A Whispering Enigma



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So yeah. This be a collection of poetry by Fluffy. Just a place to keep them and breathe life into my beloved Art/Writing section, really. XD I am not looking for any critiquing. Because I'm a loserface that doesn't know how to take criticism well.

A poem to my abusive step-dad, which of course, I won't ever show him. Much too afraid for that... Just feeling really sad tonight as memories strike me.

16 Years of Heartache

Crumbled beneath the fist
of a monster
who's just misunderstood

Trembling with fear
as he shouts
as he screams

Bruised and beaten
cold and deaf
but not broken
just confused

Our love has decayed
turned to dust in a jar
where he trashed the pictures I made
where he disposed of my plush puppy

May you find happiness
and banish your woes

You're a demon
but I still wish the best

Good bye, step-father
I mean it
Good bye
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I gotta give you a fist-bump on this one, Fluffers, because even just posting something like this on the internet takes a ton of strength. Very well written.
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<3 Thank you, Fel. That means a lot.

This next one's just... A random poem I came up with.

Woe is the Damsel

Woe is the damsel
shedding tears of sorrow
from her eyes that dazzle
anxious for tomorrow

Hair that's long and auburn
that lays out like a fan
A heart full of yearn
for her loving man

Plucking petals from a daisy
"He loves me, he loves me not"
Her desire for him is crazy
but he's really all she's got

She waits for her warring knight
beneath a mighty tree
She hopes he is alright
She hopes they're meant to be
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It's pretty good, kind of like my self but more like a puppet just being strung along
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Guardian Angel

Fear not the blades
or the bullets
that threaten you

Fear not the beasts
or the shadows
that chase you

Fear not the storms
or the evils
that call you

Fear not the people
or the heroes
who abandon you

Reach for the light
for the gentle hand
for the mighty feathered wings

Reach for the chanting angel
who chases your nightmares away
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It's a beautiful poem. :]
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Deathly Dreams
Choking on the ashes
of everyone I knew
A body covered with gashes
How can this be true?

An anchor chained to me
Tossed into the water
Even if I try to plea
All I see is slaughter

The ocean's bloody red
I'm losing all my air
I already feel dead
Do I even care?

Nothing left to give
Nothing left to take
No life left to live
No promises left to make

I'll never win this battle
My nightmares murder me
Death is but a rattle
When will I be free?
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I'm loving your rhymes, Fluffy, dear. ^.^ Continue doing what you're doing.
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Um... Yeah. Past 5 AM, I guess I felt like writing. I use the early morning and sleep deprivation as an excuse for its crappy-ness.

Melodic Sacrifice

I would sacrifice it all
Just to laugh once more

I'll give away the songs
of happy tweeting birds
of somber howling wolves
of enchanting orca whales

I'll trade the chime of silver bells
They can take my MP3
My alarm clock sounds, just take them
I'll wake up to something else

The rock groups I adore
The techno, the country, the soundtracks
I can learn to live without them
So as long as you'll still call

I would exist in silence
Just to hear your voice

Of all the music in my life
All I need's your words
And I would give it all away
Just for one more night
Please, give me one more night
Graceless Ballet

Dearest ballerina
though your toes are sore
you must dance forevermore

You've lost your charm
but you still have what's inside
you still have your pride

There's no audience
for a dancer like you
who stumbles at every "Boo!"

They don't hate you
it's your failure they despise
can't even win the third prize

Dust yourself off, lovely
your smile's one to keep
even when you weep

Don't stop the ballet
you'd regret it, you know
quitting on yourself is low

I'll always be your fan
you're a beautiful dame
with a beautiful name

The world needs you
a girl determined and fine
and you'll always be mine
Practicing a poetry style called Etheree. Syllables can be more difficult than rhymes, sometimes. o_o; (Heh heh, that rhymed.) And yes... Dorky poem about a panda bear. Who saves the world. Don'tjudgeme! >>;


of black and white
I have missed you so
Please return to my arms
so we may smile and laugh
Don't forget that I am waiting
You're so busy being heroic
My heart beats fast with 'pandamonium'
I dunno.. I'm depressed. Need to get it out of my system. Don't ask...

Misery Loves Company

Misery comes a walking
stops to knock on my door
I don't answer, so he enters
finds me dying on the floor

Says I could use some company
and he could use a kiss
I don't know what I need
Probably someone I miss

I lose myself completely
in that toxic kiss
I know that it's dangerous
but my god, it's bliss

You're overrated, heart slayer
A pain in the head
I want to get rid of you
I really want you dead

Oh, sweet Misery
send me away
to a place no one goes
a place that I can stay
Phantom Saviour

Sweet, sweet melody
a soothing song of praise
from the phantom of my dreams

Whose transparency uplifts me
Whose ghostly embrace completes me

He knows no fear
Nor do I
Not when he's around

Protected from the beasts
the masked villains
the armed thugs
all with cruel intentions

He carries me away
This heroic phantom I love

With him, my nightmares are dreams
but when he fades
when he's lost
when he's defeated

I'm alone all over again
Kitti likes Misery Loves Company best.
Am I morbid? D;
I loves them all though~ ^,^
<3 Thank you, Kitti.


and passive
A stinging in my mind

and confound
My sanity left behind

and hindered
Antagonized by fear

and robust
Clinging to what's dear
Can't... Fall... Asleep. At least I did something with my time.

My Paladin

My paladin

A man who's altruistic
Wiser than what meets the eye
Graceful like a predator
With the charm of a rascal

He is my paladin
My saviour
My friend

A voice filled with mirth
A song for every mood
And an aura that is calm
There's no fight that is senseless

He is my paladin
My defender
My star

The owner of a book
A book of wisdom and facts
a few stories, a few jokes
And pages of lessons

He is my paladin
My teacher
My muse

A guardian who's unafraid
Striking the maws of torment
Drawing a path to refuge
Promising a happy end

My paladin

A lucid utopia
An illusion
yet sublime

A radiant room
filled with chronicles
of martyrs and scoundrels
of riddles and patterns
of legacies and sacrifices

A sentimental moment
and a fantasy
Disappointingly intangible

A time I felt at home
Solaced and desired
Genuinely happy

What is happiness?

It is but a reverie
The most blissful reverie of all
Wow, nice work on all of these poems! I can't decide which one is my favourite but if I had to choose I'd go with Melodic Sacrifice.
You've got quite a knack for this, Andi. I am suitably impressed with your work. Good job.
Thank you, Coti. I'm glad you like them. And thank you too, Peter.

Wintry Dedication

Frigid, yet invigorating
This oncoming tide
Claiming my mind
My body
My soul

An embrace so cold
Abducting me
and hushing me
Until I'm just a puppet
Floating to oblivion

'Till I am aided
Alerted by a spear
Piercing the icy clutches
And freeing me
Freeing me of the numbness

Elegant guardian
Assisting me to shore
Atoning for a late arrival
While delivering remedy
Banishing the deathly cold

A touch so delicate
A serenade so fine

A cherished existence
And a vision worth fighting for