I guess my mind has been doing on a random spree of thoughts that.. well I want to write down, at least for myself that I won't delete later. Feel free to post, or reply back to them :) What is happiness but a bitter sweet thought? Something we merely think is worth such agony as we reach are hands out to grasp what little knowledge we have, and yet when we think we are close it so easily slips into a place, far beyond a reach, and we must once again try and climb to the top of what ever it may be that is hardest for us to coup with. We must learn to trust in ourselves, for something that not only alludes so many, but causes so much pain for many. The fleeting thought of what we want to make us have that few minutes of high, and uncontrollable feeling that seems so easily lost as it is gotten, though it is simply just what are minds, wish us to think as we slowly fall into a desperate circle, of touching it only to loose it once more, for an ever lasting cycle that only ends when we truly have grasped it for the final time, and though we may not let it go, we have certainly let a trail of marks, paths, and memories that will only be just that memories as we faded into the bleak black abyss and in hopes of never being forgotten, because we simply found happiness for the last time.