And you do have to take this into account too, the anime and stories I read and watch differ drastically from what you watch. So the things I draw scenes, inspiration, etc. from are different. This is an example. You may watch Naruto, Bleach, anime like this. I read Berserk and horror stories by Junji Ito. You read Rowling, I read Poe. You may have some upbeat musician who's lyrics you can make scenes from, I listen to Marduk, Cannibal Corpse, and Death Grips. So yeah, the shit I do in an RP can get REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAL fuckin' dark. But I try not to play an entire RP like that. I have some sense of balance. Which is why I created the Dok. So I can be that evil, sadistic, unlikable bastard, and STILL have Osi, who is just damaged. After you're a mad scientist's plaything for a while, it changes you. For better or for worse.