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- One post per day
- Multiple posts per week
- 1-3 posts per week
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- I have Thursdays off between two jobs. I am usually available on Wednesdays and Sundays, too. I will usually respond in the evenings, if I can, on the days I work.
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- Advanced
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- Preferred Character Gender
- Male
- Female
- Primarily Prefer Male
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- Fantasy, Romance, Medieval, Futuristic, Apocalyptic, Sci-Fi, Modern, Action, Adventure, some High-Fantasy, Lord of the Rings, Pacific Rim, King Arthur, anything Game of Thrones-esque
Arthur is talking. Something about a castle and Merlin feels like giggling, but she doesn't for she know that will alarm everyone present. She doesn't want to do that. She's not dying. At least, she doesn't think she is. Dying wouldn't feel this....ordinary, would it? Merlin blinks, trying to capture that thought more fully, make it unravel its meaning within her fuzzy mind. Ordinary? No, no she does not feel that way. She feels light and warm and...numb.
Oh.
That's not good is it?
For the first time, her dark blue eyes move slowly away from Arthur and to the ground, blinking, focusing quietly on the red-stained earth under her. No, that is most certainly not ordinary or good. The realization that all the blood she is seeing is her own makes Merlin feel dizzy, almost queasy and she chokes back bile, breathing carefully through her nose as she forces herself to focus.
The pain comes as if called and the healer nearly cries out as she is lifted, but she doesn't try to escape or compartmentalize the pain this time. It is good. Pain is good. Pain means she's still alive. Her dark blue eyes dilate with the agony, though, and Merlin is entirely unaware of who's she's been seated with, doesn't care that their arms are wrapped around her waist. It doesn't matter.
Breathing matters and she's having a hard enough time doing that. Noises buzz in her ears, probably talking, but she doesn't hear it as the horse starts to move, canter and then run and each jolt brings a strangled whimper to the back of Merlin's throat.
But pain is good. Pain is life. She clings to that pain.
Oh.
That's not good is it?
For the first time, her dark blue eyes move slowly away from Arthur and to the ground, blinking, focusing quietly on the red-stained earth under her. No, that is most certainly not ordinary or good. The realization that all the blood she is seeing is her own makes Merlin feel dizzy, almost queasy and she chokes back bile, breathing carefully through her nose as she forces herself to focus.
The pain comes as if called and the healer nearly cries out as she is lifted, but she doesn't try to escape or compartmentalize the pain this time. It is good. Pain is good. Pain means she's still alive. Her dark blue eyes dilate with the agony, though, and Merlin is entirely unaware of who's she's been seated with, doesn't care that their arms are wrapped around her waist. It doesn't matter.
Breathing matters and she's having a hard enough time doing that. Noises buzz in her ears, probably talking, but she doesn't hear it as the horse starts to move, canter and then run and each jolt brings a strangled whimper to the back of Merlin's throat.
But pain is good. Pain is life. She clings to that pain.