I guess it's cuz it makes me look weird, but mostly because it feels weird.
I mean, maybe if my cousins experimented a little better, it'd make me look nice, but either way, if I could go pink between looking ugly but natural & pretty but caked up in make up, I'd go with the former wholeheartedly.
There's something about make up, something about the actual deception that you're doing when you're hiding up your face under layers of stuff. A little bit is okay, I mean, everyone does that, you know ? I'd put eyeliner if I wanted my eyes to look big & had the patience to put it on & the girlyness to bear with it (can't stand the feeling >_<). I just hate it when people look totally different because of a blush shade here and concealer there and poof they have sharp cheekbones that don't really exist x3...
Its not like I'm not a girly girl. I mean, I like trinkets and jewelery and pretty frilly stuff like a little girl, but I just don't do make up. When it comes to make up (heavy to medium make up), I tend to be the sporty type. I might put on lip gloss if I'm trying to impress someone or let one of my friends/cousins tie me down to a chair and pat on some eyeshadow/eyeliner, but I'm more likely to ruin in within the next couple minutes than to let it survive a night.
And for some reason, more than just that makes me look several years older (shudder) & slightly strange. You know, in that plastic barbie doll way. :33