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It meant a lot of things that Chris didn't feel comfortable saying out loud, and he continued to hesitate as Zach questioned him a second time. The other man's voice no longer sounded angry, definitely less cold than when he had been asked to leave earlier and Chris had to wonder what had changed his mind. The text had been cryptic to a point, but this was the first time (that Chris could personally recall) that Zach had gone from livid to understanding without any petty stops in between. Chris really hadn't expected Zach to call, and the directness of the questions was really getting to him.
Taking a deep breath, Chris carefully chose his next words—unlike the comment that had gotten him into this mess in the first place. "It means that I'd pick you first, that's all." But that wasn't all, and he suspected that Zach knew that already. "You're my best friend and I'd pick you over just about anyone."
If they were going to continue to dance around this subject, then Chris at least wanted Zach to know why they were dancing. He had put deliberate emphasis on the importance of their friendship, and he hoped that Zach understood that it wasn't something he was willing to jeopardize. On the off chance that something actually came of this conversation, there was still the fallout to think of, the inevitable demise of the relationship in general when something went horribly wrong. Chris was still hiding behind closet doors, and Zach was, as of that very day, one step closer to being out.
"I was trying to apologize," he added quietly into the phone and began to fidget with a smear of black ink on his middle finger.
Taking a deep breath, Chris carefully chose his next words—unlike the comment that had gotten him into this mess in the first place. "It means that I'd pick you first, that's all." But that wasn't all, and he suspected that Zach knew that already. "You're my best friend and I'd pick you over just about anyone."
If they were going to continue to dance around this subject, then Chris at least wanted Zach to know why they were dancing. He had put deliberate emphasis on the importance of their friendship, and he hoped that Zach understood that it wasn't something he was willing to jeopardize. On the off chance that something actually came of this conversation, there was still the fallout to think of, the inevitable demise of the relationship in general when something went horribly wrong. Chris was still hiding behind closet doors, and Zach was, as of that very day, one step closer to being out.
"I was trying to apologize," he added quietly into the phone and began to fidget with a smear of black ink on his middle finger.