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Sirion of Alieria stumbled over through the door to his rooms, exhausted and miserable. His page had started a fire in the hearth—good lad—and the room was washed in its warmth. He collapsed in the chair closest to the fire and for a moment he thought he be overcome by his grief. His father, king of Alieria for twenty-five long years: dead. It was all so sudden. His father had been in perfect health a week ago and now he was gone.
Sirion hardly knew what to think. He was king! A thousand times over as a child he'd idly imagined what he would do as king but Lord knew he'd never wished for his father to die, not once. Now it had happened and a very heavy crown awaited him. Of course he wouldn't wear the physical crown until after his coronation which would be after an appropriate period of mourning for his father, the late king deserved every respect in death, but it didn't make Sirion any less king in reality.
There was so much to do. Sirion couldn't even begin to wrap his mind around it, not right now. At least he had one piece of solid advice from his father. Just before he died, the late king had made Sirion swear to uphold every portion of the alliance with their southern neighbor. "We can't afford to offend the one friend we have," his father had said. If Sirion failed in everything else, he planned to get that right.
*****
"Absolutely not," Sirion said. He was sitting at his father's desk and he felt small, like he was a child again, but he was determined to sound like he knew what he was doing. His mother stood on the other side of the desk, draped in black for mourning, and for a moment he thought that she would become truly angry.
If was a formidable thought. Queen Nycaise was beautiful but she was a faerie and faeries were not to be trifled with. Sirion had learned to fear his mother at a very young age when he'd complained about being forced to learn magic while the other children were allowed to go outside and play. He still bore a faint scar under his right eye from where she'd struck him. He'd rarely opposed his mother since.
This situation was different, however. She was asking him to disobey an order from his king. His father had commanded him to uphold every particular of the alliance which would protect them from the encroaching enemy but his mother wanted him to break off his engagement with their ally's princess. This wasn't entirely a surprise, Nycaise had opposed the engagement since it had been agreed upon and that was sixteen years ago.
In his younger years, Sirion had agreed with his mother that the engagement should be broken off. Of course, at the time he'd had no interest in marriage whatsoever and had been secretly planning to run off and join the dwarves in their mines because he believed that there were no dwarf women, despite being repeatedly told the opposite.
Now Sirion understood the wisdom of the match and he had convinced himself that even if he did not have any affectionate feelings towards the princess—whom he'd never met—he could develop them once they were married. He knew as well as most that marriage didn't necessarily have anything to do with the feelings of those involved but he hoped to be on at least friendly terms with his future wife.
"You are making the wrong decision," Nycaise insisted. "You are bringing a foreigner into our country and you are making her a queen. The faeries will not stand for it."
"Mother—"
"No. I will not listen to your stupid little arguments. If you will not do as I request, then you are no longer my son."
"Don't do this," Sirion said weakly, then gathered his determination. "You will not do this. You will not make me choose between my duty and my family. If you will not receive me as your son, so be it but I am still your king and I will not be treated in such a manner by my subjects. Now please leave or I will have you removed."
Nycaise was staggered for a moment by the way her son spoke to her but she quickly recalled her dignity and swept out of the room, leaving Sirion to collapse into a ball of nerves the moment she was out of sight.
*****
Later that day, Nycaise sent a message to her son through her most trusted servant saying that he was right and that she wanted to have a private supper, just the two of them, so that she could apologize. Sirion mistrusted the offer of peace but what could he do? If he turned down the offer, he would look like the villain and if he accepted, he would have to risk whatever his mother had planned for him. There was no way for him to win. He accepted the offer.
That evening, with great reluctance and uneasiness, Sirion climbed the stairs to his mother's chambers. The draft, which was always in this part of the castle, felt like a bad omen and Sirion shivered. What did his mother have in store for him? Would she kill him? He didn't think so—even a faerie woman couldn't kill her own son and Nycaise wouldn't risk having her half-faerie son be replaced by whatever full-human cousin was the next heir. Still, she was determined to have him not marry the southern princess, preferring a faerie bride for him, and she wouldn't give this up so easily.
He was let into the room by his mother's lady-in-waiting and he saw the magnificent spread that had been laid out for supper. His mother had either sent the kitchen into a flurry or she'd conjured the food magically. If she'd conjured it, Sirion didn't want to touch it. He might not want to touch it anyway. He'd reasoned that it was fairly unlikely that she would poison him but what about drugs? She could drug him and make him break off the engagement while he wasn't in his right mind.
He was staring at the food warily when his mother entered the room in suspiciously high spirits.
