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IshWolfy
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Thirty seven hours wasn't exactly a party for her. It had come to the point where she preferred being in her wolf form even though she had little to no control over it. There was a male in the same room as her and he was close. Why wasn't she with him again? Shaking her head she growled softly as she paced the length of the crate she'd claimed as her own. Flicking her ears she watched from her perch as Aztrex disappeared into the metal room she'd placed him in over a day and a half ago. Was she really that bad? She certainly felt that bad.
She hadn't even felt like this with Tamar. She'd never wanted anyone like this. Whore. She whined loudly as the word echoed in her mind. Whore. Whore. Slut. Shaking her head she growled lightly and clawed at her head, trying to get the voices and memories and words out of his head. Whining lightly she shifted into her human form and threw on the first bit of clothes she could find. A t-shirt and some loose jeans. Her feet bare as she leaped off the crate with a soft thud. Her eyes wild.
Warily, she opened the metal door. Worried that what was on the other side wasn't Aztrex but his beast. But his heartbeat sounded normal to her. A bit sped up but otherwise normal. Stepping into the room she was silent save for a few growls and whines as she hit her head multiple times with the palm of her hand. She felt hot. The clothes she wore felt unbearably tight and constricting and she could feel her wolf banging on the inside. Wanting out at such a close proximity to Aztrex.
"Aztrex..." There was pain in her voice as she called his name. She wouldn't even give him a chance to react before she suddenly closed the distance between them and pressed her lips to his own. She was not in control of her actions. All she was aware of was there was a male and he felt so nice underneath her fingertips. WHORE! She broke the kiss with a jolt as she realized what she'd done and immediately she backed away from Aztrex. "I-I-I'm sorry." Now she was terrified of him. What he wanted. But not in the way he wanted.
All her life she'd been at the bidding of men. She wasn't allowed to service her needs without a man's permission. She'd be punished if she overstepped her boundaries or broke the rules. She broke them now. Even with Tamar. It had been a dark part of their relationship. The only time he ever hurt her but he'd always apologized afterwards and get her nice gifts. "I'm sorry." She whined again, her heart thundering a mile a minute as she bolted from the room but instead of heading up to her nest she left the cargo area. She didn't care if she was seen. Luckily, it was pitch black outside and raining lightly. The crew was asleep for the most part. The rain felt nice against her hot skin. Being up there, she shifted into her wolf form into found the smallest space she could fit into and crawled into it.
WHORE! SLUT! WHORE! Ryah couldn't get the voices out of her head and now another had joined them. Aztrex. It was his voice that hurt most of all and she didn't know why. She knew she cared for him but she hadn't realized how deeply her feelings for this quiet, scarred male was. She didn't just want him....she wanted more with him. What that more was she wasn't sure but it scared her. Terrified her.
She hadn't even felt like this with Tamar. She'd never wanted anyone like this. Whore. She whined loudly as the word echoed in her mind. Whore. Whore. Slut. Shaking her head she growled lightly and clawed at her head, trying to get the voices and memories and words out of his head. Whining lightly she shifted into her human form and threw on the first bit of clothes she could find. A t-shirt and some loose jeans. Her feet bare as she leaped off the crate with a soft thud. Her eyes wild.
Warily, she opened the metal door. Worried that what was on the other side wasn't Aztrex but his beast. But his heartbeat sounded normal to her. A bit sped up but otherwise normal. Stepping into the room she was silent save for a few growls and whines as she hit her head multiple times with the palm of her hand. She felt hot. The clothes she wore felt unbearably tight and constricting and she could feel her wolf banging on the inside. Wanting out at such a close proximity to Aztrex.
"Aztrex..." There was pain in her voice as she called his name. She wouldn't even give him a chance to react before she suddenly closed the distance between them and pressed her lips to his own. She was not in control of her actions. All she was aware of was there was a male and he felt so nice underneath her fingertips. WHORE! She broke the kiss with a jolt as she realized what she'd done and immediately she backed away from Aztrex. "I-I-I'm sorry." Now she was terrified of him. What he wanted. But not in the way he wanted.
All her life she'd been at the bidding of men. She wasn't allowed to service her needs without a man's permission. She'd be punished if she overstepped her boundaries or broke the rules. She broke them now. Even with Tamar. It had been a dark part of their relationship. The only time he ever hurt her but he'd always apologized afterwards and get her nice gifts. "I'm sorry." She whined again, her heart thundering a mile a minute as she bolted from the room but instead of heading up to her nest she left the cargo area. She didn't care if she was seen. Luckily, it was pitch black outside and raining lightly. The crew was asleep for the most part. The rain felt nice against her hot skin. Being up there, she shifted into her wolf form into found the smallest space she could fit into and crawled into it.
WHORE! SLUT! WHORE! Ryah couldn't get the voices out of her head and now another had joined them. Aztrex. It was his voice that hurt most of all and she didn't know why. She knew she cared for him but she hadn't realized how deeply her feelings for this quiet, scarred male was. She didn't just want him....she wanted more with him. What that more was she wasn't sure but it scared her. Terrified her.