WARNING TRIGGERING!!!!!!!
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The person I see in the mirror is not what i want to be. Her life is mine, yet I don't want it.
I'm anything but perfect. Even though being perfect's all I want.
"YOU DUMB BITCH WHERE ARE YOU?!" His drunken calls came.
I sighed, and made one last cut, for now, on my wrist. I watched myself bleed, before grabbing the knife, and walking out.
I've had enough of him. this was the last straw.
"Where you trying to kill yourself again?" He taunted, his dark black eyes taunting me. He laughed, and shoved me against the wall, "You didn't do a good job of it!" he laughed again, and I growled.
I spit in his face, and he slaped me, giving me the freedom of movement I needed to drive the knife below his ribs, and dragging it down. I laughed so hard, as his guts spilled onto the floor. His eyes went wide, and he chocked, and screamed, collapsing, trying to push them back in. He kept coughing, blood comming up. His eyes slowly went dull, and I sliced up some more, and tore apart his ribs. I slowly disectied him until I had a clear view of his heart. It still beat, slowly, and i took it out of his chest. I put it in a jar, and filled another few with his blood that I drained, and went into my room.
I lit the candles, and cast the circles.
Now, it is time fore the ritual.
I spoke the words, in latin, perfectly and fluently as if it was my native langue.
I bit into the heart, sucking the blood out, and drinking it. It tasted so good....
I then drank all of the blood, now, I had to die.
I walked to the livingroom, and called 911, and then slit my wrists, up my viens.
When I woke, it was dark, and it smelt like earth. I shoved up, and felt dirt. I was burried. And i was so... Hungry, and thristy... My throat was on fire.... Oh god, i crawled out, and cried out in hunger.
Something moved, my hearing was so acute, and so was my smell. Somethingw as here... And I wanted it. i wanted to kill it, and eat it, it's blood would be so good...