"Ah, Sirion, my son," she said, beaming in a way that put Sirion on guard. "I have reflected and seen how wrong I was. Your father has barely been gone a fortnight. We must stand together, console each other in our grief. Come. Let us be friendly again." She held out her arms to embrace her son but Sirion didn't want to get close enough to touch. Then he looked around and saw all of her ladies-in-waiting standing there, waiting and watching, prepared to tell all of the court that their new king had refused to make peace with his own mother.
Reluctantly, Sirion stepped forward and as soon as he was within reach, she grabbed his left hand and pressed the palm of her right hand to the back of it. She began uttering a curse in the old language of the faeries and even though Sirion knew exactly what was going on, he could do nothing to stop it. He couldn't move or speak and even if he could, his magic wasn't strong enough to combat hers. All he could do was stand there as she cursed him. When she was finished, she removed her hand and a black curse mark was left on his skin. If it hadn't had such a dark meaning, it would have been beautiful, a series of intertwining black lines forming a circular design on his hand. It could have looked like the body art that many faeries and elves wore but it wasn't and as long as it marked his skin, he was cursed.
"Now," Nycaise said, clapping her hands to draw Sirion's attention away from the mark on his hand, "let us have a feast to celebrate the annulment of your betrothal."
"I won't break off the engagement."
"You don't have a choice anymore." The Queen Mother smiled, very pleased with herself. "If you so much as lay eyes on that princess, your True Face will be revealed."
"My what?"
"Your True Face. You are half-faerie, my son, and your faerie half comes from the highest line of faeries, you should be proud. However, the appearance of the High Faeries was so frightful to the humans that when they conquered this land they banished the faeries from their sight. Eventually, of course, we learned to make ourselves more beautiful to them, but every faerie has a True Face and no human can bear to lay eyes on it. That is what will happen to you if you see that girl. Now shall we eat?"
Sirion stood there in shock for a long moment before he turned around and marched out of his mother's chambers. He told the two nearest guards to watch her room, that the Queen Mother had assaulted the king, and that she was under house arrest until further notice. Then he went back to his own chambers to ruminate over what had just happened.
Sirion had never thought much about his faerie half before. He could do magic, certainly, and even better than most of his elven friends but he wasn't allowed to do it in public because humans couldn't do magic. He was able to see the faeries that were invisible to humans but he wasn't allowed to interact with them because humans couldn't see them. He was also stronger and faster than the normal humans but he was supposed to pretend that he wasn't. Until recently, he'd attributed his mesmerizing good looks to being part faerie as well. But that, it turned out, was just a spell.
The whole situation disturbed him and he didn't sleep well.
*****
Castien, the son of the elven leader and close personal friend to the new human king, was watching the end to a traditional dwarfish gambling game which had been started the night before. Only two dwarves were left and it was getting quite heated. Castien found dwarves to be amusing because they were so hot-headed and stubborn and they almost always provided some entertainment for an elf like Castien who saw their antics as petty and foolish. Just as an actual brawl was about to begin, a messenger arrived with a letter for the king. Castien took the letter, promising to deliver it to Sirion, and gratefully escaped the Great Hall before any actual violence broke out.
The elf found Sirion in his study, looking pale and tired.
"Is something the matter, Sire?" he asked. Castien knew some elven healing magic and would gladly help his friend if he was ill but the king shook his head.
"No. It's nothing that can be helped," Sirion said.
Assuming that this meant his friend's poor health was the result of his father's recent death, Castien passed Sirion the letter and left. He wasn't very far down the corridor, however, when he heard the king swear loudly. He returned to the king's study and asked again, "Is something the matter, Sire?"
Sirion didn't answer immediately this time. He was staring intently at the letter he had just opened.
"We cannot afford to go to war," he said at last, putting the letter down, "but I do not know what else to do. I cannot marry the princess but she is already on her way."
"I do not understand," Castien answered. "You were determined to defy your mother just yesterday."
Sirion sighed and held up his left hand, revealing the intricate black design.
"A faerie curse?" Castien asked. He was an amateur scholar on the subject of magic—faerie, elven, dwarfish, all of it. "Why would a faerie curse you?"
Sirion cringed, he'd forgotten for a moment that Castien did not know that his mother was a faerie. "They do not want me to marry the princess so they've cursed me to stop the wedding. If I so much as see the princess, something terrible will happen."
"They want me to marry a faerie girl."
"They are fools if they think that will ever happen."
"But I cannot marry the princess. Something terrible will happen. But we cannot go to war. If fight with our allies what will we do when that…that giant to the east decides to attack?" He ran his fingers through his hair and stared at the letter on his desk.
"Calm your foolish human head," Castien said when he realized that the king was on the verge of panic. "…Sire," he added when Sirion looked up at him sharply. He then picked up the letter and quickly scanned it.
