Alex Williams
The Sheep
(On the ship)
The laptop turned on with complete ease, once it did he simply typed in his password (though the length of it was rather unnecessary). Once he did, he opened a few things to see what exactly this hard drive did.
"Ah, that's useful." With a light nod to himself about this he took a small breath and with that went to a website that allowed high quality video calls. When he got here he was silent for a moment as he just starred at the website, his cursor hovering over a familiar username.
'Its going to be okay....he'll understand just, I just cant hide anything.....' His eyes once more glancing over at the clock, he bit the inside of his lip ever so softly.
'Maybe he's asleep? Its pretty late there, it....it might be best if I call him in the morning or...or some other time. Not like I have good news I sh.....' Hanging his head as he tried to figure out what to do, his eyes were drawn to a messanger app that was at the bottom of his task bar.
Only now, did he notice the flashing icon, a sign that someone had messaged him. Which wasn't anything all that special, for he had a few people who knew his private messenger. Namely other streamers he liked, just for chatting or to plan some kind of collaboration, there was also a few people from the clan, who weren't jackasses that had it. However....he the messages he had received...and even now were receiving didn't belong to them. There was already 15...no wait 17 messages that he had yet to look at.....20..... His messenger was getting spammed, and he knew why.
With a pit now growing in his stomach he had to hold it with his free hand, as he was now feeling genuinely sick. Which was stupid without a doubt, after all....he should be happy. He should be delighted that he was getting to many messages, after all, it was just his lover trying to check up on him. Likely worried about his silence, after all it was rare for Alex to ever miss a set deadline to contact Carter.
'I should be happy, so many messages from him, he must be worried. Probably pissed as well, though...he has ever right to be mad at me.....' Ever so softly gulping, he finally moved his cursor and clicked on the messenger.
As soon as it opened, his eyes went to his lover chat, and there he only confirmed what he already knew. All 96 messages were in fact from Carter. Not wanting to fuck things up even more, he clicked on the chat, which showed the oldest message.
'I know its a bit early, but are you here? Figured you would have called by now, make sure to get back to me when you can' (Received 1 hour, 35 minutes ago)
A pretty normal, calm message, however, this trend didn't stick in the least. As Alex scrolled down, he silently read over each message, each one getting more hostile than the last with every passing minute.
'Alex! Its ten minutes past the time! Where the fuck are you?? I bet you forgot the time didn't you??? Call me already.' (Received 1 hour and 20 minutes ago)
'Are you trying to fucking piss me off!? You are doing a damn good job at it! Hurry up and call me, and turn your damn phone on!' (received 1 and 10 minutes ago)
'I am trying to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are seriously pushing it right now! If you dont call me in the next 10 minutes I swear to all hells! (received 1 hour ago)
'.....Do you think this is funny?' (received 50 minutes ago)
'Do you find it fucking hilarious to keep me waiting?' (Received 50 minutes ago)
'I bet you are sitting there reading all these messages aren't you?' (Received 50 minutes ago)
'You having fun laughing at me? Is that it?' (Received 49 minutes ago)
'Cunt' (Received 49 minutes ago)
'Alex, answer me....this isn't funny. Do you hate me or something? I didn't even do anything wrong, why wont you answer me already? I know you are on your laptop....how can you ignore me after everything I've done? You cant hate me can you? Just....just answer already.' (received 30 minutes ago)
'Are you cheating me on me???? You are never this long off your fucking laptop!' (Received 21 minutes ago)
'Alex' (Received 20 minutes ago)
'You better, have the best explanation in the world for keeping me waiting this long' (Received 10 minutes ago)
'If you dont, if you give me some stupid ass excuse, some pathetic by the book lie.' (Received 10 minutes ago)
'You know, just because I'm not there, doesn't mean I cant do anything to you.' (Received 10 minutes ago)
'I bet you think you are on top of the world, did you think you could just run away from me? I love you, so much.' (Received 9 minutes ago)
'I. Love. You. So. Fucking. Much. You know that right?' (Received 9 minutes ago)
"You know, I will chase you to the ends of the earth to get you in my hold again. So I can embrace you, love you...' (received 9 minutes ago)
