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Laggy Lagiacrus
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Original poster
I won't go into details, but I think I'm developing a gambling problem.
I'm not using money, or anything of value - I can at least say that much.
But, the thing is, I've no idea where it'll go if I don't nip this in the bud.
I know it won't end well if I just think it'll solve itself, if this "maybe this time" mindset continues.
And I'm doing my best to stop it. To a degree, this is working.
But, the problem lies in the fact that the things tempting me are always shoved into my face, and I'm unable to escape them.
I'm doing all I can to steel myself, and tell myself that this isn't going to work out if I let myself slip even a little.
And I can't say that I'm a strong-willed person. I'm doing my best while it's still small and manageable, but I don't know if I'm enough.
I can't tell anyone I know about this. I might be able to tell one of my friends, but I just don't feel comfortable sharing any of my problems with people I'm always in contact with.
I'm not using money, or anything of value - I can at least say that much.
But, the thing is, I've no idea where it'll go if I don't nip this in the bud.
I know it won't end well if I just think it'll solve itself, if this "maybe this time" mindset continues.
And I'm doing my best to stop it. To a degree, this is working.
But, the problem lies in the fact that the things tempting me are always shoved into my face, and I'm unable to escape them.
I'm doing all I can to steel myself, and tell myself that this isn't going to work out if I let myself slip even a little.
And I can't say that I'm a strong-willed person. I'm doing my best while it's still small and manageable, but I don't know if I'm enough.
I can't tell anyone I know about this. I might be able to tell one of my friends, but I just don't feel comfortable sharing any of my problems with people I'm always in contact with.