Later on I began to clean myself up and put on some regular clothes. I didn't notify the doctors I was leaving my room but I could care less, as I walked out my door I made sure my main doctor was no where in sight then I began to head off to my little sister's room with the money Reemus gave to me. Once I got there she was just eating lunch around 3 p.m. which was outrageous because we never ate lunch any later than 1 p.m.
"Hey sweetie. Eating lunch late huh? Crazy doctors."
My sister gave a small smile as she continued being hand fed of what looked like a cat's leftovers but didn't say anything. I could tell she was very exhausted which worried me greatly. Her doctor, Dr.Mandlik, was there as well looking over at some papers on his clipboard. I walked up to him grabbing his attention which he looked at me with a confused look as if wondering why I was out of bed.
"Can I speak to you outside for a moment?" I said heading out the door.
Dr. Mandlik and I spoke for a bit about my sister about her progress which I learned has been a little shaky.
"Doctor. I have the money you need to perform the last treatment for the cancer. Please do it as fast as you can."
But all I received in return was a frown, immediately I grew angry but not at him. I think the one thing I was the most angry about was myself, how I wasn't fast enough but then the doctor did say I had time before this. So should I be angry at the doctor? No. I don't understand. What went wrong? How could this be. I couldn't say anything and the Doctor knew I was upset and gave me this stupid comeback of, "All we can do is try." I shoved the money into his chest almost knocking him down and I walked into my little sister's room. I talked to her and let her know I will be back shortly since I wanted to let her eat. I kissed her on the cheek and headed out. Being as angry as I was I walked off, past the front counter as I said, "I'm checking myself out." and out the door I went leaving no room to be asked questions. I just walked aimlessly as thoughts filled my mind. What was I going to do? Our Mother was dead as well but our Father was still out and about. We would of never knew Julia had cancer if he didn't beat the crap out of her giving her a straight ticket to the hospital. Outside was a bit breezy, but the thoughts kept me occupied from the cold as I continued to walk. It did not matter where.