I dont know why I'm typing this, presumably I want to vent some sort of frustrations I have. Its just...I feel so damn worthless all the time. Like a massive fuck up. Just today I botched an intro post with an rper I really wanted to impress and start that thing off right. Any fucking time I have some sort of good thing happen it takes two seconds for me to realize that someone else fucking does it better then me. Be it school, home, work, roleplaying...it makes me just want to disappear. Whats the point if I cant ever do anything right. Right now I'm already noticing people I've gotten to be great friends with are slowly drifting away, we talk less, rp less, and everything just seems lifeless when we talk. I dont know what to do