Did I mention I was in the market for a co-GM? Because I am.
And... as much as I hate to keep putting this RP off for as much time as I have, I just... haven't been able to make time for this RP. @_@ I'm becoming increasinly dissatisfied with how my winter break is going -- it hasn't been restful or productive -- not nearly as much as I wanted, anyway -- and it's starting to drive me insane. I feel like I still need at least a good solid week of rest, something I was never able to give myself throughout my entire month-and-a-half long break, but now I can't find enough time to do that and feel rested and re-charged before the start of the semester and still have time to actually do all the things that need to get done in the next two weeks. But I can't get it done as quickly as I would like... because I need some solid rest... but I can't have solid rest, because I have too much work to do... etc etc, rinse and repeat.
Sorry for the rant, but, I'm currently really in a state where I just don't know what to do. And, if I'm being honest with you... part of me thinks that I should've dropped this RP a long time ago, and that I only kept it up because of all the effort I'd already sunk into it, and how long all of you had already been waiting. And, while part of me's really happy with what we have so far... another part of me is feeling way more inspired for another RP, not at all inspired for my own character here, and fears that this RP will quickly become a chore to keep up with, if it isn't already.
And, given the fact that a lot of the problems I'm currently struggling with could be solved if I just didn't have so many things to worry about... yeah. I'm starting to seriously consider dropping this RP, as I should've done a long time ago so that it wouldn't be as painful for me to let down all of you who'd been waiting so long. Don't take it as a guarantee yet, but... yeah.
Just wanted to at least keep you guys in-the-loop with everything that's happening.