After a few hours of tossing and turning, Astor got up. Meditating the whole day didn't take much energi, so it was hard to sleep, especially when being still annoyed. Usually he would just wander around in the cave until he got tired, maybe to some easy work out - but that was another thing he had become really bored of. This whole cave sucked. Tristan could say what he wanted, but Astor needed a change.
With slow and careful steps, he made his way out of his sleeping spot and through the cave. Tristan was just overreacting anyway. Yes, bad stuff could happen, but also good stuff. Had he no fait in him at all? Besides, he could leave the cave without going to a city. Maybe just look at one from a distance? That would be more exciting than anything he had done for a while, which was a depressing fact.
Exiting the cave, he continued through the canyon and then finally climbed up to ground level. It took him some time to figure the right way. He had to double back several times and try a different rout, and when he finally made it, he had to stop himself from not shouting out in joy.
The air was cool and crisp, the sky dark and full of stars. The sky, he could see the whole sky! He turned around a couple times just taking it all in, enjoying the wonderful sense of freedom. Until he saw a bird and jumped back in pure reflex.
A relived sigh left him when he realized it wasn't Tristan. And then he felt stupid for getting startled at all. What was he afraid of anyway? Getting scolded at like a little kid? Tristan was older, but that didn't give him the right to treat Astor like an idiot. Even when he was one.
Keeping a nice pace, fueled by excitement and hunger for a change, he walked towards the closest town. As he got nearer, he saw the sky illuminated by all the lights from it. A golden glow crowning all the buildings, tall and small.
The closer he got, the harder it was to turn back around, which was his original plan. He kept telling himself he would just go a little but further, just look a little bit more. If something happened, he could just slow down time and run away, right? Not that anything would happen, surely. And maybe he could just get some real food before leaving, that wouldn't hurt anyone.
He passed a house near the edge of the city with some clothes hanging out to dry. After making sure no one was looking, a grabbed what he needed and hurried off to a small gathering of trees. He would stand out in his ripped and worn clothes, so he quickly changed. Luckily, with that water fall so conveniently located in the cave, he was clean. Unshaven and in dire need of a haircut, but clean.
So without thinking anything trough, because why bother, Astor suddenly found himself standing in a street with busy night life surrounding him at all corners. People selling food from the small stalls, friends walking the streets laughing, men looking for company.
It was a little unsettling, the sudden change of scenery. He hadn't thought that being surrounded by so many people again would feel any different than before, but it did. Already he could feel is heart raising as he looked around. Could they se that he was different? No, how could they. He was just being paranoid. Right?
«Happy place, happy place,» he muttered under his breath while he started walking down the street.
The smells from the different food stalls made his stomach growl. Spiced meats, greasy soups, fried pastry… He wanted them all, there was just one problem. No money. Well, an easy problem. Pickpocketing was luckily his specialty.
He calmly walked up and down the street while looking through the crowd, searching for an opportunity. It presented itself soon enough. A drunk stumbling through the crowd, dressed in clothes that screamed money. Astor chuckled slightly and headed for him.
Just as they passed each other, Astor bumped casually into him and started rambling an apology while slipping his hand into his inner pocket, closing his fingers around the small leather pouch that lied there. Stupid. They always kept it at the same place.
A second too late, it occurred to him that maybe he was a little out of practice. And another thing; most people with money had at least on guard following them. Or he might just have really bad luck, because when he pulled his arm back - seemingly without the victim noticing a thing - a strong hand closed around his wrist.
«Shouldn't have done that,» a hoarse voice said, and Astor immediately dropped the small pouch. «Fuck,» Astor muttered under his breath and looked at the man holding him. A guard, no doubt. «Eh, misunderstanding?» he tried and smirked at the larger man, who was already joined by two more. Perfect.
The guards didn't buy it, and Astor was soon on his way to the lock up. This was probably the situation Tristan had talked about, were he expected Astor to freak out and lose his control. Luckily Astor was no stranger to getting himself into trouble, which had given him a lot of practice with keeping himself calm in situations like these. You didn't get out of trouble if you didn't manage to keep your head cool. You had to be alert and ready, so the second an opportunity to slip away came around, you weren't busy having a panic attack.
Unfortunately Astor's bad luck continued and no opportunities like that came around this time. The guards kept a hand on him at all times, and even barely took their eyes of him. He suspected the time in the caves had roughed up his looks a little more than he was aware of, making him look more dangerous than he actually was. So he soon found himself in a cell, and when the door closed behind him, he found the perfect time for that panic attack.
«Hey, no no, this is totally misunderstanding, just–« he started explaining, but the guards were already walking away. Astor grabbed the bars and breathed heavy, feeling his chest close up and hands shaking slightly. «Fuck, fuck. Happy place, happy-happy place…»
He had been caught stealing from someone, a crime that was not looked lightly at - especially not when the victim was apparently some big shot. Although he didn't know what the punishment was in this town, it definitely wasn't something nice. Whipping? Chopping his hand off? Hanging…?
His control was sliping at rapid speed, and time slowed down around him. There was no one around him to show it, no movements at all, but the distant sounds from the crowded streets above him disappeared.
Astor backed away from the bars and slid down on the floor when his back hit the opposite wall. He sat there, staring at the door while he tried to get hold of the control again, to turn time back to normal. But he couldn't, it was like trying to catch smoke with your hands.
With heart racing and breathing a little strained, he tried sitting as still as possible. If someone came back, he would have to do his best to not show what was really going on. That would only make things a lot worse.