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She smiled a bit at that. "Thankfully for both of us that lesson didn't cost you anything more. I had honestly thought that was the last I was going to hear from any of you. I was trying to get back to my normal life, but nothing seemed to fit anymore. That Lena was dead, or so we thought, that had a lot to do with it of course, but not everything."
"I think if the Cardinal hadn't come after me I still would have had to do something different. My life before, I wasn't really living it, I was surviving it. I lost the spark to seek out what I wanted. I blamed my mom for a lot..." there was definite regret in Cynthia's voice. "I don't know. As horrible and messed up as the last few months of my life have been I have no regrets over any of that. I was actually trying to do something. I forgot how good that feels."
Cynthia then gave him a shy grin. "That was a bit more then what you asked for, wasn't it?"
"I think if the Cardinal hadn't come after me I still would have had to do something different. My life before, I wasn't really living it, I was surviving it. I lost the spark to seek out what I wanted. I blamed my mom for a lot..." there was definite regret in Cynthia's voice. "I don't know. As horrible and messed up as the last few months of my life have been I have no regrets over any of that. I was actually trying to do something. I forgot how good that feels."
Cynthia then gave him a shy grin. "That was a bit more then what you asked for, wasn't it?"