, she had no idea how many, but before she had known what happened, she was curled up beside Kanda on top of the covers. Her hair was disheveled and a soft blue glow lingered in her eye. She smiled.. having fallen asleep she assumed. Still, she was relieved to feel the warmth of Kanda's magic all around her.
She pulled closer to him, putting an arm over his shoulder with a slight sigh of content. The room was dark with the faint blue hue of the moon shining in through the window, the hall was quiet as most people were sleeping and even those who were still awake must have fallen under the spell of the night. Stillness and hushed tones to keep from disturbing anything.
"Ila...Why?"
ila heard the voice, but she couldn't place it's origin. Assuming it was Kanda, she leaned closer. "What's up big guy?"
"Ila....WHY!?"
The voice grew hoarse and the room filled with the shrilled screams of the damned as Kanda suddenly rolled over to face her, looking more like the death than his usual self, thin and charred from the inside out. His eyes nothing more than burning pools of fire as he wailed and reached out to her.
"WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!"
Ila shrieked and pulled her hand from around him, the last traces of his magic trailing into her fingertips before Kanda collapsed into Ashes. Then Ila was falling...falling back into the darkness. "NO"
Ila woke on the floor beside the bed, covered in sweat and on the verge of tears. It was late, the moon hung high in the sky through the window and Kanda was fast asleep. She bit her lip, picking herself to her feet to move around the bed to get a look at his face... and gave a relieved sigh when she saw he was still alive. Still a little pale from the bloodloss..but he wasn't burning from the inside. "Sorry Big Guy.."
She needed to clear her mind... and so in a few moments was down at the bar rummaging for something to drink. Bags packed and slung over a chair, this was how it had to be.. It was only a matter of time before she lost control again.