'But once I get my hold on you~' (Received 8 minutes ago)
'I'm going to make sure to hurt you~' (Received 8 minutes ago)
'Hurt your arms~' (Received 8 minutes ago)
'Your legs~~' (Received 8 minutes ago)
'Every. Fucking. Part. Of. Your. Whore. Body~' (Received 7 minutes ago)
'Except your face~' (Received 7 minutes ago)
'If you beg enough~ Maybe I wont hurt your hands~ Cant have you get completely out of work~' (Received 7 minutes ago)
'Every part of you belongs to me, dont forget that. Just because you wont answer, doesn't mean I just stupid existing~~' (Received 6 minutes ago)
'Going to keep ignoring me huh?' (Received 6 minutes ago)
'Fine.' (Received 6 minutes ago)
'Suit yourself.' (Received 5 minutes ago)
'Keep silent, I'm going out to get some more fucking drinks.' (Received 5 minutes ago)
'Drank all I had cause of you worrying me cunt.' (Received 5 minutes ago)
'Fucking useless sometimes you know that?' (Received 4 minutes ago)
'Dont worry love, once you and I are back together~ I'll make sure you can never ignore me again~' (Received 2 minutes ago)
Silence
Alex said nothing, but his expression said it all. He was scared...horrified. Yes, he was on a boat in the middle of the ocean...but...it was temporary he....he...
"I messed up." Gulping a bit, he clicked on the chat box, only for his fingers to hover over the keys for a moment as he tried to figure out what to type. A good five minutes passed before he finally wrote something.
'I'm sorry.'(Received now)
After writing this he sat in his spot, waiting, three minutes, five minutes, ten minutes, nothing.
'He must still be out shopping...'
'I'm really sorry, the meeting went on for a long time, and I was talking to these people and lost track of time. I didn't mean to make you worry I just.....I'm sorry. Please dont be angry at me, I wasn't trying to ignore you I swear.' (Received now)
'You, must be shopping still. Or did you pass out on the couch? I have to go soon, but....before I do. The people that are leading this told me, I'll be here longer than I thought... Honestly! I dont know when I'll be back but.... It might be a week, maybe more or less. I'll let you know once they can confirm something, okay?' (Received now)
A moment of silence, Alex let out a light sigh as he let his fingers go across the keyboard once more.
'I'm honestly so sorry, please dont be too angry. I have to go again, dont forget your hangover medicine is in the nightstand, and I think there is still some dinner from before that should help your head pains. I love you, please sleep well.'(Received now)
Once this message was sent Alex shut the laptop, and placed it right back into his bag. No words left him as he went back to bed and just curled into a tight, soundless ball. His minding filled with worry, fear, anxiety, and a plethora of other things. Concerning both the job at hand and Carter. All this stress only increased, but after two hours of just starring at a wall, he managed to pass out.
(Present day)
The next few days went by in a moment for Alex, namely due to the fact he wasn't all there for the most part. While he did as he was told, he wasn't paying much attention to anything going on. He seemed rather zoned out all in all. If the agents hadn't been watching them like a hawk, Alex would have lost his laptop and several other things without a doubt. For the most part, the sheep Zodiac remained in the middle of the group, though was sure to avoid any conversation by burying his face into his fixed scarf that was once more wrapped loosely around his neck.
When they arrived at the apartment, Alex went out merely to get more fitting clothes and nothing else. For the most part he remained inside just messing with his computer, and checking his messages...something he never got a response on. Which of course brought him massive concern, though he never voiced it. After all, why should he bother others with his issues? It was merely a lover spat anyway.
Once it was time for them all to leave, he just got dressed and ready like he was told to do. He didn't bring his computer with him this time around, though he did have his cellphone, as well as a few weapons, for a just incase scenario. Getting into the Van, he choose to sit in the middle, but avoided any kind of conversation like he had done the pervious days. Upon arriving he slipped out of the van and quietly moved over to where Sophia had beckoned the group to converge at. Though it didn't seem like everyone was doing as asked right off the bat. Not wanting to cause any more trouble for anyone, he just did as requested, and now stood a few feet away, and merely waited in silence, once more burying his face in his scarf (an item of which he was extraordinarily insistent on keeping with him).
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