Where Lies and Truth mingle

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Food freshly caught hung over the pit, fruits of numerous degrees were either being ripped open or torn apart for consumption for others, small Harpies running after another with a bellow of laughter. The cavern was wide, made torches lighting up the dark space while a pyre bloomed in size with crackling snaps gave the space warmth.

Harpies of all sorts cluttered together. Many speaking warmly extending the welcoming nature of the breed.

Mar'luin sat with curious children too young to fly, listening to wild tales. It was hard to believe these creatures were the bane of the shifters. There species so greatly different and holding family and friends as care instead of mistrust.

Eryn was above in a notch where she made her own private nest, watching from a far.

Yulin had waited patiently for Roman to clean himself and to take his time coming into the large space where all would be fed. Making only comments when needed.
 
Being clean after a week of fever and little movement was heavenly. There was really no other way to describe it and Roman had soaked for a while, knowing he had no where to be, to duty to get to, not pressing task....and knowing he wouldn't have been able to get to it quickly even if he'd wanted to. Not with the wound he had telling him every fast-paced motion was a major affront to his abdomen. No, he let the aches and pains of his body be soothed and worked the grime off his skin, feeling a shudder of revulsion at feeling week old blood on his neck and collarbones that had been missed by the Harpies.

Cesar's blood.

At least the lying snake was dead.

Roman wasn't sure if that was a great comfort, though, when he pictured Anali's face, knowing that she'd pay for his crimes just as assuredly as she'd suffer for her own. The thought brought bile to his throat once more and Roman swallowed it down, fighting the natural reaction of his body and forcing himself to think on something else.

Like Yulin's brief, revealed insight.

What other realm had he been speaking of? As far as Roman was aware, he was Prince only in one. His mother had not been a Princess, the Sirens didn't have any. She'd been from a wealthy family, but...that didn't give him any standing with her people, especially considering he was a male. A female dominate race, the males were nearly powerless and held little status unless they had some special skill to impart. Most didn't and Roman had long been told his mother's people wanted nothing to do with him for his gender alone, his half-Siren status only making him a further outcast from them.

No, the Sirens could not possibly be the race Mar'luin meant.

That still left questions circling around in Roman's head, though, and finally he couldn't stay still with them any longer. Such was the moment he decided to get out of the spring and the Shifter did so carefully, accepting the clean clothes Yulin had provided for him and then quietly following the Harpy down the tunnels toward the cavern that held the most delicious of aromas and the sound of chatter and laughter. The sight Roman came upon was like nothing he'd seen before, much too rustic for his own people, but somehow...it felt far more welcoming than any celebration or feast he'd ever been to with the Shifters and Roman almost instantly relaxed as he followed his guide wherever Yulin decided to take him.
 
Leading the prince downwards towards the pyre and the groves of food being set out, numerous eyes turned to watch them both though unlike Roman's first time here, the hostility was no where in sight. It was perhaps amusing to see how a breed of feathered creatures could so willingly change their minds merely because of his noble actions alone. Helped that he had brought back the scale. Roman could have been a hero in their eyes now.

Welcoming grins and soft hello's were spoken, no one daring to turn tail and hide but rather continued on their merry way as if Roman was nothing less than one of their own. A good life to be sure was surrounded by acceptance for merely being yourself. The harpies were that sort of people.

A small child whose down feathers were started to turn into strong flight feathers extended a wooden plate up to Yulin and then grinned as he offered one up to Roman. "I am sure you are hungry, Roman." Yulin made a motion to the spread, "Please help yourself. Eat your fill of course."
 
The difference in atmosphere was not lost on Roman in the least. Even if he'd no been royally trained in such things as sensing the mood of a crowd, he would have felt the change anyway. These people expressed their emotions so freely, so openly and it astounded and amazed him, even as it made him unsure about his own reactions to them. He hadn't been raised on great shows of affection - and any changes to that lifestyle had been lost to him when his mother was - or touch, had been trained to keep his emotions hidden, to smile when he felt sadness, to be polite when he was angry, to act aloof when scared, confident when he was unsure. To do otherwise was weakness not befitting a Prince.

But these people, the Harpies....Roman could not see them as weak.

