Heh, I have a lot of resolutions this time around. 2012 has been a rough year for me, so I'm determined to make 2013 my bitch. :3
1. Get back into school, dammit. I don't want to continue my education at the shitty college here in Ontario, but if I can maybe I'll do some basic courses that will prepare me better for the next school to come. (I hear the math programs here ain't too bad.) Which brings me to...:
2. Move to someplace less shitty. :D Particularly, someplace that's closer to my family members. We're hoping to move to a part of Oregon that's not a terribly long drive from Olympia so that we can have visits more often. I needs my mama.
3. Be the best mother and girlfriend I can possibly be. My main focus is going to be my son and my babydaddy. I want to take good care of them, make them happy, all that good stuff... Once this kiddo pops out, I'll be in total parent mode!
4. Confess to my parents that I've accepted smoking marijuana as my lifestyle. I shouldn't have to hide anymore, especially since my family members live in a state where it's legalized. It's going to take a lot of courage, but I'll have a whole year to prepare something I can tell them.
5. Adopt a kitten, because I need cats to live. :|
6. I... I want to bake a lot of cupcakes. This is a silly resolution, but I hardly baked any this year because of stupid depression and not having my own kitchen to comfortably experiment cooking at. I hope to change that. I'm the cupcake fairy, aaand I owe cupcakes to several people for their birthdays. o__o; Oh man.
7. Another silly but sort of necessary goal: get drunk for fun. I was deprived of alcohol prior to age 21 because my mom didn't allow it in her house after she recovered in AA. Then like, after I turned 21, I didn't get much of a chance to sample drinks 'cause of expired ID and THEN getting pregnant. :| So after the boy is born, I'm feeling better, and I have the time/ability to have a little fun with drinks with my friends, I'm totes doing it. I'm having me a very belated 21st birthday bash thingy lolol. It'll be the only one I have, too. Alcohol isn't my most favorite thing in the whole world, I just want the one stupid experience. >>;
8. Get rotting wisdom teeth removed. I'm scared shitless to do this because I have horrible dentist anxiety. The new year, I'm going to work on building the strength to confront dentists again so I can get done what my mouth needs done. (lol) That is, unless I won't ever be able to get insured for the procedure... In that case, let 'em rot. XD
9. Continue to improve myself as a person. This year has been progressive with conquering my anxiety disorders and all that, but I still need some work. I can't afford the therapy to keep giving me coping methods, so it'll be a challenge. I can do it, though. I can totes do it.
10. Live by these two quotes taught to me by two guys I saw on TV: "Enjoy the little things." and "Live every week like it's shark week."