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Quetzal265
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Oh dear, my first post on this account, just wonderful!
Hello everybody! Quetzal here, just here to spread my...I actually don't have anything to spread, that's too bad...
Now, don't let my glorious profile picture fool you! I am a rather..."serious" person. Now, I'm going to be quite honest with you, as the title says, I was here a loooong time ago (6 months to be exact), but I unfortunately learned something about myself during that time: I can't do as many roleplays as I thought I could. As you can probably guess within the milisecond that you read that, you could guess that me, being the stupid fool I was, joined a bunch of roleplays. I mean, can ya blame me? There were SO many to choose from! So many stories to play out, but ultimaely, I couldn't keep up.
Long story short, I ended up joining so many new rps, which I would eventually lose my absolute interest (I'd still rp of course), then look for more rps to join, annnnd repeat. This of course led to a death spiral of stress in which I would never leave unless I actually communicated my problem to my partners. Of course my cowardly a** never did that and I just ended up taking a three week hiatus before becoming too separated and disengaged from this community to come back. Then I just had my account deleted. Now believe me, I still kick myself in the butt for this, and I hate myself for abandoning the partners I had, I know they deserved a better partner than me.
Now, you may be wondering why in the freaking world I brought my sad a** back to the community after abandoning. Easy, because I love this place too much, I decided that in order for me to have a fun, stress-free, and hopefully efficeient time here, I decided not to be an rp sponge. Plus, I shall...toughen up and actively communicate with my partners. To hone my skills with that, I'm going to try and join only one rp until I learn to keep myself from repeating my cowardly mistakes. So, if you ever find me trying to join more than one rp, just kindly tell me to f*ck off.
Now, I don't want to tell you guys my old username (unless I am told by an admin that I just HAVE to tell them), as I am still scared that my old rp partners will rise uplike the dead and eat me alive. Plus, I totaly understand it if you feel like I am the lowest of the low scum of the Earth, just...please don't kill me.
Here's to a hopefully more mature version of myself.
My profile pcture is proof of that.
Hello everybody! Quetzal here, just here to spread my...I actually don't have anything to spread, that's too bad...
Now, don't let my glorious profile picture fool you! I am a rather..."serious" person. Now, I'm going to be quite honest with you, as the title says, I was here a loooong time ago (6 months to be exact), but I unfortunately learned something about myself during that time: I can't do as many roleplays as I thought I could. As you can probably guess within the milisecond that you read that, you could guess that me, being the stupid fool I was, joined a bunch of roleplays. I mean, can ya blame me? There were SO many to choose from! So many stories to play out, but ultimaely, I couldn't keep up.
Long story short, I ended up joining so many new rps, which I would eventually lose my absolute interest (I'd still rp of course), then look for more rps to join, annnnd repeat. This of course led to a death spiral of stress in which I would never leave unless I actually communicated my problem to my partners. Of course my cowardly a** never did that and I just ended up taking a three week hiatus before becoming too separated and disengaged from this community to come back. Then I just had my account deleted. Now believe me, I still kick myself in the butt for this, and I hate myself for abandoning the partners I had, I know they deserved a better partner than me.
Now, you may be wondering why in the freaking world I brought my sad a** back to the community after abandoning. Easy, because I love this place too much, I decided that in order for me to have a fun, stress-free, and hopefully efficeient time here, I decided not to be an rp sponge. Plus, I shall...toughen up and actively communicate with my partners. To hone my skills with that, I'm going to try and join only one rp until I learn to keep myself from repeating my cowardly mistakes. So, if you ever find me trying to join more than one rp, just kindly tell me to f*ck off.
Now, I don't want to tell you guys my old username (unless I am told by an admin that I just HAVE to tell them), as I am still scared that my old rp partners will rise uplike the dead and eat me alive. Plus, I totaly understand it if you feel like I am the lowest of the low scum of the Earth, just...please don't kill me.
Here's to a hopefully more mature version of myself.
My profile pcture is proof of that.