They were primal, brutal at the worst of times and compassionate, kind and mirthful at the best of times. They looked at life in black and white, and chose to stay in the light side. The communicated openly, candidly and they did it all without hiding what they felt. No, he could not see them as weak, but Roman could envy them and he did.

The thought didn't stop him from smiling a bit at the child who handed him the plate, nor did it stop him from dipping his head graciously to Yulin and half-following the Harpy to where the food was, understanding that he was free to move around the cavern as he wished and so taking his time to observe the people here.

The children especially caught his attention and Roman, even after he'd acquired food, sat gingerly and then just watched them, not yet eating. He wasn't all that hungry even as he knew he should have been and they were fascinating...and their pure hearts and happy laughter soothed the ache in his chest.
 
Craning his gaze upwards pinpointing where the lurking one was hiding as she skittered back to disappear over the ridge of where her nest was; Yulin stifled the urge to sigh at her. Even from this far away.

It would be a while before she would come to occupy similar area as the prince, a sad sight to behold but nothing too unusual for him to see with her. He opted to clear his throat, speaking softly to a elder woman that had a comment to make about the state of the south cavern walls and how they were slick with water; he made a voucher to look into them.

Traveling back to accompany Roman as he was instructed by Mar'luin a bit ago; ready to answer what he could and direct where he couldn't; the large male harpy paused his step back some. Watching the prince and how he seemed to study the children before him as they chased each other around, Yulin hummed softly to himself.

Taking a few minutes to observe before he joined the prince to sit crossed legged on the ground as well, the white crowned man smiled gently. "You look like a man who has much to say and more questions than his mouth can ask in a sitting." Yulin took a bite out of a pear, as his other hand moved an apple behind his back knowing damn well that Eryn would come down in her stealth to be fed and steal what he was offering. "Not as monstrous and evil as story books make us out to be?" he raised his brows up.
 
Roman glanced to Yulin as the male Harpy took up residence beside him and then looked away again, returning to the children for reasons that eluded him for no other reason that he felt compelled to do so. He kept his attention divided, though, quite skilled at doing that at least and had to smile just a bit at the Harpy's words. Indeed, his mind was filled with many questions, but not all of them relevant or necessary. He could learn some of the answers on his own and so didn't ask about them.

But some....yes, he wanted to ask, but at the same time he didn't.

Yulin's own comment was greatly helpful to Roman as it gave him some kind of opening to start with. The Prince had actually spoken very little and asked very few questions at all since waking. He preferred to observe before he opened his mouth and relatively knew the right times to speak in any given circumstance.

Roman did smile now, showing teeth even, shaking his head slowly. "Not even close, no. But then, I never took much interest in Harpies when I was young. My mother never lingered on the stories. She said my time would be better suited reading about-" Roman faltered and his eyes flared to Mar'uin, his next word speculative. "-dragons."

That...that was only a coincidence, wasn't it? The more he thought about it, the more Roman began to wonder, though, and his thoughts were only halted when the world spun out of control around him and the Shifter hissed in objection to the images that suddenly flooded his mind. There was no stopping them, though, and his gray eyes went unfocused and cloudy as he was lost to the present and pulled into the future.

He was still in the cavern, Harpies milling all around, laughing, eating, playing. He could almost believe nothing had happened at all, that he'd been mistaken, but no. Yulin now looked concerned, puzzled by Roman's reaction to what could have possibly seemed like danger or pain but was neither. And Mar'luin...the dragon was looking at him intently, as if he *knew*.

But Roman's attention didn't stay on them.

It went back to the children, the ones he'd felt so drawn to watching earlier and Roman now understood why. He watched in horror as the earth they'd been playing on suddenly split open as a mini earth-shake enveloped the cavern, the mountain temperamental after the earthquakes created from the dragon that had rocked the palace above. The ground crumbled beneath small feet and the little Harpies jumped and flapped, springing, gliding to safety and the comfort of adult arms as they screamed their fright.

But one didn't make it. Too far out, too close to the gaping fissure that had spread rapidly, the child fell in, too young too fly, too fast for rescue, the fissure too narrow for adult Harpy wings anyway.

He fell shrieking in terror into the earth.


Roman came back to himself already starting to move. That urge, that overwhelming, powerful urge to DO SOMETHING had come over him again and the Shifter reacted on that instinct, his body shifting even as he lurched up and away. The agony was ignored, distant and unimportant as the first rumble was felt under his paws and Roman's eyes locked on to the child who would die, watching as the earth crumbled and widened beneath the playing little ones.