"She may not have left yet," he noted immediately. "It only says that if everything goes well she'll have left by now. But you're right; we won't be able to stop a war if you decide to break off the betrothal now. But it gives us some time. Every curse can be broken, even if it's a faerie curse. We just have to figure out how. If we can't break it by the time she arrives…well, you don't have to marry her immediately…"
Sirion hardly knew what to think. He was king! A thousand times over as a child he'd idly imagined what he would do as king but Lord knew he'd never wished for his father to die, not once. Now it had happened and a very heavy crown awaited him. Of course he wouldn't wear the physical crown until after his coronation which would be after an appropriate period of mourning for his father, the late king deserved every respect in death, but it didn't make Sirion any less king in reality.
There was so much to do. Sirion couldn't even begin to wrap his mind around it, not right now. At least he had one piece of solid advice from his father. Just before he died, the late king had made Sirion swear to uphold every portion of the alliance with their southern neighbor. "We can't afford to offend the one friend we have," his father had said. If Sirion failed in everything else, he planned to get that right.
*****
"Absolutely not," Sirion said. He was sitting at his father's desk and he felt small, like he was a child again, but he was determined to sound like he knew what he was doing. His mother stood on the other side of the desk, draped in black for mourning, and for a moment he thought that she would become truly angry.
If was a formidable thought. Queen Nycaise was beautiful but she was a faerie and faeries were not to be trifled with. Sirion had learned to fear his mother at a very young age when he'd complained about being forced to learn magic while the other children were allowed to go outside and play. He still bore a faint scar under his right eye from where she'd struck him. He'd rarely opposed his mother since.
This situation was different, however. She was asking him to disobey an order from his king. His father had commanded him to uphold every particular of the alliance which would protect them from the encroaching enemy but his mother wanted him to break off his engagement with their ally's princess. This wasn't entirely a surprise, Nycaise had opposed the engagement since it had been agreed upon and that was sixteen years ago.
In his younger years, Sirion had agreed with his mother that the engagement should be broken off. Of course, at the time he'd had no interest in marriage whatsoever and had been secretly planning to run off and join the dwarves in their mines because he believed that there were no dwarf women, despite being repeatedly told the opposite.
Now Sirion understood the wisdom of the match and he had convinced himself that even if he did not have any affectionate feelings towards the princess—whom he'd never met—he could develop them once they were married. He knew as well as most that marriage didn't necessarily have anything to do with the feelings of those involved but he hoped to be on at least friendly terms with his future wife.
"You are making the wrong decision," Nycaise insisted. "You are bringing a foreigner into our country and you are making her a queen. The faeries will not stand for it."
"Mother—"
"No. I will not listen to your stupid little arguments. If you will not do as I request, then you are no longer my son."
"Don't do this," Sirion said weakly, then gathered his determination. "You will not do this. You will not make me choose between my duty and my family. If you will not receive me as your son, so be it but I am still your king and I will not be treated in such a manner by my subjects. Now please leave or I will have you removed."
Nycaise was staggered for a moment by the way her son spoke to her but she quickly recalled her dignity and swept out of the room, leaving Sirion to collapse into a ball of nerves the moment she was out of sight.
*****
Later that day, Nycaise sent a message to her son through her most trusted servant saying that he was right and that she wanted to have a private supper, just the two of them, so that she could apologize. Sirion mistrusted the offer of peace but what could he do? If he turned down the offer, he would look like the villain and if he accepted, he would have to risk whatever his mother had planned for him. There was no way for him to win. He accepted the offer.
That evening, with great reluctance and uneasiness, Sirion climbed the stairs to his mother's chambers. The draft, which was always in this part of the castle, felt like a bad omen and Sirion shivered. What did his mother have in store for him? Would she kill him? He didn't think so—even a faerie woman couldn't kill her own son and Nycaise wouldn't risk having her half-faerie son be replaced by whatever full-human cousin was the next heir. Still, she was determined to have him not marry the southern princess, preferring a faerie bride for him, and she wouldn't give this up so easily.
He was let into the room by his mother's lady-in-waiting and he saw the magnificent spread that had been laid out for supper. His mother had either sent the kitchen into a flurry or she'd conjured the food magically. If she'd conjured it, Sirion didn't want to touch it. He might not want to touch it anyway. He'd reasoned that it was fairly unlikely that she would poison him but what about drugs? She could drug him and make him break off the engagement while he wasn't in his right mind.
He was staring at the food warily when his mother entered the room in suspiciously high spirits.
"Ah, Sirion, my son," she said, beaming in a way that put Sirion on guard. "I have reflected and seen how wrong I was. Your father has barely been gone a fortnight. We must stand together, console each other in our grief. Come. Let us be friendly again." She held out her arms to embrace her son but Sirion didn't want to get close enough to touch. Then he looked around and saw all of her ladies-in-waiting standing there, waiting and watching, prepared to tell all of the court that their new king had refused to make peace with his own mother.
