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Taking a seat on the bed herself, even Yukin couldn't manage to keep herself sitting straight, collapsing onto the bed in a rather ungraceful heap. She'd worry about appearances...tomorrow. But even as she laid down tired, she spoke to Nemo. She had to say something after getting some boy involved in this mess, even if by mistake.
"Are you alright, Nemo? I am sorry to have involved you in this. I only meant to defeat those thugs on the street, never to involve you in this world of terror, fighting, and bloodshed. However, once I have cleared them out and completed my mission, you will no longer have any connection to it. After tonight, I cannot recommend you stay with me any longer. Understood?"
Her voice was calm and gentle, but a little melancholy. She'd seen enough kids make the mistake of being born into this world of fighting and xenophobia. Born without a chance of being able to settle in with everyone else.
She wouldn't drag someone into it if she could help it.
Nemo winced as bandages were placed on him and his other wounds were tended to. But he couldn't help but let out a series of giggles either. Yukin was going from super awesome best friend to mother hen mode! Though it was admirable in of it itself how quickly she flicked the 'on' switch from kicking butt to caring about others. As she finished however, Nemo waved off her comment. "You did your best Yukin and that's all I can ask for!" Maybe he'd just take a nap and then he could go back to his parents in the morning or something!
But what Yukin said froze the boy and removed the smile from his face. His bottom lip quivered and his eyes watered as snot began to run down his nostrils. Was she serious? Had she really gone and disrupted his peachy mood with that?
"Y-You're so awesome, Yukin! H-How could you say something s-so stupid?!"
Clutching onto the covers, Nemo sharply turned away from Yukin. Showing his back to her, bandaged up it may have been from the blows he'd taken. But what Yukin had said struck him deeper than any weapon or fist could have. She was making the same mistake that all the grown-ups made when they assumed Nemo couldn't take the heat because he was just a kid! That he'd crack like an egg at the slightest show of serious business. He'd been told over and over to the point he'd probably be able to give Astaroth a speech on it how he shouldn't let his naivety overwhelm him. That seeing the world in shades of black and white would only blind him to the truth.
But didn't anybody think he was aware of this? He knew the world was more complex than good guys and bad guys. Even people who looked like good guys could end up becoming bad guys. But on the flipside even bad guys could become good guys. So what was wrong with how he saw things? There were good people and bad people and either one could become the other. That is why Nemo gave people like Rika a pass. He didn't endorse the likely brutal and merciless things she did and had probably done even before she met him. But he felt that deep down there was a person who cared about her friends and the people close to her. Maybe she had a family of her own? Maybe she was doing what she did to protect them or to help them? Nemo obviously didn't like the fact that this apparently included murdering Yukin but he didn't want to pretend like he had the whole picture. He just had a gut feeling and that's what he'd stick with.
Until Rika showed herself to be completely irredeemable, Nemo would keep trying at every turn to reach her however he could. She didn't have to do this! The way her and Yukin fought with such a near level of parity it was absolutely breathtaking! Why couldn't they have been friends so they could learn from each other without needing to threaten eachother's lives? Was friendship truly that hard to grasp? Or did she simply need a teacher on the matter? In that case Nemo would have been more than glad to be Rika's friend if she would have him.
Who knew? Maybe even that redhaired guy had his own set of morals and things that made him good and Nemo just hadn't seen them? He'd only been able to bare witness to the 'bad' side of Kouki and had been savaged by the teen rather brutally. Nemo wouldn't go out of his way to help him because he felt Kouki was rooted where he was and attempting to move him was an exercise in futility and Nemo imagined there was far more deserving people in the world in need of a friend than him.
But the point of the matter was that Nemo knew more than he might have let on despite his age. He may have wanted to be a hero like The Kid but even he knew when he got into trouble. He didn't think himself invincible or all-powerful. He saw himself as the only one willing to stand up for those who couldn't do it themselves. His strength didn't matter after that. His resolve would pull him through the day. Just as it had in his encounter with Rika and Kouki. He had stayed strong mentally while being broken physically and only broke down upon seeing Yukin go to great lengths to rescue him. He didn't need to be coddled like this! He didn't need to be turned away from one of his friends because things could simply get 'too dangerous!.' It wasn't fair at all!
