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FiliaFlammae
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Mark didn't think there was anything strange about the way Patricia tailed him instead of walking next to him. He too feared how it would look if they walked alongside each other, like friends...like a couple, even! He could imagine the dirty looks from all sides already, and he shuddered. No, it was for the best that she lagged behind.
But a moment later she caught up to him after all, apparently interested in saying something. He slowed his pace slightly, both to make it easier for her to keep up and so he could hear her more clearly. She'd only gotten a few sentences in before she dropped a string of words that caused his insides to tense and his face to sour. He looked stupid? He was aware of the structural differences between the average Caucasian face and the average African face, but hearing he looked outright "dumb" was new, and he didn't particularly like it. But when Patricia was the one dropping those words...he wasn't sure how else to describe the experience except as jarring and surreal. It was as if she alternated sentiments, first implying Mark was a lower being, then saying she wanted to be nice, then lower being, then nice, lower being, nice. Lower being, nice. He could only conclude by the end of it that Patricia honestly meant well, honestly was interested in him, and had merely been grossly misinformed. Could he find it in his heart to forgive that?
He sucked in a strained breath, held it for a second, and let it out with a sigh. Yes, he could. If it was Patricia, he could forgive her.
He came to a stop and turned halfway so he could look her in the eye. "Okay, first of all, the shake's for you," he said, unable to keep the edge out his voice completely. "I got it for you. It's a gift. All yours." He turned back and began to walk again. "And second...well, you tell me. If you shared a shake with a white guy, would you get cooties?"
But a moment later she caught up to him after all, apparently interested in saying something. He slowed his pace slightly, both to make it easier for her to keep up and so he could hear her more clearly. She'd only gotten a few sentences in before she dropped a string of words that caused his insides to tense and his face to sour. He looked stupid? He was aware of the structural differences between the average Caucasian face and the average African face, but hearing he looked outright "dumb" was new, and he didn't particularly like it. But when Patricia was the one dropping those words...he wasn't sure how else to describe the experience except as jarring and surreal. It was as if she alternated sentiments, first implying Mark was a lower being, then saying she wanted to be nice, then lower being, then nice, lower being, nice. Lower being, nice. He could only conclude by the end of it that Patricia honestly meant well, honestly was interested in him, and had merely been grossly misinformed. Could he find it in his heart to forgive that?
He sucked in a strained breath, held it for a second, and let it out with a sigh. Yes, he could. If it was Patricia, he could forgive her.
He came to a stop and turned halfway so he could look her in the eye. "Okay, first of all, the shake's for you," he said, unable to keep the edge out his voice completely. "I got it for you. It's a gift. All yours." He turned back and began to walk again. "And second...well, you tell me. If you shared a shake with a white guy, would you get cooties?"