Either a place was boring or scary. Neither attribute should have been connected to one place, the same location. But they were. The school was terrifying, and usually terror overrode any other emotion, including a sense of boredom, but this place was different. Was it the fact that she knew she would be locked up here that made it so boring? After all, being locked up was the epitome of boredom and dullness; this she knew well from experience. She had an idea concerning those conflicting emotions... Perhaps being locked up was the boring bit, but being locked up with others, with others of significant power, made her vulnerable. Made her scared. Made her want to kill those that made her fear, take their power and kill them with it. Before they killed her first.
Killing was wrong. Killing was bad. She knew this, but terror after terror produced murder after a murder, a simple formula that no one seemed to understand. They assumed that because she could kill so quickly, so silently, that she was cold-blooded and nothing more than a fiendish beast, a dangerous criminal with a touch that siphoned away life. That much was true; it only took one touch. Just a purposeful brush of her lips or a tickle from her fingertips was enough to absorb and expel power, pure power, and exterminate those around her. The ones she knew would kill her if they could. They all wanted to. Everyone.
So her hands were locked into heavy round metal casings that bit into her small bones and burned her with the magic she couldn't absorb. Her mouth too was contained, hidden behind a metal mask with a flap that could lock closed on the front. It was attached to a large metal contraption similar to a neck brace, made specifically to keep her from wiggling out of it. That thing burned with magic as well.
It was torture. It was torture, but it was boring. Walking around such a dull place, but at the same time... power and life floated through the air, tendrils of light visible only to her though others could maybe sense them, all the time trying against all odds to touch and take in those tendrils. Then she would be safe. It was so frightening, and yet her only strength was locked away behind doors of metal and magic. It was cruel. Just a few strings of power... that was all she wanted, just to protect herself from evil with those strings...
Particularly... if those tendrils of power were the ones she saw glimmering in the air around a dark stairwell into the basement. Those would protect her greatly, should she find a way to absorb them. No guards had been assigned to one so easily contained as Isalien; she was free to try to gain that power.
So she did. Though her little frame shook under the grey tent of a dress she had been forced into, her fear was not visible unless one could first smell it or sense it. Like a vapor in the air, she seemed to float over to the top of the stairs and descend, all the while chanting silently 'out from darkness, into light', like her very life clung to this world by those words.
((Sorry for the length >.> I thought it was shorter than that.))