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Melia
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Name her? You want me to name your baby?
Matt shook his head, then looked at the infant. "I am not worthy to name your child. You hardly know me..." he protested and looked over at Graham who raised an eyebrow while carefully folding the handkerchief. Outside of not feeling worthy of such a big thing, Matt knew of no females important enough in his life that he could or would name a baby after, other than Arianna. Without even realizing it, he mentally flipped through names. Mira. Madi, no too modern. His mother, Marilyn. Without realizing it, Matt had begun chewing on the corner of his blanket in deep thought. He shook his head and watched Eric bandage Arianna's arm and he worried about her.
Matt wanted badly to scoop her up and hold her close. But he was afraid of Arianna's reaction to him. Maybe she was afraid of him now. Afraid to trust. Maybe he'd get an eye punched out by the big man Eric. Not that that worried him so much. Matt frequently was involved in bar fights and was frequently on the losing end of such fights. Sometimes he picked the fights on purpose, just for the sake of releasing pent up frustrations and dealing with the sometimes overwhelming self-loathing. It always helped though and was usually worth a black eye or two for him. No, Matt's hesitance in going to Arianna was not Eric, but Arianna's reaction to him, that kept him from going to her. Arianna running from him screaming was not an experience he wanted to have.
Orei handed him her drawing and he studied it carefully. He didn't like to hear that Arianna hadn't spoken. He felt he had taken her voice. "This brownish reddish thing," he pointed, "could that be my bag? I don't know why she would have drawn that… and this grey thing, I'm unsure. I gave her a bit of foil once, maybe it's that? Or maybe it's not at all related to me…" He turned the drawing and pondered out loud. "A can, maybe? A can of what? Arianna, what is your drawing?" he asked before he could even realize that he had spoken to her.
Matt shook his head, then looked at the infant. "I am not worthy to name your child. You hardly know me..." he protested and looked over at Graham who raised an eyebrow while carefully folding the handkerchief. Outside of not feeling worthy of such a big thing, Matt knew of no females important enough in his life that he could or would name a baby after, other than Arianna. Without even realizing it, he mentally flipped through names. Mira. Madi, no too modern. His mother, Marilyn. Without realizing it, Matt had begun chewing on the corner of his blanket in deep thought. He shook his head and watched Eric bandage Arianna's arm and he worried about her.
Matt wanted badly to scoop her up and hold her close. But he was afraid of Arianna's reaction to him. Maybe she was afraid of him now. Afraid to trust. Maybe he'd get an eye punched out by the big man Eric. Not that that worried him so much. Matt frequently was involved in bar fights and was frequently on the losing end of such fights. Sometimes he picked the fights on purpose, just for the sake of releasing pent up frustrations and dealing with the sometimes overwhelming self-loathing. It always helped though and was usually worth a black eye or two for him. No, Matt's hesitance in going to Arianna was not Eric, but Arianna's reaction to him, that kept him from going to her. Arianna running from him screaming was not an experience he wanted to have.
Orei handed him her drawing and he studied it carefully. He didn't like to hear that Arianna hadn't spoken. He felt he had taken her voice. "This brownish reddish thing," he pointed, "could that be my bag? I don't know why she would have drawn that… and this grey thing, I'm unsure. I gave her a bit of foil once, maybe it's that? Or maybe it's not at all related to me…" He turned the drawing and pondered out loud. "A can, maybe? A can of what? Arianna, what is your drawing?" he asked before he could even realize that he had spoken to her.