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Hatsune Candy
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I'm quickly approaching a point in my life where I feel forced to choose which path I should go down and for whatever reason I just can't decide. Some of it has to do with anxiety and fear of making the wrong decision. A lot of it has to do with a general unwillingness to even try, for various reasons that I am only vaguely aware of. I haven't done anything remotely productive in the past few months and I feel like I'm just wasting my life away for no good reason. I want to make something of myself, but I am incapable of deciding what that something ought to be.
For most of my life I wanted to be a writer, but I long since gave up that idea because I don't think I have what it takes. Then I turned my attention to programming and game design, but I quickly gave that up too because I thought I wasn't capable. Most recently I wanted to do something in field of Astronomy, Physics, or somewhere in between; but I'm starting to have doubts about that too. Basically, for any path I have any interest in going down, I don't feel like I have the capacity to succeed. This entire conflict has left me unmotivated and feeling worthless and empty.
I don't know what to do anymore.
For most of my life I wanted to be a writer, but I long since gave up that idea because I don't think I have what it takes. Then I turned my attention to programming and game design, but I quickly gave that up too because I thought I wasn't capable. Most recently I wanted to do something in field of Astronomy, Physics, or somewhere in between; but I'm starting to have doubts about that too. Basically, for any path I have any interest in going down, I don't feel like I have the capacity to succeed. This entire conflict has left me unmotivated and feeling worthless and empty.
I don't know what to do anymore.