Arrow went home. When he'd left the café his ears had strained desperately for the sound of familiar footsteps following him; he imagined arms lacing around his stomach from behind, and turning in their grip to have kisses and apologies rained over his face. But it remained dark and silent. He walked the long route home because he had no-one to lead him expertly through the back-streets.
Walking into The Dragon's Head was like entering a vision of his old life: the bartender called out to him and the regulars grinned and greeted him with warmth. Then someone asked if he was with the Red Chief, and it shattered.
Kastra was asleep by the fireplace. It had died while he'd been out, and the flat was cold. Arrow knelt by it, nudged in some fresh logs, and put his hands to them. Nothing. He shook his wrists frustratedly, trying to conjure his flames. Still, nothing. His angry groan, punctuated with his voice breaking, woke the Griffin; she lifted her head and immediately sat up to cuddle into his side. He eventually gave up on the fire - Phoenixes often can't use flames while they grieve.
Kastra knew something was seriously wrong the moment she got a good look at Arrow's eyes. They were lifeless and furtive, refusing to meet her gaze, and the tops of his cheekbones were flushed red. As she pushed closer, offering her feathers up for warmth and comfort, she watched his eyes get glassy. He started to cry after a minute, soft at first, just a sniffle and a hiccuping breath. Then, when he turned his face into her shoulder, he began to really sob. She let him. The flat was still dark, and the lack of fire meant it was cold now, too. Arrow gripped her like a vice and cried like a baby; Kastra remembered baby Cecilia crying like this when she was an infant left alone for the night, and herself a young beast with a three year old master. Just as she'd done before to the Aster-Pitch children when they cried, she clicked her beak soothingly and bumped her head against Arrow's face. His hands were fisted in her feathers, like she was the only thing tethering him to the ground.