As one they screamed and scrambled away from the death trap, getting to safety, all but one. He started his decent and Roman leaped, powerful, coiled muscles sending him sailing through the air. His jaws snapped around their intended target - the child's shirt - and then Roman was carrying extra weight, his body off-balance, crashing into the opposite wall of the crevice. His claws latched on to the ledge and the pain in his stomach flared like fire, making him want to roar, but he didn't let go of his precious cargo even as the earth rumbled again, rocks shifting down and around him. He clung and finally relief came, hands taking the child from him, grabbing at his fur, his scruff, helping him over the ledge.

The tiger panted, staggered as his muscles screamed at him and his heart pounded like a drum in his ears. The urgent feeling had faded, though, and Roman sank to the ground, bleeding again, not caring as his searching eyes found those of the child. He was crying, clinging to his mother desperately, but he was alive. So very alive.

Roman felt it worth all the pain in the world and he relaxed, tempted to succumb to the blackness that threatened his vision, but caution keeping him awake as he waited for the process of breathing to become less difficult. And as he did that, the life the child could have now flashed before his eyes. A General. A good one, too.

Roman would have laughed in delight had he the human mouth to do it. So this was what succeeding in changing the future felt like.
 
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It all happened so fast that many were left dazed and confused by what transpired. Others took flight to escat the rumbling but all were watching the shifter. The one above all else being Mar'luin himself.

Yulin was probably the only one to stayed calm, sitting where he was nibbling on a piece of melon with no dire worries at all. Unusual of course but the motif of the large harpy seemed to resonate calm to others. Eventually beckoning soft chattering and wide eyed looks.

The boy was safe, healers that had been in the crowd coming forth to attend to that of the shifter with little fear to what form he took. Roman would be addressed as they seen fit and brought back to stable condition.

Yulin looked towards that of Mar'luin who in turn did the same. Leave it to the great beast to know the truth. And it was clear that not even Roman could tell that Mar'luin was a paired spectre..a creature once living as a Dragon that had been infused with nature's gifts. Two for truth.

There was reason why the ghostly vision of a beast could rumble the earth, it wasn't just fate.

Healers shifted and moved as Mar'luin made a motion to Yulin. It was time for him and the Dragon to speak further. "See that our guest is taking care of." Mar'luin rose up as Yulin got to his feet to follow the large spectre. They had many things to mull over.
 
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Nearly two weeks saw Roman's wound tender, but mostly healed. He'd been put on 'cave arrest' by the healers after his stunt, and while it had nearly driven the Shifter mad to not be allowed to go anywhere, to always be under the healer's gaze, but in the end it was worth it as he recovered faster. He supposed not putting himself at risk for tearing his stomach helped matters and when Roman was finally allowed to leave - under warning to not stress himself - he felt a profound happiness that was so simple it was overwhelming.

As soon as he was out of sight of the healers, Roman grinned to himself like a mischievous child and his form immediately shifted, his body taking its time this go around, but still shrinking down into the ferret form that gave him such freedom to move around relatively unnoticed - though, that wasn't his goal this time as he darted off through the passageways.

He felt like a child again and though Roman knew the cares that had been weighing heavily on his shoulders were not gone, he chose to shed them for just a little while. For just an hour or two if he could. So he made his way to a main cavern, one of the larger ones, finding his way by sound and smell alone, knowing many had converged on this tunnel and many more sounds were coming from the large cave beyond. Even knowing what he'd see, Roman found himself marveling anew at the Harpies and their simple, but happy life.

He vaguely wondered, if given the chance, he could learn to be happy with that kind of life.

Roman knew it wasn't to be, though. He had responsibilities that could not just be cast aside, at least not by him even if technically these burdens had been torn from him by his Uncle. No, Roman wasn't going to give them up the easy, but for now....he could bid them patience and did as he felt his long, but small body being lifted by small hands and away from the small feet he'd chosen to stop in front of.

