@Enigma is this good? I was a bit confused by the wording of the bio section, so I'll be happy to change it if it's not right. Also, do you know if other people will be posting soon?
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Honeybee
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11/17/97
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Pansexual
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Honeybee was born to two rich,
rich parents - her every physical need was fulfilled, and in their estate, she would grow up to be the perfect daughter. That was the plan, and Honeybee seemed ready to fulfill it. She tested well in school, she danced ballet, she made her group of overachieving friends, and looked like her parents' ideal, golden child. However, nobody knew what went on when Honeybee wasn't at school.
Honeybee's parents had no tolerance for failure, and little love to go around for a daughter who was, as she grew up, struggling to live up to their increasingly high standards. As she got too heavy to dance, stopped keeping up in classes, and started fighting with her friends, they started to view her as lazy and spoiled. They constantly criticized her, withheld meals to "bring back the body she let go", and on some occasions tried to slap the failure out of her. Honeybee grew to hate her life, as well as the person she was becoming - she was terribly lonely, she no longer looked forward to what had once been sources of pride and happiness for her, and she never lived up to her own standards either.
One day in high school, Honeybee came clean to a school counselor about her growing depression and some suicidal thoughts. The counselor contacted her parents, and Honeybee became very scared the abuse would worsen. She never came home from school, taking a bus to another city where she hoped she wouldn't be found, and hoped the chill of the winter night would kill her. She sat outside, waiting and waiting, until the blue of her bare skin made her change her mind.
A recruiter at the Swann House found her wandering, and brought her inside to offer blankets and a place to stay. Honeybee gladly accepted, but quickly learned she'd stepped into another awful situation. Still, she believed there was some sort of reason she'd gotten a second chance at life, even if it was in another abusive environment. She took it upon herself to show the other dancers the affection she wished she'd been shown, and treat each dance like her life depended on its perfection. She's been at the Swann House for three years now, and although every day is grueling, she manages.
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Honeybee is perfectionist, industrious, and compassionate. Although she blames herself for her situation at the Swann House, she invests a lot emotionally in her dance performances, as if being competent here would make up for everywhere else she failed. Oh, she hates every client, and the higher-ups that push her around - but her performances are almost sacred to her. The tiniest mistakes in them, or anything really, upset her, because she clings to anything she could possibly "get right". She'd rather not do something than do it in a way that's not up to her standards, and this has caused many a breakdown before a performance, but otherwise, her hard work rakes in plenty of money. Although the cash never reaches her hands, there's a strange sense of satisfaction she gets from a good dance.
While Honeybee is very hard on herself, she doesn't view the other dancers the same way. Rather, she takes on a sweet and almost nurturing role in her relationships with them, always looking for the good in them and trying to bring it out. With them, she's soft, forgiving, and generous, taking time to teach them dance techniques or show the new dancers the ropes of the Swann House. She's even patient with the dancers who dislike her. The same can't be said for her behavior around others. Around those who control her, she snaps and criticizes readily and obstinately. She rationalizes that the punishments she earns are worth it - she can't be expected to be a sweet, diligent worker bee to everyone.