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Back Then...
It's Night Time Around 9:34PM
"Don't want close my eyes. I don't want fall asleep Cause I'd miss you, baby. And I don't want miss a thing"
The very popular song "I don't want miss a thing" by Steven Tyler better known as Aerosmith. Is on the radio, playing at a good volume though the Speakers on the walls at the Modern home of Paul and Sara Sebastian. There daughter Lilly Who is just a kid, is perfectly sleeping.
It's a wonderful night filled with such amazing love and passion for one Another. The dim lighted living room, with candles all areas of the room. And the lights over the room hanging up in the middle Above the loving couple. It's such a amazing feeling to have a moment of passion in ones life when you both feel Filled with such love for each other. Both Sara and Paul's eyes lock for two minutes, but honestly who's counting?
If you could see these two. You wouldn't want to be counting minutes either.
Just admire the love and hope they give you. For what's out there, not the type of love you see on television. Where its All acted out, But the type of love you connect with someone on a personal level on a real loving level of trust. Both are about the same height, both holding each other. But Paul holding a little tighter to Sara, he moves he around Swinging her lightly and slowly. Making the mood more romantic, and finishing afterwards with a light kissing on the Lips. The continue touching of Paul's cheek from Sara's warm soft hands.
The room again is dim lighted, but you could see the two are dancing.
Paul
Is holding Sara, Sara is holding on to Paul. Arms wrapped around his back. Sara, being handicapped Paul doesn't mind. He never did mind, it doesn't matter. He loves holding his wife upWith all his strength and energy. It pleasures him to let her know he will never let go. He even whispers in into herEar as close as the two are. "I love you much Sara. Your my heart, your the angel of my heart. You keep me going. Please Don't leave me.." Paul cry's, tears fall on Sara's soft shoulder. Sara nibbles at Pauls ear. The song ultimately
describes the love the two have for each other. As light as Sara is, Paul only needs one arm to hold her. While
She is leaning back, on his strong forearm. With his free other arm, he strokes her hair and cheek. And kisses her again. "I'm yours, and your mine. Forever." Sara Replied with a loving smile.
"Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming." As the song goes on. The two Kiss passionately, it's pure. Nothing in the world outside there house can defile there type of love for each other. That was before the affair. Four years before. I'll never forget that night. The feeling we both had for each other. I take full responsibility. For cheating on Sara, I promised her in the church. In front of God, our family and her. I would stay faithful. I broke the promise, I got defiled in my heart and cheated on her. For a Co-Worker horrible lustful Temptation. Affair. I don't take nothing back, that would be more deceitful.
Now...The door close's as Paul enters the living room with Sara. In her wheelchair sitting with Lilly, Lilly on the leather Couch coloring her coloring book. And listening to her CD Player. She doesn't notice her father Paul entering there house. Before Paul could walk any further into the living room. Sara and Paul's eyes lock on, with his car keys in hand. Both with a frown on there face. One with guilt the other with hurt. There eyes tell the whole story. She knows why he is late again.
She knows he doesn't work late on Saturday afternoons.
She knows the story all to well. There eyes stay locked on till he continues to walk to the bath room which shortly down The hall way to the right. Next to the hall way closet. He close's the door. And the sound of water from the sink is running cold. Cold as the tension between Sara and Paul, yet Lilly doe's not notice it. How could she? They keep it so Well hidden. Sara's eyes follow Paul to the bath room. Still looking there, she wonders to herself "What happened? Why do I deserve? What have I done?" She ask herself each and everynight. Least one of those. She rolls away to the kitchen to get Paul's food. She knows she shouldn't do nothing for him. But she still Loves him. She pulls the plate food out of the microwave. And lays it on the corner. The sound of the bathroom door is heard shutting. Paul doesn't even look toward the kitchen where Sara is, he ignores her and sits down next to his daughter. Removes the headphone's and kisses his daughters head.