The little girl observed him with all the curiosity a little one could possess and Roman did his best to keep still even as the animal mind within his own wanted to wiggle and climb up the child's arm. In the end, that's what he ended up doing, the control too much and the Harpy-child giggled as she watched him, her sounds drawing over more young ones who grinned in delight at the small creature, reaching up to pet him and a few to grab him so they could hold him, too. Roman avoided those hands, chittering in reproach to them until they stopped and only then did he transfer his position, skittering from one outstretched arm, shoulder, to another as he desired.

He suspected the adults who watched knew exactly what he was, but Roman didn't mind and they didn't seem to either. He wasn't harming the children in the least and when he went to the ground again and took off, it was a completely consensual game of tag that soon pervaded the cavern.
 
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He generally didn't overly worry about his younger kin when she wanted to be scarce, usually. But after two weeks of minimal sightings and even less conversation between himself and her, was difficult to ignore.

If she didn't want to be found, she wouldn't. It made hide and seek almost impossible with the sensitive harpy. Opting to keep an eye on the prince instead as the healers had released him from there ever watchful care, Yulin hung back as the ferret curled and bobbled along with the small ones. Joy evident and ringing through the stone walls. Something that was welcomed to hear.

Mar'luin refused to speak yet to the Prince. His wounds needed healing and his eyes needed to see the life here underground. Learning things that one experience taught. Though Yulin knew as well Eryn had to be involved. As much as she might want to stay away and hide, she was a part of the future for the Prince. To help him to his ancestors. He long ago gave up trying to figure Mar'luins reasoning put. Knowing the spectre always had logic with his words and thoughts and actions.

Crossing his arms over his chest, Yulin watched with a casual smile as the Prince behaved freely with the children.
 
Roman ran around until he felt his muscles starting to protest in some earnest and only then did he make his escape. Many children saw him round a large boulder that led to other tunnels but when they would have gone after him, their parents called them back, knowing what the ferret was and suspecting that the Shifter was done with the game. And frankly, they appreciated that he didn't shift in front of them, observing the now humanoid-appearing Roman emerging from behind the rock. The sight was not a particularly pretty one and the children might not play so freely if they knew what the ferret was. Not yet anyway.

No, the Shifter had been wise in his decision and now he came back into the cavern, brushing his hand through his hair and giving a sheepish kind of smile to the parents that grinned widely at him, avoiding their gaze afterward and instead finding Yulin's form. Gray eyes immediately looked around the male Harpy and then darted slowly around the cavern and the ledges and chambers above the cavern, wondering if he'd catch a glimpse of Eryn. He'd seen - or thought he'd seen - her a few times when Yulin was around, but he'd not talked to her in nearly two weeks now - no that wasn't true, he'd not talked to her since the day before she'd been captured by his Uncle. Nearly three weeks.

Just thinking of it caused an ache in Roman's chest, but he ignored it, pushed it down and away like he did everything else that hurt him. Dwelling on it wasn't going to change anything. She wanted nothing to do with him and he couldn't make her reappear.

He just had to accept that he'd lost her.

His thoughts less than happy, Roman's calm mask had come back by the time he came to where Yulin was, raising a brow slightly in question. "Are you assigned to be my shadow or I am needed for something?" It was either one or the other with Yulin he'd found.
 
He gave the man a grim pure in its honesty, "Shadow today. The healers worry with great resolve you know. " rubbing a thumb over his palm, Yulin looked outwards to where the children and Prince had been. "One learns much from being a shadow. Things cannot be hidden when one is watching."

Yulin was smart and that proved reason why he was council with Mar'luin. "When do you plan on demanding answers Roman?" he knew the man was one to was innately curious and wanted answers, but far too stubborn to ask them or demand. Roman was the sort of fellow that lived behind masks, too proud to state what he really wanted. That was something Yulin learnt in observing the royal. "Masks don't cover everything."
 
Roman gave the male Harpy a half-look at his comment about seeing things, understanding well the subtle message in that. Yulin wasn't just shadowing him for the healer's benefit but for Mar'luin's as well, for his people's benefit, seeing how Roman was when he thought no one was looking. Smart, but the Harpy wasn't hidden enough about it.....or perhaps that was the point. He had to keep reminding himself that these people were not Shifter Nobility, they were not raised on the constant need to protect themselves from each other, on subterfuge.

Yes, perhaps he was reading this slightly wrong and so Roman remained wisely quiet, not knowing either way and not about to say something stupid in that state of not being sure.

