Yes... I hate you. And I'm totally into talking in private convos. And who the hell made him a mod again?
Basically if cha' need an explanation of my disappearance… it was a combination of too much crap going on in real life and the stress of not knowing what the fuck I was doing with a roleplay. Too much stress and I simply ran.
I never fully thought out the plot, basically figured I'd make it up a bit as I went along. I wouldn't attract all that much attention with this right? Maybe four or so people, fair enough. I could manage that.
Then it started to attract attention… lots of attention. I still didn't know the plot, I could worry about it later. People's char. Sheets conflicted, stuff I hadn't thought about came up. People added stuff in their sheets that conflicted with what my idea and goal was, I didn't know what the hell to do. Maybe I'd sort through everything and reboot it I thought.
No real help, still lots of stuff going on. People seemed interested in the RP, but RPs die all the time, all my previous ones did… why should this be any different? And the plot, I still have some idea of how to start it, but then what? I had some grand idea of making the plot into a message about the dangers elitism and arrogance, how it could bring something great down. But how would I do it? No tips no tricks, what if I frakked it up? I still didn't know what was going to occur after the first chapter.
So yeah… I ran. To put it bluntly I ran like a fucking coward, hoping the RP would disappear. Figuring everyone would forget about it.
Apparently I was wrong.
Best of luck folks. You can do a better job with it than I.