Night was falling, the sun painting purples and reds and oranges across the sky. Alex had found rather soon that Alamuerte acted as a furnace, and as such he was now curled up within her grip. Their eyes closed, both fell into the sweet embrace of sleep.
A boy. A running boy. Running from the men in suits, running from the woman in rags, running from the bug-infested house, away from the abuse, away from the confusion. Away from family. Now he's a teenager. His hoodie spread, bags of various powders, pills, and syringes. A potential buyer pulls a gun, which is turned on him. A body on the ground, not his. Running from the suits and the pigs. Now he's an adult, 26. Caught in a gang war. He pulls the gun this time. 2 men fall first. His gun jams. He pulls a knife, and stabs the third. Stabs him. And stabs him. And stabs him. Not dead enough. Running from the law itself, from everything. On a plane, running, voice in his head, fire, pain. The feds, the gangs, the druggies, the men in suits, the woman in rags. They all left him running. They all left him alone.
White among black. Mother's disdain. Egg falling, cracking on tall-rock, smashing on hard-dirt. White squalling. Mother ignore. White hunted. White frightened. White hides. White survives. White alone.
He awoke around 12:00, judging from the position of the moon in the sky. It was more than a dream. It was memory. Muerte was still asleep, but shuddering, which was strange considering the heat in this joint. "Shh, little lagarto. When you wake, the world will be a better place. Shh." He thought a little more. "Daddy's here." For what else was he? Alamuerte (for that was her name now, no matter what she may have been) still shuddered, but relaxed under his touch and soothing words. And in this, he realized something: How many people were on that plane? Why didn't he feel anything for them? Because he didn't care. Alamuerte was all he needed. She was his apparent friend, his companion, his pet, hell, his daughter, for who else was? Her mother abandoned her. She was his to take care of now. For once, he had someone, something to take care of, something to love and to be loved back by. The spot he rubbed was getting warmer. "Pequeño lagarto Silencio, porque el mundo será más feliz cuando estás despierto." Hush little lizard, for the world will be happier when you awake. His hand was glowing. For once, he wasn't running. For once, he wasn't alone. And he blacked out in the sudden flash of light.