It turned out Yulin had a question of his own, though, and Roman did give the other a sharp, narrow-eyed expression for not his first words, but his second set. It wasn't anger that clouded the Shifter's expression, though, but thought and some frustration. The latter was due to the complete lack of understanding these people had about HIS world, about any of the worlds besides their own. They didn't understand that sometimes, you could not show your emotions, sometimes it was dangerous to do so. And Roman had been nursed, raised, trained in that danger. They couldn't expect him to reveal everything so plainly. He probably never would, but he did sincerely think about Yulin's words before shaking his head, deciding not to answer them at all, keeping his thoughts to himself.

"I don't demand answers unless I feel I have the authority or the pressing need to do so, Yulin. Sometimes patience is better than persistence." Roman looked away from his constant shadow and instead back to the surrounding cavern, crossing his arms loosely over his chest. "You've told me Mar'luin will speak to me when he is ready and I have not known Harpies to lie. I am his guest and I was taught you don't make demands of your host."
 
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If he thought any harder, Yulin might have been able to hear the whirling thoughts in the man's head. He didn't mind feigning ignorance of the shifter race, - Yulin knew more than he played- but that was for reason. It was one thing learning about them and another to hear about from an actual shifter.

He just merely played his cards in the vague naïve category instead.

So he stood there alongside the prince, waiting for him to say something to any of what he said.

Once he did, Yulin gave him a once over and bowed his head in acceptance. He had never seen such a man try so hard to deny what he wanted by traditions and rules that had been drummed into his own skull. Roman would have to open himself up one day, especially if he wanted to know his future. Perhaps that was why Eryn was needed. She was an empathy… perhaps she-

The realization their nearly played across the harpies face, though he did lift his gaze upwards to the roost. "As you wish Roman." Yulin took a step forward, "Excuse me would you, I believe my time with you is short lived. Seems I might have some questions of my own for Mar'luin."

He bowed his head again before taking to flight. Now he knew why he was supposed to wait, to watch. To see when Roman would break his customs and start attacking his own future.

He was merely observing to see what happened between two unlikely allies.
 
Roman suspected he'd done something 'wrong' again, but he found he didn't have the energy to care about it today. In all truth, he was still staggering under the weight of what had happened with his people and the home he'd lost. In truth, he'd only had a few days to truly process what had happened, his first week spent unconscious and hen half a week after the same way. He'd had a week to start coming to terms with the fact that he couldn't simply go back home. He had lost family, friends and familiarity. He had no where to go and was reliant upon the good will of a people who while kind and honest now, had called for his blood just a month ago.

It was no wonder he didn't want to make demands and took care not to upset anyone. He was trapped just as much as they were right now and when he thought too much about what his future looked like, it overwhelmed him, and when he thought about the past, it threatened to cripple him. So Roman lived in the present and he kept a mask both to protect others from him and himself from them....and his own mind.

It was just too soon for any kind of cracks in his shield to be accepted by Roman.

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The dreams...nightmares....visions, whatever they were to him now, had gotten worse again. In truth, Roman knew that he should have been expecting such. They'd been too quiet in the last two weeks and now, going into the third one, he knew he should not have been surprised by them. Nor what they depicted.

Destruction. Always.

But it was only when, in the last two nights, it had started to get far more personal, the visions containing Eryn, that Roman knew the visions were as much a warning as they were the course of the future. He had known for some time now - a short time, true, but still - that Eryn was connected to his fate somehow, or perhaps he to hers. And the longer they remained in silence toward one another, the worse the dreams got.

So it was that on a night Roman had once again woken in panic that he decided he couldn't do it anymore and rose. He didn't bother with a shirt or shoes as he padded down the empty, quiet tunnels, knowing where he was going without quite understanding how he knew. When he came to the right cavern, though, Roman knew it and he wasted no time in shifting to his hawk form, taking off into the stale air with an inner grumble of effort. He hated flying in still air.

But it was worth it as he finally spotted the roost he'd been aware of for two days now. It was hard not to know when snippets of visions had shown him the place, almost as if they were attempting to guide him. Now the hawk landed on the ledge, taking in the sight of the sleeping Eryn with both a weary inward sigh and a fondness that surprised him.

Roman shifted back then, knowing the noise would probably be enough to wake the female Harpy, but unable to speak in his smaller, winged form and desperately needing to speak. Though, when he was finally back in his birth-form...Roman was unsure where to begin...and unsure she'd stay to hear it anyway.
 
