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[Fieldbox= Vivian, green] [dash=purple]
Vivian stiffened at Tysin's laughter. Was what she said funny? That wasn't her intention. Nonetheless, her anger was kindled even further and she was about to lose control. She could feel her dragon trying to escape and tear this large bloke to pieces. "I don't need to hear my own words, Tysin. Hasn't there been enough death already? Look at all the death this monster already created. Do you seriously think we should add more to that number? Think of it, Tysin. Those men could have had families...and this could have been the only way they could have provided for them. Yes, I think they were wrong, yes, I know defending ourselves was necessary. But what if it were you? What if you had a family, and you had no way to support them? What would you do if you saw your children starving? I know it's hard to imagine seeing that we're elves and our community isn't one to let a family starve. But humans do. Humans don't care about each other as a species. At least in the most part. I'm not as upset with you all for doing what comes natural as I am with the thoughtlessness of it all."
Vivian turned away and continued her work of gathering the bodies of the slain into a pile so they could be burnt. They would at least be given a proper sendoff. She listened as Kolmar started giving orders. Good. She would rather take orders from him, then from the brute who opened a big wound she had been working on closing again.
"My heart is heavy for your loss, Vivian," Vivian stiffened. She had definitely slipped when she had told them about her father. She had meant to keep that to herself. She honestly hadn't lost anyone before, and she did what came naturally: She bottled everything up. She was planning on a sarcastic response but was cut off when Kolmar started talking again. "Grief has awakened much anger in you, fair maiden, and it lashes at its nearest outlet. When we have reached relative safety, please take the time you need to mourn fully. Now is not the time, but you must grieve. Otherwise... otherwise your anger may consume you. Promise me you will do this?"
Vivian stood at her full height, maybe a head taller than Kolmar, and turned to face him. "Kolmar, I appreciate your concern, really, I do. But grief is the least of my worries right now. I slipped. We need to focus on the task at hand. Stopping this monster that we were apparently chosen to stop." Vivian stopped and took a few deep breaths before she continued. She was still fuming, but she was getting better at controlling it. "But yes, I will take time to grieve, when everything is over. Let's just focus on our job." Little did Kolmar know, she had to tell her family when they reached home. She would take some time to grieve, but keep the majority of her emotions in check. She had to have a clear head to fight. She had to be in a state of mind where she could focus. She took a final deep breath and the rest of her anger faded...for now. A large growl of her stomach interrupted her contemplation. She fought back a smile, and met Kolmar's eyes. "Maybe we should take some time to replenish. I'll go hunt, bring back some fresh game. Shouldn't take me long. Seeing I am a dragon." Vivian let a twinkle in her eye to show Kolmar she was only joking. She had no need to hunt in dragon form...yet.
She turned and drew her bow from her back and knocked an arrow before quietly entering the forest around them, listening to sounds surrounding her. The men had left quite a mess in their retreat, but the birds had already picked up again. She breathed in deeply, her heightened sense of smell taking everything in. Goodness how she missed this. [/dash][/Fieldbox]
Vivian stiffened at Tysin's laughter. Was what she said funny? That wasn't her intention. Nonetheless, her anger was kindled even further and she was about to lose control. She could feel her dragon trying to escape and tear this large bloke to pieces. "I don't need to hear my own words, Tysin. Hasn't there been enough death already? Look at all the death this monster already created. Do you seriously think we should add more to that number? Think of it, Tysin. Those men could have had families...and this could have been the only way they could have provided for them. Yes, I think they were wrong, yes, I know defending ourselves was necessary. But what if it were you? What if you had a family, and you had no way to support them? What would you do if you saw your children starving? I know it's hard to imagine seeing that we're elves and our community isn't one to let a family starve. But humans do. Humans don't care about each other as a species. At least in the most part. I'm not as upset with you all for doing what comes natural as I am with the thoughtlessness of it all."
Vivian turned away and continued her work of gathering the bodies of the slain into a pile so they could be burnt. They would at least be given a proper sendoff. She listened as Kolmar started giving orders. Good. She would rather take orders from him, then from the brute who opened a big wound she had been working on closing again.
"My heart is heavy for your loss, Vivian," Vivian stiffened. She had definitely slipped when she had told them about her father. She had meant to keep that to herself. She honestly hadn't lost anyone before, and she did what came naturally: She bottled everything up. She was planning on a sarcastic response but was cut off when Kolmar started talking again. "Grief has awakened much anger in you, fair maiden, and it lashes at its nearest outlet. When we have reached relative safety, please take the time you need to mourn fully. Now is not the time, but you must grieve. Otherwise... otherwise your anger may consume you. Promise me you will do this?"
Vivian stood at her full height, maybe a head taller than Kolmar, and turned to face him. "Kolmar, I appreciate your concern, really, I do. But grief is the least of my worries right now. I slipped. We need to focus on the task at hand. Stopping this monster that we were apparently chosen to stop." Vivian stopped and took a few deep breaths before she continued. She was still fuming, but she was getting better at controlling it. "But yes, I will take time to grieve, when everything is over. Let's just focus on our job." Little did Kolmar know, she had to tell her family when they reached home. She would take some time to grieve, but keep the majority of her emotions in check. She had to have a clear head to fight. She had to be in a state of mind where she could focus. She took a final deep breath and the rest of her anger faded...for now. A large growl of her stomach interrupted her contemplation. She fought back a smile, and met Kolmar's eyes. "Maybe we should take some time to replenish. I'll go hunt, bring back some fresh game. Shouldn't take me long. Seeing I am a dragon." Vivian let a twinkle in her eye to show Kolmar she was only joking. She had no need to hunt in dragon form...yet.
She turned and drew her bow from her back and knocked an arrow before quietly entering the forest around them, listening to sounds surrounding her. The men had left quite a mess in their retreat, but the birds had already picked up again. She breathed in deeply, her heightened sense of smell taking everything in. Goodness how she missed this. [/dash][/Fieldbox]