If you ever get the feeling you're being watched, you probably are. By me. I can't remember where I came from or how I lost my body, if I ever had one, so don't ask for an explanation. All I get is the occasional flashback, but those are just like matches; they flare to life and then die shortly after. So I'm left without memories, without a body, without so many things that I wish I had. People take for granted their bodies and their ability to communicate. I watch them take it for granted every day. They throw their lives away, they hurt themselves, they hide from everyone and make enemies on purpose. If I had a body, I would never treat it like that. Then again, you're talking to a mass of particles that has nothing better to do than spy on people. That's not exactly a good thing to do, either. Sometimes I'll float into movie theaters and watch movies. I like that. And sometimes I'll fly down the roads that people drive on to see what there is to see, but I've had to be careful lately. My form goes from invisible to beams of light whenever I move very fast, and people tend to freak out and think it's aliens or something when they see me. Maybe I am an alien, though. After seeing so many lives, I think I have decided who I would be if I could ever have a body and a life. I'm tired of not being able to help people...
Name: I like the name Mary. It's a very popular name, but it sounds sweet. I rarely see people named Mary being cruel.
Gender: I don't know. Females seem to have more physical pain throughout life, but the name Mary isn't usually for males. I think females are prettier. I think I'd want to be one.
Species: Human. Just human.
Family: A mother and a father, four grandparents, lots of aunts, uncles, cousins, friends. I think I'd want two siblings, a girl and a boy. Eventually I would have a spouse, and some children.
Personality: I would be the same as I am now, but with more to do. I would help people and be kind to everyone. I would have lots of fun everywhere I went, even at school, where everyone seems to be so bored and angry.
Appearance: Purple is my favorite color. I would want purple hair and eyes, even if that was weird. I've seen people with that color hair and eyes, but I think it's not real. Long hair is lovely, and I think I would be tall and strong to protect people. I don't know what my face would look like; I don't care.
Goals: Have friends, love people, have fun, go to school, learn lots of things, get married and have a family, get a real job in a nice city, and just be human.