Reluctantly, Sirion stepped forward and as soon as he was within reach, she grabbed his left hand and pressed the palm of her right hand to the back of it. She began uttering a curse in the old language of the faeries and even though Sirion knew exactly what was going on, he could do nothing to stop it. He couldn't move or speak and even if he could, his magic wasn't strong enough to combat hers. All he could do was stand there as she cursed him. When she was finished, she removed her hand and a black curse mark was left on his skin. If it hadn't had such a dark meaning, it would have been beautiful, a series of intertwining black lines forming a circular design on his hand. It could have looked like the body art that many faeries and elves wore but it wasn't and as long as it marked his skin, he was cursed.
"Now," Nycaise said, clapping her hands to draw Sirion's attention away from the mark on his hand, "let us have a feast to celebrate the annulment of your betrothal."
"I won't break off the engagement."
"You don't have a choice anymore." The Queen Mother smiled, very pleased with herself. "If you so much as lay eyes on that princess, your True Face will be revealed."
"My what?"
"Your True Face. You are half-faerie, my son, and your faerie half comes from the highest line of faeries, you should be proud. However, the appearance of the High Faeries was so frightful to the humans that when they conquered this land they banished the faeries from their sight. Eventually, of course, we learned to make ourselves more beautiful to them, but every faerie has a True Face and no human can bear to lay eyes on it. That is what will happen to you if you see that girl. Now shall we eat?"
Sirion stood there in shock for a long moment before he turned around and marched out of his mother's chambers. He told the two nearest guards to watch her room, that the Queen Mother had assaulted the king, and that she was under house arrest until further notice. Then he went back to his own chambers to ruminate over what had just happened.
Sirion had never thought much about his faerie half before. He could do magic, certainly, and even better than most of his elven friends but he wasn't allowed to do it in public because humans couldn't do magic. He was able to see the faeries that were invisible to humans but he wasn't allowed to interact with them because humans couldn't see them. He was also stronger and faster than the normal humans but he was supposed to pretend that he wasn't. Until recently, he'd attributed his mesmerizing good looks to being part faerie as well. But that, it turned out, was just a spell.
The whole situation disturbed him and he didn't sleep well.
*****
Castien, the son of the elven leader and close personal friend to the new human king, was watching the end to a traditional dwarfish gambling game which had been started the night before. Only two dwarves were left and it was getting quite heated. Castien found dwarves to be amusing because they were so hot-headed and stubborn and they almost always provided some entertainment for an elf like Castien who saw their antics as petty and foolish. Just as an actual brawl was about to begin, a messenger arrived with a letter for the king. Castien took the letter, promising to deliver it to Sirion, and gratefully escaped the Great Hall before any actual violence broke out.
The elf found Sirion in his study, looking pale and tired.
"Is something the matter, Sire?" he asked. Castien knew some elven healing magic and would gladly help his friend if he was ill but the king shook his head.
"No. It's nothing that can be helped," Sirion said.
Assuming that this meant his friend's poor health was the result of his father's recent death, Castien passed Sirion the letter and left. He wasn't very far down the corridor, however, when he heard the king swear loudly. He returned to the king's study and asked again, "Is something the matter, Sire?"
Sirion didn't answer immediately this time. He was staring intently at the letter he had just opened.
"We cannot afford to go to war," he said at last, putting the letter down, "but I do not know what else to do. I cannot marry the princess but she is already on her way."
"I do not understand," Castien answered. "You were determined to defy your mother just yesterday."
Sirion sighed and held up his left hand, revealing the intricate black design.
"A faerie curse?" Castien asked. He was an amateur scholar on the subject of magic—faerie, elven, dwarfish, all of it. "Why would a faerie curse you?"
Sirion cringed, he'd forgotten for a moment that Castien did not know that his mother was a faerie. "They do not want me to marry the princess so they've cursed me to stop the wedding. If I so much as see the princess, something terrible will happen."
"They want me to marry a faerie girl."
"They are fools if they think that will ever happen."
"But I cannot marry the princess. Something terrible will happen. But we cannot go to war. If fight with our allies what will we do when that…that giant to the east decides to attack?" He ran his fingers through his hair and stared at the letter on his desk.
"Calm your foolish human head," Castien said when he realized that the king was on the verge of panic. "…Sire," he added when Sirion looked up at him sharply. He then picked up the letter and quickly scanned it.
"She may not have left yet," he noted immediately. "It only says that if everything goes well she'll have left by now. But you're right; we won't be able to stop a war if you decide to break off the betrothal now. But it gives us some time. Every curse can be broken, even if it's a faerie curse. We just have to figure out how. If we can't break it by the time she arrives…well, you don't have to marry her immediately…"