Far up in the notch of hollowed out rock sat her comfort. Riddled with feathers and cotton and fabrics she had taken a liking to over the years, her nest was barely touched by sticks. Eryn enjoyed plush comfort over rigid.

She had done well in her own thoughts to avoid the trouble she caused. Avoiding Roman in her mind was a way to repair her stupidity for all her actions. Leave him be and the course of nature would repair itself. At least that was the hope.

Unlike most of the roosts, Eryn carved this one with a deep hatch where the nest laid. Sheathed by rock around to keep warmth in rather than out. A drive of ledge acted like a balcony just without the safety of railings. Not many Harpies nested this high up, but she enjoyed it. A good twenty feet above the common space of the cavern.

She had obviously been nesting. A single torch had been lit above the nook to give a shade of light. New bits of fabric had Bern claimed, laying in strips in a pile, and a single hole dug through the rock to collect water dripping down for a personal watering hole. Roosts were unique to each. Hers no different.

It was like a shell of feathers that spread from one side of the nest to the other. The female avian asleep in the middle content.

But her ears flocked forcing awareness into a jolting awake conscious. Wings fluttered first, drawing in as Eryn shifted over partially thinking Yulin was coming to huddle up for warmth. Not an uncommon happening.

Knuckling her eyes with a danger yawn, lips smacked as her pale gaze opened in haze to the visitor. A quick mind took note of the being and instantly the harpy dropped down to her chest. Palms and feet peddling her backwards to shrink down. She wanted to crawl away, hide beneath her nest, anything to avoid disappointment from Roman. Anything.

Eryn let out a soft pleading whine, keeping low like she always did when she was afraid. "Sorry. Sorry." She repeated burying her nose into her hands watching him nonetheless. Why was he up here? What did she do wrong now? She was trying to do better, to leave Roman alone! She didn't understand.
 
To watch her was to hurt. Roman once again felt that cold, that ice lodged in his belly give a twist at the sound of her whine, her soft words of supplication and he wanted to move toward her, to lift her up and cradle her close, to soothe the fear and reassure her that he wasn't angry. But that thought scared Roman. He had no idea how Eryn would respond to it! So he instead came just a little closer, mostly to get away from the ledge - or so he told himself - and he let his hands rest on the edge of the Harpy's nest, not wanting to intrude completely by climbing in.

"Eryn, hey, shh. It's all right. You don't have to do that. I'm not angry with you." he whispered softly, keeping calm and then seeming to give up that attempt all in the space of thirty seconds, letting out a sigh that sounded exhausted before he bit his lip, seemingly debating something before he spoke again. "I just...miss talking to you."

It was Roman's turn to half hide his face, setting his chin against his arms where he'd crossed them on the nest, the rest of his body outside of it, kneeling there. He tilted his head against his arms, dark hair casting even darker shadows across his face. It didn't keep the torch light out of his eyes, though, the gray orbs both hopeful that she'd listen and wary of her leaving again.

"I didn't mean to disturb you, though. I will go if you want." was the muffled whisper from his lips, the icy feeling in his gut curling, unhappy with the very thought.
 
She remained where she was, playing possums or close to it in case it was a rouse. Not that such a thing seemed like Roman but after the attack from his uncle, Eryn was exceedingly cautious.

Stopping herself from crawling backwards as he advanced to the edge of her nest, wings pulled tight to her frame; eyes large and glassy. Like an animal in a cage, Eryn was paying acute attention to Roman and any moves he made. Ears moved forward as she listened to him, fingers curling into the fabric of the bedding.

Only once he grew the littlest bit embarrassed did Eryn ease a little bit. Not much but enough to be seen. "Roman no need speak with me. Give space. Remove thorn away to stop more pain." pupils narrowed as she was studying the vibrations around him. "What more do to keep balance? I'm pleading sorry but don't understand what you want with homewrecker like me." She had been practicing her speech in recent though still far from perfect, a low chirp came from her.
 
She hadn't told him to leave. She hadn't left herself. And she was learning his tongue more proficiently.

It made Roman smile just a little.

