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Lunatic AI
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Not really a rant. I really want comforting on this.
I'm utterly failing Irae on his Soldiers of fortune RP. It's not like I play anyone terribly important, but I was really excited about it and fofr the first time in my life I'm suffering serious writer's block. Seriously, my whole life, out of everyone I have ever known... I'm one of the creative ones! I'm a spaz, I have crap follow through and I'm not the best writer but I have never come up dry before...
Suddenly finally, an rp lands in my lap I'm in time to join and is everything I always wished I could write- it's utterly kickass- and I go blank. I can't think of a single thing to say. I'm not having trouble with my other stuff, just this one, that I really really wanted to be a part of. I am trying to be a professional writer, this is just like this sudden ...slap in the face.
I don't know if its just I don't like my character all the sudden (not liking my character never stopped me before...) or maybe I'm just not good at epic? Or something!?
See told you it was silly. I just don't know what to do. I'm just feeling horribly insecure all the sudden.
Someone hug me dammit!
I'm utterly failing Irae on his Soldiers of fortune RP. It's not like I play anyone terribly important, but I was really excited about it and fofr the first time in my life I'm suffering serious writer's block. Seriously, my whole life, out of everyone I have ever known... I'm one of the creative ones! I'm a spaz, I have crap follow through and I'm not the best writer but I have never come up dry before...
Suddenly finally, an rp lands in my lap I'm in time to join and is everything I always wished I could write- it's utterly kickass- and I go blank. I can't think of a single thing to say. I'm not having trouble with my other stuff, just this one, that I really really wanted to be a part of. I am trying to be a professional writer, this is just like this sudden ...slap in the face.
I don't know if its just I don't like my character all the sudden (not liking my character never stopped me before...) or maybe I'm just not good at epic? Or something!?
See told you it was silly. I just don't know what to do. I'm just feeling horribly insecure all the sudden.
Someone hug me dammit!