- Invitation Status
- Looking for partners
- Posting Speed
- 1-3 posts per week
- One post per week
- Slow As Molasses
- Online Availability
- Usually every day, but I often don't like posting every day.
- Writing Levels
- Elementary
- Intermediate
- Adept
- Adaptable
- Preferred Character Gender
- Male
- Female
- Nonbinary
- Genres
- Fantasy, modern fantasy, high fantasy, romance, slice of life, sci-fi, grimdark, light fandoms (next gen, non canon chars, etc)
So, I've been feeling a little down lately about myself. I'm not going to blame this one on depression, because this has bugged me for a long time.
I am terribly average at all I do. If not average, I'm under average. I've tried to find my niche, but I've never been able to find something I'm really good at. I am awful at mathematics and science, I'm average at best with English and writing, I can't commit things to memory enough to even learn conversational language other than English, I just can't find something I'm good at. I love video games, but I'm really not that great at them. I love writing, but I'm really only okay, and I've spent so long trying to improve, I think I'm at the best I'll ever be. I'd love to be able to draw, but I am awful when it comes to spatial things. I like to worldbuild, but I just don't have the attention to stay with it for long periods of time. I love to play music, but I'm not really good at playing instruments or singing. I just don't really know what to do to find what I'm good at. I just get discouraged at everything I do, because something deep down knows that I'm really not that great, so I just eventually... stop doing what I love. I'm down to roleplaying and gaming as the only thing I really do anymore that I actually enjoy.
How did you learn to find your niche? Because I sure as hell can't find mine.
I am terribly average at all I do. If not average, I'm under average. I've tried to find my niche, but I've never been able to find something I'm really good at. I am awful at mathematics and science, I'm average at best with English and writing, I can't commit things to memory enough to even learn conversational language other than English, I just can't find something I'm good at. I love video games, but I'm really not that great at them. I love writing, but I'm really only okay, and I've spent so long trying to improve, I think I'm at the best I'll ever be. I'd love to be able to draw, but I am awful when it comes to spatial things. I like to worldbuild, but I just don't have the attention to stay with it for long periods of time. I love to play music, but I'm not really good at playing instruments or singing. I just don't really know what to do to find what I'm good at. I just get discouraged at everything I do, because something deep down knows that I'm really not that great, so I just eventually... stop doing what I love. I'm down to roleplaying and gaming as the only thing I really do anymore that I actually enjoy.
How did you learn to find your niche? Because I sure as hell can't find mine.