It was enough hope to ease the sharpest of pangs in his middle if not rid his body of it and Roman relaxed just a little, just as she did. It was easier to follow her cues when he was so unsure what to do himself but her words made him shake his head and for the first time in a long time, Roman let the sadness he felt flicker on to his face, into his eyes, his voice. It was small, but it was there and it was as sincere.

"I don't think you a homewrecker, Eryn. I think of you as a friend and I have missed you. You don't bring me pain." He faltered, looking away, unsure if he should proceed, if it was proper. It certainly would not have been in his culture, but the Harpies were different. He'd seen that, experienced that in both good and bad ways. But he didn't want to give offense. It was a caution, a rule, a training, a lifestyle that had gone from the point of molding him to nearly brainwashing him and Roman was starting to recognize it.

So for tonight, he made a decision to ignore it.

His gray eyes came up, catching the pale-sapphire of the Harpy who was so careful in her own way. "Being away from you pains me. I want to speak with you. I want you to teach me about your people. I want to know the pure way you look at the world and experience all the trouble you can lead me into."

For the first time in a very, very long time, Roman's cheeks colored a bit and he looked down, letting his hair hide his face, feeling open and vulnerable and unsure if he liked it or not. "I want us to be friends, but I don't...I don't always know what you want of me or how to act around you, and for that, I am sorry." His voice lowered, quieter. "I don't mean to cause you distress."
 
Melting her body down into a plate of comfort, slowly letting the tension ebb away Eryn adjusted her frame to lay lazily in a huddle in her nest. His vibrations were erractic but not in the same similar way they had been a few times before. It took a moment before she could accurately label the feeling as him being embarrassed. Flustered in a way that was going against the facade he wore. Like a fish out of water.

It seemed to work in his favour though as she was calming down in turn and let the fright slip into the atmosphere to disperse.

Deep hue of blood skewed along her cheeks as she listened, Eryn looking down towards the ground before she altered her position to crawl along the nest forward. Eyes peeking up at times before she inched slowly forward to Roman and looked at him dropping his hair before his face. "Friends?" she repeated softly, sitting in a crouch studying the man before her nose.

A thoughtful glance and Eryn reached forward with her talons to wrap around an forearm of him. "It is same. Not know exactly what you want me to behave. Two different worlds. Had to reflect that we vary." swallowing dryly Eryn retrieved her hand to push back his hair. "No sorry. Roman no fault." blues searched him, "I get overwhelmed. Easily. Not understand all and make difficult to communicate. But no want to make you sad. Thought doing right thing." Eryn moved her hands in a open gesture. "Shifters closed and like space. Thought was what Roman likes."
 
Her quiet query brought Roman's eyes up slightly and they registered surprise to see that Eryn had gotten closer, much closer without him being aware. She was quite skilled in stealth, that was plain to see but now it had gotten her face much closer to his own and he stayed still, watching her as she watched him, giving a slight nod to her, answering without words.

He wasn't sure what more to say, but he didn't flinch from the Harpy's touch, expecting it more this time, especially after three weeks among her people. He'd had many different Harpies touching him, more people than had done so in years he would guess. But Roman's mind wasn't on that, rather on the words being spoken to him and he nodded again in agreement with her.

What she did now, though, had him stilling in surprise. Roman felt as if something buzzed at the base of his skull, traveling slowly down his spine and warming the chill in his stomach at her gesture. It relaxed him in a way he'd not expected in the least and Roman moved his head back down to his arms, feeling a gentle sense of well-being come over him as her eyes searched him that he didn't understand, but accepted nonetheless.

The Shifter smiled at her explanation of her own difficulties and when she was done speaking, he offered back his own words in return, as quiet and honest as she was.....and feeling that such a thing, in the dim light and the softness of the night around them, it was safe to be that way.

"I don't dislike contact and I don't dislike being around people. I'm just not used to it. I...my parents were killed when I was fifteen years. I was only a small child and from that point onward, I was raised by my Uncle. He...there was little contact and as a Prince, most were not allowed to touch me. I...I don't mind touch. It's just new." he assured the Harpy, not liking that he faltered somewhat, but not really knowing how to articulate that while touch was strange to him...he was starting to like it..but only from certain people.

Was that normal?

The Shifter smiled a little, gray eyes tired. "Perhaps we should simply make an effort to speak to one another about such things, so we understand how we differ and how we are the same."
 
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