Rising up to his feet, Nemo jabbed a fist right into the wall. Obviously, he wasn't strong enough to punch a hole through it. Instead all he had ended up doing was bruising his knuckle. But he didn't care a lick about the pain aching through his hand which pleaded with him to stop. Leaning against the wall with a hand pressed against it, Nemo spoke through clenched teeth as he held back the tears as best as he could.
"I know I'm just a kid, Yukin. I know things apparently get dangerous around you. Those people wanted you injured or worse and I don't even know why that is! There's a lot of things I don't know about you but I'll never know them if you push me away like this! I'm not just some bright-eyed punk kid with delusions of grandeur, Yukin! I-I know things could have gotten a whole lot worse before they got better! If you hadn't shown up when you did, Astaroth might have ripped those jerks limb from limb and they wouldn't have deserved i! They were dumb sure, idiots who probably never had a day of school. They didn't deserve to die! You came in and saved me without needing to severely hurt them or even kill them! You showed off your stuff and they fled into the night! But they could have beaten me up and tossed me to lay with the trash, maybe even stolen my toy sword and pawned it off somewhere. But I wouldn't blame anyone for what happened there. I saw someone being mistreated when they couldn't stand up for themselves and I acted." Nemo said as he continued to face away from Yukin, instead speaking to her while glancing over his shoulder.
"A true hero isn't the strongest man in the world or even the smartest man or even a man at all! It's someone who has the courage to stand up for what's wrong in the world and that's something I strive to be for everyone who shows potential to change for the better. I bet if those boys's mothers go them in line, they wouldn't be bothering anybody and while I couldn't be friends with them, I could at least walk past them on the street and so could others without getting into harm's way. The same goes for that eye-patch girl we fought against! Her moves were so graceful, it was almost like a beautiful dance between you and here with how agile you both were and with how much power you put into each blow! But she stopped the red-haired guy from hitting me any more and she didn't beat me when I didn't provide too much useful information. She just froze me from moving and I would have remained out of harm's way until I saw you in trouble and I acted. But I'm not naive enough to know if that you had been more heartless and decided not to show up, I wouldn't be here speaking to you, to Astaroth, to anyone."
The idea of losing his life was something that Nemo didn't think too much about. Not because it frightened him but simply because it felt morbid to think about something like that regularly. You enjoyed life and did what you wished with it and if people remebered you fondly then all the better. You could pass on knowing you made some people's lives better by being in them. But he knew that were people who didn't care about romanticized affairs like that and only kept around what was useful. If Nemo hadn't proved himself useful and Yukin hadn't showed up/Astaroth arrived too late, then he didn't need to be a rocket scientist to figure out what's likely to have happened to him in the interim.
"TEN YEAR OLD BOY'S BODY FOUND IN DITCH. TAKEN BEFORE HIS TIME! WHO COULD HAVE BEEN BEHIND SUCH AN AWFUL DEED?"
That seemed like a likely headline or so Nemo figured. That's all the news seemed to talk about these days was people dying or the most mundane of things like what celebrity in America was doing. Part of the reason why Astaroth and Nemo both used the TV mainly for video games and movies! But Nemo knew that if he didn't have friends like Yukin and Asaroth to count on, he likely wouldn't even be standing here getting all worked up over it to begin with! Clenching his hands into knuckles, Nemo's nails dug so deeply into the palm of his hands that the bandages around them began to fade into a deep crimson.
"I don't want you to apologize, Yukin. You did nothing wrong by standing up for what was right. You did as I would have done and fought for someone who couldn't defend themselves. Just as a hero should do. I'm no fan of bloodshed or violence as I want to give everyone I can a chance at a good honest life. But I understand that there are people who will simply toss aside such things. But you don't have to push me away, Yukin! I still care about you and want to be your friend! It's all thanks to you and Astaroth that I'm still here! S-So d-don't push me away.."
Astaroth had heard every word between Nemo and Yukin. He was exhausted but he knew how much of a hot button topic this was for Nemo. Whether Yukin meant it as she had or not wasn't up to Astaroth to judge. He may have looked over Nemo but he was NOT the boy's parent. If Nemo wanted to make a decision and felt strong enough to do it then he could damn well do it. But there was nothing in the world Nemo hated more than an implication that him being a kid meant he couldn't handle stuff like this.
He'd only been stunned at seeing Astaroth do what he did to Rika because Astaroth had never needed a reason to go all out on an opponent like that. Most of Nemo's 'enemies' were bully kids or thugs that Astaroth could typically scare off most of the time. But Nemo would do everything in his power to assure that people were safe, despite his age!
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