So you may or may not not my parents are out of town in Maui till the end of September and I'm just here with my sister. And here I am only two days in and I've begun to notice something about myself.
I sleep better. My entire sleep schedule is more natural. I still stay up late but I'm actually tired when I do so and it's out of a sense of need not a sense of "If I don't go to sleep now I'll just feel like crap when I'm forced to wake up". I actually get hungry instead of just going through the motions with eating. I haven't played video games like I thought I would. It's a weird sense of peace.
But at the same time I find myself annoyed with little things. I find myself wiping off smudges on the chrome on the sink. A general sense of cleanliness I don't normally display.
So what I'm starting to wonder is that is my environment so damn stressful that without my parents I actually start to function like a regular person? It actually greatly disturbs me to think that having Mom home with her constant bitching and my Dad with all his cussing every time he dies in Call of Duty is screwing with me to the extent that it seems to be.
So I'm not sure if I'm more stressed than I thought or if I'm just more laid back than usual...
I sleep better. My entire sleep schedule is more natural. I still stay up late but I'm actually tired when I do so and it's out of a sense of need not a sense of "If I don't go to sleep now I'll just feel like crap when I'm forced to wake up". I actually get hungry instead of just going through the motions with eating. I haven't played video games like I thought I would. It's a weird sense of peace.
But at the same time I find myself annoyed with little things. I find myself wiping off smudges on the chrome on the sink. A general sense of cleanliness I don't normally display.
So what I'm starting to wonder is that is my environment so damn stressful that without my parents I actually start to function like a regular person? It actually greatly disturbs me to think that having Mom home with her constant bitching and my Dad with all his cussing every time he dies in Call of Duty is screwing with me to the extent that it seems to be.
So I'm not sure if I'm more stressed than I thought or if I'm just more laid back than usual...